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december event log
Who: Everyone
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
E V E N T L O G |
"Open up, and let them in."
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[His name is slurred, but Asriel's getting a little more coherent. His eyes close when Mettaton presses his hand up against his cheek, but there's no fever.
It's hard to wake up though. Just like those times where he's stayed up way too late - only this feels a lot worse. More like someone's trying to hold his eyelids shut, and his whole body feels like it has a ton of bricks attached to it. Needless to say, he doesn't move around too much aside from craning his neck to get a better look at Mettaton.]
I'm so sleepy... I think something bit me but I didn't see it...
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[He reaches down, pulling up the blowdart and showing it to Asriel. If he could even see it.]
It seems the trap was meant to tranquilize, not kill. Otherwise you'd be...
[Mettaton doesn't finish his sentence. He's too concerned to do such a thing. Besides, who wants to hear 'otherwise you'd be much sicker than this, I think'.]
...Point being, it's time to wake up. I'll bring you back to camp, and we will see if there is anything the medically inclined can do for you, alright?
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... Is everything on this dumb planet gonna be a trap or something that wants to kill us.
[Well he's awake enough to be bitter about it.]
I-I think I can stand up.
[He can't without some help, but he doesn't know that yet.]
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[That's all Mettaton says on the subject, before straightening up. He takes hold of Asriel's upper body, setting him on his feet just to let him test his legs.
Because he doesn't believe that Asriel can just...walk immediately.]
Try and walk.
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But it becomes obvious that if Mettaton wasn't holding him up right now, he'd be face down on the floor.]
I - I can't do it.
[He sounds far more upset with himself than he should.]
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Then I suppose I'll just have to give you a ride. There's nothing wrong with it, honey, unless you feel uncomfortable?
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No, it's not uncomfortable...
[It actually makes him feel a lot taller, and he wish he wasn't so out of it so that he could actually enjoy it more.]
Thanks for carrying me. I'm sorry, I should've been more cautious about trying to go inside.
[Mettaton isn't the only one who can apologize a lot.]
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[Mettaton lets Asriel settle, then when it feels as if he's got a good hold, the robot's arms fall to his sides again. He...well, he missed doing this. All the time he spent avoiding everyone was for a reason and yet Mettaton hated being alone.]
Just, ah. Mind the scarf, won't you?
[Perhaps it wasn't noticeable before, but Mettaton's been wearing Papyrus' scarf ever since they crash-landed. He figured it was safest to keep it on his person at all times, and sticking it inside the PacDisc felt so impersonal.]
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Mettaton was hurt enough. The last thing he wanted was to add to that pain.
When he points out the scarf, Asriel knows who it belongs to. It's a little tattered from use, but he'd know that scarf from anywhere. It's enough of a reminder that Asriel misses Papyrus almost immediately, but instead of saying anything he just gives a small smile instead.]
Don't worry, I'll protect it as long as I'm up here.
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[Mettaton starts walking, the rough terrain crunching beneath his boots. He and Asriel haven't spoken in a while--Mettaton honestly doesn't know where to start.
...Perhaps he should ask about the disk, it looked as if had received some level of damage. Hopefully that didn't mean anything bad, especially with something called an identity disk.]
So...how have you been doing? I noticed your disk has some cracks in it--is there no one who can fix it? It isn't...hurting you, is it?
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No, I'm okay! I haven't noticed anything weird... um, maybe Rinzler or Clu would know how to fix it? But I haven't seen them around.
[And he kind of doesn't want to. Especially Rinzler. He definitely doesn't want to have this conversation with Rinzler on how it was broken.]
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...He really missed the kid, despite knowing that as soon as they reach camp, he'll be trying to worm away again.]
As long as you are alright, then that is what is important. I'd offer to send either of them your way should I cross their paths, but I'm not familiar with Rinzler or Clu. I really ought to be better about the crew, especially since...we're all traveling in groups, not split off by walls.
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Well, Rinzler's the one who taught me how to pilot! And... I got this disk from his world too, when we had the chance to visit each other's worlds and stuff. He's the one who's taught me how to use it too! He doesn't talk much, 'cept on the MID sometimes. But he's gotten me out of a lot of dangerous situations - he even fought some slavers on the Outpost and took 'em down like it was nothing!
[There's a tiny bit of admiration in Asriel's voice. He really does think Rinzler is cool.]
And Clu fixed my disk before, back when I was turning into glass... he's really smart. I could trust him with my life if I had to!
[Well, maybe not. But when your disk was programmed to think Clu was the best guy ever, that's been Asriel's opinion of him.]
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[You know. Like Mettaton tries to, while at the same time neglecting his friends for three entire weeks. What a guy, right?]
Seems to me that you have some technologically oriented friends there. For the better, that disk seems to be an important part of your biology now.
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[And he almost destroyed it, taking himself with it. It seemed so strange, being able to physically hold something that could destroy or rewrite you in an instant.]
It's... so weird how important it is. And I can't get rid of it either, not that I think I'd want to.
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[It's probably for the better that Asriel hasn't brought that up yet, because Mettaton probably wouldn't take it well.]
So, are you starting to feel better yet? Not that I'm in a rush to set you down, far from it!
[Mettaton might not have his usual stamina, but Asriel isn't too heavy. This is fine. More than that, it's familiar and nice to be hanging out with Asriel again, and perhaps he's walking a little slower than normal in order to prolong that moment.
It begs the question of why, for which there's a very complicated answer which culminates into the inevitability that he'll be distancing himself again.]
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[He'd offer to walk again, but he's starting to like it up here. All this talk about his disk has left an uncomfortable knot in his stomach. It's worry, it's a nagging feeling that he should tell Mettaton what's going on. If he could see all of Asriel's history in the window of a ship, how easy would it be for him to find out what he did a couple weeks ago?
But... he didn't want Mettaton to stop being friends with him either.
I'm the end, he knows what he needs to do.]
Mettaton, there's something I need to tell you. About why my disk has a crack in it.
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[...Shit, did he just say something optimistic? Wow...he feels pretty proud of that. His pride is quickly dampened by the tone Asriel had taken though. It didn't sound like that crack in the boy's disk had a good story behind it.]
You know you can tell me anything, sweetheart. What happened..?
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[His tone already sounds deeply regretful.]
I... I thought... if it had my soul inside, I could see it for myself. A-and I almost did something that I couldn't take back.
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You tried to break it open. Is that it?
You attempted to break something which, as far as I've seen, catalogs everything about you and docks directly to your body? That was what you tried to do?
Just to see if it had something identifiable as a soul in it?
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There's a painfully long pause, and Asriel closes his eyes. His throat aches.]
... Yeah. I did.
[I'm sorry, is what he wants to say. But this isn't something he can easily apologize for.]
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[Mettaton can't look at Asriel, but the way he angles his head up, and the way he's speaking? It's clearly indicative of how upset he is. How could Asriel ever think to do something so potentially destructive.]
And even if it did migrate to that disk, if you broke it then your SOUL would shatter, and that would have been the end of it, don't you understand?! We can't be brought back anymore!! Why would you risk it? Why would you hurt yourself like that?!
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[It's not a good excuse, and Asriel knows it's not the only reason. He's sure Mettaton knows too. But... Mettaton has also seen his timeline. While Asriel isn't sure just how much he knows, he certainly knows the connection between Asriel and Flowey.
Did he also know that if he goes back with no SOUL, he'll just turn back into a flower again?
Asriel's hands are trembling - maybe it's a good thing that Mettaton can't look back at him, but the tone of his voice tells Asriel how he's feeling right now.]
I... I tried to believe what you said, I really did! But I can't stop thinking about it. If we go home, and if for some reason my SOUL isn't there, I won't just disappear!
I'll... I'll turn back into Flowey. I'll lose everything I've ever had here, including our friendship. And the family I've got with Frisk and mom... I won't be able to feel anything anymore.
I can't... I just can't do it...
[He'd rather die.]
I'm so sorry, Mettaton...
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[Mettaton reaches up, his arms taking hold of Asriel. He pulls the boy off his shoulders, setting him down on his feet. This time he doesn't wait to see if the kid can stand on his own, he all but drops him.]
Turn around, Asriel. Face me. Face me and tell me you're the only one who has something to lose. If you can't do that, then hit me. Hit me with your magic. We may not have much, but monsters can only express themselves with their magic. It cannot be fully locked away by some fucking portal.
Show me that I am wrong to be upset at your recklessness. Or don't. I don't care.
[The robot shrugs, and there's a coldness in his expression. If the face didn't do it, then hopefully the previous profanity would. Mettaton doesn't curse often, and never to that degree.]
But don't you dare run. Because if you make me waste my magic, I'll make you regret it. Do you understand?
And if you can't use your magic, then use your claws. Use your teeth. You still have those, don't you?
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Asriel shakes his head pathetically.]
I don't want to fight you.
[Please no.]
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...I don't have a proper EX icon for this? Hell hath frozen.
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