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hownkai) wrote in
thisavrou_log2016-06-01 12:20 am
Entry tags:
- *intro log,
- agents of shield: daisy johnson,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- dragon age: dorian pavus,
- frozen: elsa,
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mass effect: commander shepard,
- mass effect: nihlus kryik,
- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- mcu: natasha romanoff,
- mcu: tony stark,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: liquid snake,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- mushishi: ginko,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- persona 4: yu narukami,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: rey,
- the walking dead: carl grimes (crau),
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- uncharted: chloe frazer,
- uncharted: elena fisher,
- uncharted: nathan drake,
- undertale: frisk,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: charles xavier,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( june intro log )
Who: Everyone
When: June 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Collectives ASH3 - BF3 - CLF5
What: The crew finds themselves visiting the vacation spot of the Collective.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
When: June 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Collectives ASH3 - BF3 - CLF5
What: The crew finds themselves visiting the vacation spot of the Collective.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
I N T R O L O G |
"Each of us needs to withdraw from the cares which will not withdraw from us."
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"I did tell you I didn't need a mentor," she says, aiming for light, an excuse as to why they haven't talked; her being on edge means there's still a little tension to it. "But life's been fine. Stayed out of that reverse Ingress after..." He may know about her, but she doesn't want him to know that she knows that he knows. (This whole situation gives her a headache.) So she lets her nose crinkle like she's still trying to think of what to call Shepard. "The other me ended up in medbay."
While the fact that she stayed out of the reverse Ingress is true, it didn't have anything to do with Shepard's incapacitation: She'd simply tired of it and hadn't wanted to risk ending up somewhere she wouldn't know enough, or worse, with Brooks.
"These planets are nice," she adds, which is far more truthful. Could do with fewer aliens, but otherwise, nice. "What about you?"
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It's a fact.
"I've been busy. Mostly just with the fabricator now since I finished a lot of the Scraplet related repairs." And, well, everything involving Rinzler, but he's pretending not to be.
"Decided to come down and try some real food for once. It's nice being in a place with more dextro options."
I'M SO SORRY also I looked for you on the overflow log
"Must be," she says in agreement, with a nod to his steak. It's somewhat putting her off her own food: She's not confident on this, but in her limited experience, meat isn't usually blue. "Bought any dextro supplies for the ship?"
She knows the ship has dextro food, since Tali hadn't starved before she went into cryo, but if he's using more options as his excuse for being here, then fine, this is his awkward chat subject.
It is alright! Sorry for getting back to this so slowly!
"Oh, yes," he chuckles. "Lots of jerky and protein bars and some fresh meat."
The first two lot were stashed away in hidey holes all over the ship. The final item was in a locked box in the freezer. He's just a liiiiittle bit paranoid.
"It'll taste better than ration bars and whatever weird thing the cook thinks up. I suppose I could also try and see about stocking up through the Ingress, too. Allison managed to get some dextro smoothies out of the thing after all."
There's a brief paused filled with the 'clink' of utensils on ceramic, the expression on Nihlus' face turning thoughtful.
"You should come an eat lunch with us more often. I hate to see you left out," he says after a moment, tones soft. "Or does the other Shepard make you uncomfortable?"
have you MET me
The invitation to further lunches gets a roll of her eyes.
"I am not left out when I chose this, before she even showed up," she says firmly. The more time she spends around Shepard and Tali, the more time they have to realize she's not an alternate version like she's claiming. Besides, people can't be trusted: Brooks taught her that and then proved it.
"But sure, being around someone who looks just like me but had a far easier life makes me uncomfortable." It's not even a lie. Never mind her own almost being killed in the tank and then spending six months constantly training in hiding, next to the Shepard of her world, this one was born with a silver spoon in her mouth even before she started amassing a cult of misguided, irresponsible followers. "And eating lunch with her isn't going to help."
WELL
He pops the bit of meat into his mouth, savoring the flavor briefly before swallowing it whole. Turians didn't exactly chew, after all.
"Now why does her having an easier life make you uncomfortable?" The amusement stays in his expression, but something strange in his tones.
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She's far from amused at the question, leaning back in her chair, subconsciously to put more space between them.
"What does it matter? Same DNA or not, some people just aren't made to be..." She doesn't need (or know about) Sparatus's finger quote marks; she can let her voice handle it. "'Best buddies'."
Particularly when one of those people was made to be spare parts for the other.
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If he notices the way she leans away from him, Nihlus doesn't show it. He eats in silence for a moment, expression oddly contemplative.
"You're awfully wrapped up in comparing yourself against her. Your backgrounds, your DNA." He looks up, vivid green eyes meeting hers, glimmering coldly in the buffet's warm lighting. "It's not the fact you're not treating her like a 'buddy'. It's mostly that you seem straight up... resentful of her."
"Nothing wrong with that." And just like that, he slips back to his amicable self. "I'm just curious as to why. I didn't peg you as the resentful sort, Shepard."
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And then he's doing that friendly, 'curious' thing again, and she knows not to cause a scene.
"I guess you forgot why they call me the Butcher of Torfan," she says, keeping her gaze steady on his. She'll never really know why the Shepard of
her timeline sent so many of her squad to their deaths to wipe out even
surrendering batarians, but she's willing to bet resentment was a factor.
"And even that's outdated information to be pegging me from. A lot's
changed in three years.)
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The clone didn't carry any of her Shepard's baselines. That Shepard was ruthless, but she carried herself like a commander and she had the charisma to make her squad members throw themselves into the fire for her cause. There was also a slight but key difference between resentful and vengeful.
He doesn't point out any of these things to her.
"Pfft." Yeah, that's a pretty weird noise coming from a Turian. "You're not going to kill your alternate or anything are you, oh 'Butcher of Torfan'? Because that's going to be seven flavors of messy and awkward no matter how much you dislike her."
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