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- *intro log,
- agents of shield: daisy johnson,
- all about j: j,
- bioshock: jack wynand,
- breaking bad: jesse pinkman,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- frozen: elsa,
- guilty gear: venom,
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mass effect: nihlus kryik,
- mass effect: thane krios,
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- metal gear: liquid snake,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- mushishi: ginko,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- original character: alan varren,
- original character: andyr prince,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: fareeha "pharah" amari,
- overwatch: jesse mccree,
- overwatch: lúcio,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- overwatch: soldier 76,
- red vs blue: agent maine,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star trek aos: james t. kirk,
- star wars: luke skywalker,
- star wars: rey,
- the walking dead: carol peletier,
- the walking dead: daryl dixon (crau),
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- transformers mtmte: riptide,
- transformers mtmte: tailgate,
- tron: alan bradley,
- tron: yori (crau),
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- uncharted: elena fisher,
- uncharted: nathan drake (crau),
- undertale: asriel dreemurr,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( august intro log )
Who: Everyone
When: August 1st and on
Where: The Moira
What: New “guests” join the crew on their journey and implement some changes.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
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When: August 1st and on
Where: The Moira
What: New “guests” join the crew on their journey and implement some changes.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
I N T R O L O G |
"We sometimes encounter people, even perfect strangers, who begin to interest us at first sight, somehow suddenly, all at once."
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dw tried to protect andyr by not giving me this notif, for shame
"There's been attempts, in the Houses, at least. You get riots here and there, but never enough to take the whole system down. Hell, rarely ever enough to bring a single House down. KNs only make about two or three percent of the global population, clones not included." Even with their physiological benefits, what can they really do? The clones are so brainwashed, or engineered to be docile, most often, that getting them to rebel takes a miracle, Andyr's thinking, as his mind touches on Miray. But normal society itself?
"As for outside, the slums suck, but no one's getting tortured." He'd lived there, before Hapsburg took him, and it was a shit time, sure, but people got by. The threat of trying to stand up to the Houses and the social elite, with their armies at beck and call and no governmental force with the balls to put them in check, just wasn't worth losing what you had. But that'd not his concern anymore, because Andyr'd already lost everything he had, and those people in his neighborhood couldn't step farther away from him when 'KN positive' was announced.
"It's not where I live anymore, so I couldn't give a fresh fuck. They're all screwed in the head anyway."
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"It sounds like people have accepted their unhappiness as just a way of life," he remarked, though he was guessing. There wasn't a lot of information to go on, but probing at the words that had been spoken meant that he could gradually build a better understanding. Not that it mattered, but he like to think he could build on the mistakes of others to create something beneficial for those that remained behind.
"Is your gruff attitude of not caring a front to prevent yourself from losing whatever it is you have left or just your own way of rebelling against the way your life turned out?"
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“You always psycho analyze people five minutes after meeting ‘em?” If it’s meant to be good humored, nothing of that shows in the tone, but it isn’t spoken harshly either. More blank, distanced. For a long moment or so, Andyr’s deciding whether or not he wants to try to answer that seriously, or just tell this guy to fuck off. Sucking the inside of a cheek between his teeth, Andyr idly chews as he thinks it over, eyes cast aside at one of the stained glass panels against a far wall. Eventually, he comes to a conclusion.
“No. Neither.” The answer he’d come to after reflecting on it, honest in how it’s given. “There’s nothing left to prevent losing, and my way of rebelling is a lot more violent than this.”
Massacres, bloodbaths in the Hapsburg hallways in the times he’d gotten free, scalpels plunged into the bodies of lab techs that couldn’t restrain him fast enough, guards with their skulls crushed open when they’d relaxed a bit too much around him. But the not caring? “They never cared about what happened to us, so why should I care about them? Let ‘em die off. That’s evolution, isn’t it?”
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He nodded at the honest answer, feeling that it wasn't given to him out of any particular force, not that he could. Yet. There was no point making enemies, not when one of them had his asset's face; it could prove both entertaining and vital to future plans that he was pulling together.
"I suppose if you weren't so useful where you're from, they would have either removed your threat or used you as an appropriate weapon given the perchance for violence then," he remarked, shrugging his shoulders as if it was expected of a man with literally nothing. And it was. Nothing to lose meant everything to gain.
cw: vaaague mention of suicide?
Then again, there are all those Mice who just bow their heads and comply, try to keep themselves safe, and call that living. Clones and KN1s alike. It’s an outlook Andyr finds wholly disgusting. Then again, he’s rather aggressively narrow-minded about these things.
“If I was just a clone causing this much problem, you bet your ass they’d put me down in a second.” He’d learned very early on that not only were they unwilling to threatening him with anything fatal or permanently damaging to his person, they also would not let him die. So, yes, that’s about the one thing that keeps him around and able to wreak the havoc he does. It’s also the one thing he has left to do other than lay back and try to go brain dead.
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He examined Andyr quietly for a moment and then tilted his head, sympathetic but plainly unable to contest that bitterness. Why would he? Pierce had lived a life of privilege, had seen his share of knocks, but never the same as this man. "I would be a liar to say that I wouldn't. Your life experiences need not be cheapened by my attempt to rationalize why you have become what you are."
It was such a good thing that this young man was so special, wasn't it? He knew someone with a similar face that could claim to the fame of being coveted and special as well. They might have even suffered in similar ways. The difference was that the Soldier presented arms to any head of HYDRA for the express purpose of elimination. "Instead you rebel to have what little revenge you can, is it?"
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Again, narrow-minded. He has categories he sorts people into, but he's been speaking with this man for longer than he does most any stranger, these days. Learned about his grandchildren, about his home. It's a bit more complicated, and Andyr's not sure he likes that. Everything on the Moira is a bit more complicated.
"Not really much else to do, 'side from counting ceiling panels." A beat, and he blinks, adding on shortly after - "37. Ceiling panels in my room. 153 tiles on the floor."
But that's not completely true; the part about not much else to do, not the tiles. He could fight less, take compromises. Comply with operations to get some time out of his cell, visit the other Houses maybe, talk to people. It's more a case of dignity. Of being able to say I fought for me, when no one else would.
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He raised an eyebrow at the fact that this young man had the tiles counted and memorized, which seemed like a waste of talent by his measure. Think of the productivity such a bitter cynical outlook and tenacity to survive that could be set in the right direction. A world of change started with the disillusioned, those that had seen the worst and had the strength of character to still fight back.
"Wasted talent. Your masters clearly wanted a compliant muppet when they could have had so much more." He sighed and shook his head. "At least you are here now. So much change and so much adventure to be had if one was willing to take it."
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For now, at least. However, that moment of favor quickly turns sour at the word ‘masters’, and all that follows it, even in that kind, even tone he’s been using. The mood of his conversation snaps, flickering to something visceral and angry in a short moment.
“They aren’t my goddamn masters, and fuck what they could’ve had. The human enslavement part’s the problem, not what they had me do all day.” But Andyr’s a mercurial creature, and after a moment or so of quiet, he calms, somes to sink some, even. Sobering , at the mention of what opportunities he supposedly has now.
“Yeah, and for how long?” Spoken quietly, distant. He has no illusions that he can’t be easily swept up and sent back home when the Ingress gets moody again. Andyr isn’t letting himself get attached to this place.