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Entry tags:
- *intro log,
- agents of shield: daisy johnson,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- dragon age: dorian pavus,
- frozen: elsa,
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mass effect: commander shepard,
- mass effect: nihlus kryik,
- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- mcu: natasha romanoff,
- mcu: tony stark,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: liquid snake,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- mushishi: ginko,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- persona 4: yu narukami,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: rey,
- the walking dead: carl grimes (crau),
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- uncharted: chloe frazer,
- uncharted: elena fisher,
- uncharted: nathan drake,
- undertale: frisk,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: charles xavier,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( june intro log )
Who: Everyone
When: June 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Collectives ASH3 - BF3 - CLF5
What: The crew finds themselves visiting the vacation spot of the Collective.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
When: June 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Collectives ASH3 - BF3 - CLF5
What: The crew finds themselves visiting the vacation spot of the Collective.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
I N T R O L O G |
"Each of us needs to withdraw from the cares which will not withdraw from us."
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Part of him wants to close his eyes, to stay in the dark rather than in this tense anticipation. Peter would like to think he's staring Rinzler down out of defiance. But he doesn't feel all that in control of himself right now, panic rising with each passing second and taking over all his functions. He takes a shallow shuttering breath. Then another. Then another.
Nothing happens.
Peter watches, in that hazy kind of way that he's not really sure what he's seeing, as Rinzler starts to type. It takes an embarrassing amount of seconds for his mind to process the letters and put them back into words. When he does, it's with a frown and no small amount of confusion.
"This isn't a hunt." Peter gasps out. He shuffles slightly against the ice, only to freeze again at the press of the baton. He shakes his head in tiny, barely there movements. "What the hell are you waiting for? If you're going to do it-"
Do it. Don't make him play whatever game this is. He can barely make himself think right now, anxiety shutting down almost everything that wasn't a loop of imgonnadieimgonnadieimgonnadie.
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The line scrolls out as quickly as the user speaks. This is definitely a hunt. Hunt, trap, threat—the metrics are close enough to run in parallel. It just isn't the one in charge for a change.
And oh, that freeze is satisfying. The enforcer's ticking rumble hums out evenly, a quiet resonation in the ice. The darkness might make detail harder to spot, but Rinzler's lights stand out all the brighter in contrast, and the streaks along the side of his mask incline just slightly to the request. If he's going to do it, what? Go ahead and say it, user. But it won't, because it's scared.
It should be.
You didn't stop.
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The anger isn't from what happened those months ago, not entirely. It's from the anxiety of waiting. Why isn't Rinzler just killing him? Why draw it out? Just to torture him? He knew Rinzler was violent, but he didn't think a machine would be so cruel.
"If this is your revenge, then why aren't you taking it?"
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But he's not sure any longer that the user does.
Never threatened your sister.
The black mask fixes, sharp and challenging. Does it understand that much, at least?
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It'd felt like a threat, make his skin crawl like one. And with so many months between now and then, he couldn't remember it as anything but. His mind had been so focused on Wanda and her safety he couldn't find the exact words, only the assumed sentiment.
"You just leave them alone after you kill me. You just make this it." If he's going to die, he needs this to be it. No more worrying for any of them, the cycle ended. "Just get it over with and let this go. You killing me won't change my mind about what happened."
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"Shut. Up."
Rinzler's arm extends as fast as it retracted, slamming Peter back against the icy wall of the crevasse with no particular care for where the force connects. He'll let go, but the smooth black mask twitches, sharp and interrogative, as he stares down at his prey. Did it think this part was optional? No. Rinzler would delete it in a nanocycle if it were a matter of wants. Instead he's laying out the data, instead he's using words, because one way or another, this is going to be over.
It doesn't get to hide behind any more glitching excuses. It doesn't get to give him orders. And however stupid it might choose to be elsewhere, whatever delusions it wants to cling to? Here and now, for once, the user was going to listen.
Told you I knew her.
Told you I wasn't stupid.
The MID relights with a flick of motion, lines scrolling out in quick, furious gesture.
Threats: yours.
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He doesn't believe it. He won't believe it. Peter can let it go, has been prepared to since the series of lectures he received in the aftermath. To learn his place, stay away from Rinzler, let Wanda take care of herself. Her safety wasn't in his hands anymore, particularly now that her real twin had arrived. But to have brought her up at that moment had felt like a declaration of war and he couldn't delude himself to otherwise.
At the same time, this was supposed to be over. He'd made too many promises to let it keep going and let the cycle continue.
"If that's what you want to believe, then okay." But what about the first time, he thinks. But why play those recordings in the middle of tension. But why, but why. He clenches his jaw against the urge to argue and spit and let out his fury. "If that's how you think it happened, okay. I'll be the bad guy."
Did it matter if he was just going to get stabbed again anyway?
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Your threats. Your attacks. Didn't respond.
Not after the fight on the spacewalk. Not after the ambush in the hall. He'd let the user plan and plot, let its sister retell every story to mark him as a system threat. He'd let it happen because he knew it wouldn't matter. Because he'd forfeited his chance already, because Tron's maker was going to remove his mind. He'd let it happen because at the source, he'd known the user was right. He was broken, he was less, and he'd never have a place here.
Done with that.
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In death or walking away, whatever it took for the cycle to end.
"I'm not going to keep this up. I'm not coming after you again, I'm not looking for another fight." It was the truth, whether anyone around him wanted to believe it or not. "I'm done with being the bad guy. Respond. Do what you think you have to."