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- *intro log,
- agents of shield: daisy johnson,
- all about j: j,
- bioshock: jack wynand,
- breaking bad: jesse pinkman,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- frozen: elsa,
- guilty gear: venom,
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mass effect: nihlus kryik,
- mass effect: thane krios,
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- mcu: wanda maximoff,
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- metal gear: liquid snake,
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- metal gear: venom snake,
- mushishi: ginko,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- original character: alan varren,
- original character: andyr prince,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: fareeha "pharah" amari,
- overwatch: jesse mccree,
- overwatch: lúcio,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- overwatch: soldier 76,
- red vs blue: agent maine,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star trek aos: james t. kirk,
- star wars: luke skywalker,
- star wars: rey,
- the walking dead: carol peletier,
- the walking dead: daryl dixon (crau),
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- tron: yori (crau),
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- uncharted: elena fisher,
- uncharted: nathan drake (crau),
- undertale: asriel dreemurr,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( august intro log )
Who: Everyone
When: August 1st and on
Where: The Moira
What: New “guests” join the crew on their journey and implement some changes.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
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When: August 1st and on
Where: The Moira
What: New “guests” join the crew on their journey and implement some changes.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
I N T R O L O G |
"We sometimes encounter people, even perfect strangers, who begin to interest us at first sight, somehow suddenly, all at once."
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[ Jim still hasn't earned a smile from the other guy, considering the circumstances, but there was amusement there, he could tell. It seemed to get snuffed out before it got anywhere near his eyes, and he settled himself for the proverbial long haul in case Adrien wanted to share.
When he does start to speak again, he turns his head to watch him, devoting his whole attention. He's glad he did, but he's also not at the very same time. The story hits too damn close to home. Not the same type of circumstances, perhaps, but the same casual disregard for life to serve someone else's goal.
Jim can swallow the panic that the story threatens to bring up, he can focus through the dark of the rooms around them and try his best to not think about he and Scotty's mad dash through a dead ship to get to Engineering and save everyone. And all of it started with one twisted, broken off cell inside of Starfleet mutating and infecting the heart of them. Deciding that lives were forfeit because they weren't human, and putting them into forced servitude. He's had a little over a year to deal with the consequences of Marcus and Khan.
Consequences that still affect him. After all, he's sitting there right then breathing, isn't he? He waits until Adrien is finished explaining before letting out a breath he hadn't realized he was holding. ]
I'm not saying we should storm the bridge and demand answers. That's the last thing I want, even if I do want answers. But I know what happens if we wait too long. If something breaks off and mutates under our watch, even if we don't know it's happening. People suffer and die if we don't make sure we have the right information.
[ Jim watches Adrien pet Courser, and gives a quirk of a smile that is snuffed out almost immediately. ]
Not long ago for me, I made mistakes that allowed an Admiral from my own---organization to use me for his own ends. I almost ended 72 lives, started an Interstellar war with a species we are at high tensions with still, and when I found out too late and tried to fix it---
We tried to bring a prisoner back to Earth for trial after being pursued into a neutral territory, were chased through our warp channel, overtaken, and blown out of it just within range of Earth. Just so one man could have a war he was convinced was coming and wanted. He was willing to end every life aboard my own ship to have it.
[ He doesn't go into Khan, what happened after with Marcus' death, and the devastation of San Franscisco. He doesn't mention what happened to himself to save the Enterprise. That his best friend broke the oath he took as a doctor to save him. I must not play at God. His entire crew, Spock, Uhura, and all of the rest, they pulled together to save him.
Sometimes he still looks in the mirror wondering if anything came back changed and he just doesn't know it yet. ]
I'm not unfamiliar with doing what one has to in order to survive. So, yeah, I'll dial it back on the electrocuting a bit, just for you. [ And because he won't have another crew suffer for his own rash actions. Jim forces a grin at that, and shifts to stand back up. ]
That means we've still got a book to find, right?
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More in line with Adrien's recent experiences than he was used to finding in a complete stranger.
On the one hand it gave him a sense of tentative reassurance that he'd actually chosen right in deciding to trust Kirk with some of his own history. On the other, he was truly regretful that actions like HQs seemed capable of developing in other dimensions.
Not, perhaps, to the same scale as HQ but bad enough.
He still didn't smile but some of the tension across the line of his shoulders relaxed slightly as he sat back, studying Kirk intently. There was so much more to the story, probably more to the story Kirk was telling him, but for the time being, there was enough out between them to suggest an understanding.
Adrien would take it.
He nodded at the last question and reached into the stack beside his chair. ]
Needle in a needle stack.