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- *intro log,
- agents of shield: daisy johnson,
- all about j: j,
- bioshock: jack wynand,
- breaking bad: jesse pinkman,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- frozen: elsa,
- guilty gear: venom,
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mass effect: nihlus kryik,
- mass effect: thane krios,
- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- mcu: tony stark,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: liquid snake,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- mushishi: ginko,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- original character: alan varren,
- original character: andyr prince,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: fareeha "pharah" amari,
- overwatch: jesse mccree,
- overwatch: lúcio,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- overwatch: soldier 76,
- red vs blue: agent maine,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star trek aos: james t. kirk,
- star wars: luke skywalker,
- star wars: rey,
- the walking dead: carol peletier,
- the walking dead: daryl dixon (crau),
- transformers idw: ultra magnus,
- transformers mtmte: riptide,
- transformers mtmte: tailgate,
- tron: alan bradley,
- tron: yori (crau),
- uncharted: chloe frazer,
- uncharted: elena fisher,
- uncharted: nathan drake (crau),
- undertale: asriel dreemurr,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( august intro log )
Who: Everyone
When: August 1st and on
Where: The Moira
What: New “guests” join the crew on their journey and implement some changes.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
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When: August 1st and on
Where: The Moira
What: New “guests” join the crew on their journey and implement some changes.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
I N T R O L O G |
"We sometimes encounter people, even perfect strangers, who begin to interest us at first sight, somehow suddenly, all at once."
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observation deck;
That's nothing he wants to think about. What he wants to think about, with the shoes of his uniform clacking on the metal corridor, is that vision is here. Vision has never bothered him. Perhaps he's too new--or perhaps he just likes Vision because he's brutally honest. ]
You are here, too. [ His words are still accented in Sokovian, and his demeanor and gait is still the same as he rounds on Vision, joining him looking out at the stars. It's the tiniest quirk of an almost-smile that gives away a subtle change in his personality from being here a while. Despite being in cryo, despite everything that happened during the Runoff, he's still a bit more relaxed. A bit. ]
Do you find this calming? [ Pietro finds himself asking this and not quite knowing what to expect. He finds Vision and and of itself--himself?--a little more comforting and calming than he'd ever admit. ] I do. Sometimes--other times I feel even more lost.
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Pietro. Pietro.
This changes quite a bit. It means the anomally that brought him here is infinitely more complex and cruel than he had imagined. Somehow, someway, from it's power here stands a dead man. Someone who by all logic should not be. And more than anything, more than working through the implications of this discovery, more than wading through philosophical questions of life and death, Vision wants to embrace him.
He doesn't, of course. What little he knows of Pietro tells him that may not be a welcome response. Still, he cannot help but look at him, to stare really, turning to face him completely.]
Pietro. It's very-- why are you...how are you...here?
[He is really going to have to work on interactions like this.]
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--he'll leave that argument to Stark and Bruce. Even thinking about that, however briefly, just frustrates him.
The bottom line is that Vision is showing confusion, or something similar to it, and it's not the same confusion one gets if they haven't reviewed for a test. It's closer to something else, and it's about him. Or his presence, at least.
There's a bad feeling hanging over the room, suddenly, and Pietro isn't sure if that's his perception of things or if there really is a sudden change. ]
I walked in here.
[ And, cautiously: ] Why?
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Vision takes several long strides forward, toward Pietro, and then around him, walking in a tight circle, looking the young man up and down. He isn't synthetic, nor is he a projection. Vision would have detected that in an instant. Pietro is real, and very much alive. His mind is racing with a thousand questions, a million potential explanations, but as he completes his circle he can feel the apprehension between them. He really should learn to be more forthright. This is a conversation, afterall.
He takes a step back, holding his hands up in front of him.]
I am sorry. It's only--after Sokovia, after...what happened, you are perhaps the last person I expected to see here.
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Why?
[ It's the second time he's said it; and while he's technically repeating himself there's other things in his voice. It's the same reason Wanda panicked when they united. It has to be--it's the same reaction, just dimmed because he wasn't nearly as close with Vision. Or is he reading too much into it? Is this where he has to give benefit of the doubt?
No. No, in his gut, he knows that's not the case. He crosses his arms, partially to act unimpressed and annoyed but mostly to shield himself. ]
What happened after Sokovia?
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I'm sorry. It's only that, for me, it's been quite a while since you died, Pietro. The battle with Ultron seems so long ago, perhaps because the aftermath incorporates most of my existence thus far. I hadn't realized this ship would be capable of bringing you here...given the circumstances.
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He doesn't react at first, gaze flicking from Vision's eyes to his infinite gem, like if Pietro grabbed it and cracked it open it would prove Vision is somehow lying. He Wants Vision to be lying. There's an irrational part of him that's praying to a God he doesn't think exists that Vision is wrong.
He knows, deep down, that vision wouldn't lie. Even if he was capable of doing so, he wouldn't lie about this. There's no reason.
Things make sense. Pietro realizes, after a split second, that he'd known for a while something like this probably happened. Steve. Wanda. No one giving him a straight answer. He wants to be furious with his sister, he wants to be furious with the so-called honest avenger, but he can't. They were protecting him, or they thought that he needed to be protected.
He's not angry at them, no, and he's not angry at Vision for telling him. Not really. What he is is furious, and he can't direct his anger towards one specific reason. What he can do is lash out, and what he can do is grab onto Vision. It doesn't occur to him that when he latches on that Vision is perfectly capable of phasing away but the synthetic chooses not to. Pietro's grip is strong, his knuckles white. ]
What. Happened. In Sokovia?
[ He's repeating himself again. That seems to be all he's capable of doing at the time--and he's dimly aware of a cold sweat, his blood turning to ice. ] When did I die, Vision? How long ago?
time between AOU and cap3 seems wonky but the wiki puts Vision at 1yr old...so I went with that :/
So, when Pietro lunges forward and grabs hold of him, he doesn't move or phase out of it. He looks Pietro in the eye and lets him cling. He deserves that much.]
I--[The words do not come easily. How does one tell someone they story of their death? He is ill-prepared and it likely has little to do with the brevity of his existence.] I was not there, at the exact moment of... I was told that you saved Clint, and a young boy. They would have been shot. One of Ultron's drones, I believe. You--you were fast enough to save them, but you were unable to get away.
[He cannot maintain eye contact any longer and instead stares down at the space between them.] It has been over a year. For me, at least. I get the impression that time is not precisely linear here.
[He gently places his hands around Pietro's wrists but makes no attempt to move away. He sighs.] I am so very sorry, Pietro. I thought...I don't know what I thought.
all good brosis
But it sets in, even if he doesn't want to. His grip slackens, hands feeling as numb as the rest of his system, suddenly, and he continues.
Fast enough to save them, but unable to get away.
He desperately wants to believe Vision is lying. His mind immediately goes back to that even though he's disproved it, and for once the speedster feels like time has slowed to a crawl. ]
Wanda knew.
[ That's the only thought that's breaking through. ]
Wanda knew and never told me.
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He knows he is not really very different than them, when one looks past all his synthetic components, but it doesn't mean he knows what to do.
He stays silent until Pietro speaks again and it's only his mention of Wanda that compells Vision to say something.]
Please, I wouldn't blame Wanda. I cannot imagine what it must have been like for her. Perhaps she simply couldn't bare to tell you. To say the words.
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Doesn't mean he listens to that part of him, though. Pietro at least lets go of Vision, though not without a touch of dramatic flair. He turns around, paces a few steps before whirling around again.
He's feeling more and more like a caged animal. ]
Who are you to know what she feels, hmm? Why should I listen to you, anyway? You're not even human.
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He knows, logically, that whatever he feels is easily dwarfed by how Pietro must feel. And that he deserves to feel this way. Still, Vision finds himself looking away as he speaks.]
I know I am not--[He stops. No, that would not be honest.] I am human enough, Pietro, to empathize with others, and I was there while Wanda worked to recover from losing you. That is how I know how she feels. Her choice not to tell you was...unfair to you, but it was her choice. Had I known her wishes I wouldn't have said anything.
[He sighs. That feels terrible to say, but it is still true. This isn't his fight, but he made a mistake, and now he has to live with it. He takes a small step forward, bringing his eyes back up to look at Pietro.]
Please believe that I am truly sorry you found out this way.
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He's mad. He's upset. He's furious, but not at Vision. he's taking most of it out on the synthetic, of course, because he doesn't know how else to deal with it: he took his parents death out on Tony Stark, not the people who bought the weapons from him. This is the same mentality.
Pietro isn't acting like Vision is the villian because he told him he died. Pietro's acting like this because his death means Wanda was alone. ]
I don't care how sorry you are. [ It's wolfish, almost a growl, and blue eyes fix themselves onto Visions, daring him to look away. ]
How long? How long as she been dealing with this, from where you're from?
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