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Entry tags:
- *intro log,
- agents of shield: daisy johnson,
- all about j: j,
- bioshock: jack wynand,
- breaking bad: jesse pinkman,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- frozen: elsa,
- guilty gear: venom,
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mass effect: nihlus kryik,
- mass effect: thane krios,
- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- mcu: tony stark,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: liquid snake,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- mushishi: ginko,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- original character: alan varren,
- original character: andyr prince,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: fareeha "pharah" amari,
- overwatch: jesse mccree,
- overwatch: lúcio,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- overwatch: soldier 76,
- red vs blue: agent maine,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star trek aos: james t. kirk,
- star wars: luke skywalker,
- star wars: rey,
- the walking dead: carol peletier,
- the walking dead: daryl dixon (crau),
- transformers idw: ultra magnus,
- transformers mtmte: riptide,
- transformers mtmte: tailgate,
- tron: alan bradley,
- tron: yori (crau),
- uncharted: chloe frazer,
- uncharted: elena fisher,
- uncharted: nathan drake (crau),
- undertale: asriel dreemurr,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( august intro log )
Who: Everyone
When: August 1st and on
Where: The Moira
What: New “guests” join the crew on their journey and implement some changes.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
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When: August 1st and on
Where: The Moira
What: New “guests” join the crew on their journey and implement some changes.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
I N T R O L O G |
"We sometimes encounter people, even perfect strangers, who begin to interest us at first sight, somehow suddenly, all at once."
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(Well, maybe not so simple. But the last two for sure.)
He chuckles at her declaration of protection. He'd insist on it being the other way around--his old-fashioned sense of courtesy pushes him to do so--but his modern sense of their actual relationship stops him. It's a mutual thing. ]
I've got your back, too, doc. Whenever you need it.
[ As for Jack ... he doesn't go on til they're in the beautifully lit (and marvelously empty) mess hall. Hmm. He pauses, standing before the stained glass windows, momentarily stunned. Thinking of church as a child. ]
Plenty folks ready to arrest the both of us, Overwatch or no. Trouble is, I ain't sure if his rap sheet comes down to good intentions like mine. Though it did seem to, from what I read up on.
[ His eyes are on the stained glass, fixed on the intricate patterns. He feels the interplay of light on his face, and an old prayer runs through his mind. Guilt follows. A few seconds pass, and he adds, his easy drawl a murmur-- ]
Sorry about not keepin' in touch.
[ He could make all kinds of excuses about life on the run, about the need to stay incognito, but, ultimately, that's what they were. Excuses. So he'll just settle for the apology. ]
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The low laugh is about what she'd expected of him and she'll tip her head against his arm for a long moment. ]
I've never felt safer. [ Tone lilting with her accent, playful, but genuine enough all the same.
Entering the mess hall always took a moment of wonder for her, but Jesse's lasts far longer, allowing him to take it in at his own pace, watching his face more than anything. The colors were beautiful and they even seemed to shift, as if there were a light source moving behind the panes unseen. When he speaks again, she'll gently lead him through the cavernous display over to the cafe. If he wanted a drink drink, there was a bar, but she's slipping from his side to approach the coffee corner and pull herself an espresso. Ridiculous serape and all. ]
Mm, I'll certainly be keeping an eye on him and speaking with him the next time I see him. All I can really offer is patience and an open mind, or else we may never know. 76 is a prickly man. [ There are reasons for that as well, though he didn't seem to actively despise the Overwatch agents aboard. He clearly had it in him to do more than throw a couple punches or growl threateningly if he really wanted to do damage. ] In a place like this, so far from home? We all need a friend or two.
[ Even if it's solely to find out what his intentions truly were. An ally is an ally, and she can only hope it won't be such a superficial thing. When she sidles back up beside him with a hot mug in her hands laden with cream to an apology, she'll consider it with a somber quiet. Her presence is enough to dissuade any ill feelings he may think the quiet lends to, but it is still something serious for her, and something that had hurt. For a long time and in varying degrees; still hurts even with him right here beside her. It's an ever-present ache that encompasses more than just Jesse, something clenching tight between every heartbeat. ]
I only ever wanted to know you were still all right. [ It isn't exactly an acceptance of his apology; she may not accept it in full just yet, but there is a fraction of it she'll allow for now in the tired turn her tone takes. ] With your leaving, Genji, then Ana and Jack and the Swiss Headquarters... The occasional news clips and updated warrants were all I had to go by. It was not particularly easy on my mind.
[ Gabriel is a whole separate can of worms hanging in the back of that by insinuation alone. What it boils down to is her closest friend wasn't there when she needed him, and that was harder than words could convey. Yet he's here now and she's never had much of a mind for grudges, unable to hold it against him when she knew, somewhere, he'd had his reasons and had seen glimpses of them in the strain with Gabriel and Blackwatch. Once they've found their seats she'll lay an upturned palm on the bar between them in silent request for his hand. It's as close as she can get to accepting his apology for now. ]
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Gabe had changed, too, becoming cruel in his anger. His resentment ate him like a parasite, and it spilled out onto everything, sparing nothing. Deadlock days haunt Jesse still, but the latter months of Blackwatch are a poltergeist. Those memories bite and scratch.
He fixes himself coffee without a word, stewing in the mire of ten years ago. He'd known it'd hurt folks, leaving like he did, but he'd seen no other choice at the time. If he'd deliberated too much, or shown any indecision, Gabe would've trapped him. Dragged him right into hell. Jesse's conviction on this remains steadfast.
He stirs in a few drops of cream, just a bit of sugar. As a kid, he remembers how he used to load up til the coffee turned the color of milk chocolate. He's slightly more restrained now. ]
We just had trouble after trouble.
[ He reaches for her hand, covering it with his own. He'd kept up with the news, piece after devastating piece. He'd seen the foundation of Overwatch crumbling, but it still hurt like hell to watch it fall apart so spectacularly. ]
I can't tell you nothin' you wanna hear. I had to disappear, so I did. But I never wanted to hurt you. I hope you can believe that, at least.
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