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- *intro log,
- agents of shield: daisy johnson,
- all about j: j,
- bioshock: jack wynand,
- breaking bad: jesse pinkman,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- frozen: elsa,
- guilty gear: venom,
- mass effect: clone shepard,
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- mass effect: thane krios,
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- original character: andyr prince,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: fareeha "pharah" amari,
- overwatch: jesse mccree,
- overwatch: lúcio,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- overwatch: soldier 76,
- red vs blue: agent maine,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star trek aos: james t. kirk,
- star wars: luke skywalker,
- star wars: rey,
- the walking dead: carol peletier,
- the walking dead: daryl dixon (crau),
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- tron: alan bradley,
- tron: yori (crau),
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- uncharted: elena fisher,
- uncharted: nathan drake (crau),
- undertale: asriel dreemurr,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( august intro log )
Who: Everyone
When: August 1st and on
Where: The Moira
What: New “guests” join the crew on their journey and implement some changes.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
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When: August 1st and on
Where: The Moira
What: New “guests” join the crew on their journey and implement some changes.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
I N T R O L O G |
"We sometimes encounter people, even perfect strangers, who begin to interest us at first sight, somehow suddenly, all at once."
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I told you what I want you to know. I never said it was what I tell myself.
[He married a politician, a queen in her own right. Surely he understands the difference there.
That it's no difference at all, that she's told herself the same thing--I'm fine, I've gotten through the day and I'm going to be fine--ever since Kobra Kid found her, is immaterial. He doesn't have to know that.
The whole point is made moot, she realizes after a moment, by the fact that she ended up telling him everything anyway. But it had to be said to someone, somehow. It might have exploded out of her otherwise.]
Do you have any other unwanted advice while we're here? I'm all ears.
[Lashing out at him is easier, safer, than letting herself soften in his presence.
Like father, like daughter.]no subject
It's not often he'll unequivocally claim Yoda had been right, but...
He turns to leave, unclear where else this could possibly go but get him yelled at again and leave them both even angrier. But it eats at him, and it hurts, and he can't help the aside as he pushes through the door:]
At least I'm trying.
no subject
But he just has to get another smart comment in.]
You think I'm not trying?
[She's met Yoda, and she knows he was wrong about her. Dismissing her outright, looking at her with a mix of pity and condescension--sure that she was lost to the darkness already, so embittered by her experiences that she wasn't worth teaching. He couldn't understand that anger is what keeps her going when everything else would leave her a mess of tears. You turn it on, you turn it off, and things get done.
The trick is turning it off, especially when Anakin Skywalker is in the room with you.
She wishes Luke were here. She'd give anything to be able to hear his thoughts.]
I'm talking to you, aren't I? You think that isn't trying?
[It is, in every sense of the word.]
no subject
[Kriff it, Skywalker, just leave. He wants to. Desperately. All these conversations do is leave him mired in that stagnant not-yet-guilt, frustration, and loss. There had been a time, before the Moira, longer ago now than he wants to admit, that he'd thought only Master Yoda or Windu could reduce him to this kind of speechless chagrin.
All his daughter has to do is narrow her eyes, and he's that same child, out of his depth and desperate to prove...something.]
I didn't know your father that well, and maybe I won't, but I knew his politics. I know enough to know that he wasn't the kind of person who held people at blaster-point over slights they never committed. How does this sense of justice make you any better than the man you think I am?
[He doesn't care how short-lived the vindication will feel. This won't fix anything. But nothing else seems to either. Not silence, not sympathy, not reason. All they have in common is this anger. This indignation. And for all the regret he already feels, the anger burning, heat rising obvious and visible in his face, he finally pushes through the door.]
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[Leia's gobsmacked. Of all the answers he could give her--never mind bringing up Bail Organa, that name doesn't deserve to be spoken in this context, and she's not going to acknowledge it--his answer is to compare her to Darth Vader? He has the nerve to suggest her anger is the same as galaxy-destroying violence?
He hasn't learned anything from what she's said to him--nothing! nothing at all--except who she blames for the horrors she's seen. It certainly hasn't sunk in why, if this outburst is any indication.]
I've never approved of genocide, for one! When you want the rest, you know where to find me.
[In the meantime, she's not going to follow him out. She's not using his damned water. Leia going to take the coldest shower she can, and then she's going down to the cargo bay and locking up in the heart of a ship Anakin Skywalker has no access to.]