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Entry tags:
- *intro log,
- agents of shield: daisy johnson,
- all about j: j,
- bioshock: jack wynand,
- breaking bad: jesse pinkman,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- frozen: elsa,
- guilty gear: venom,
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mass effect: nihlus kryik,
- mass effect: thane krios,
- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- mcu: tony stark,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: liquid snake,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- mushishi: ginko,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- original character: alan varren,
- original character: andyr prince,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: fareeha "pharah" amari,
- overwatch: jesse mccree,
- overwatch: lúcio,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- overwatch: soldier 76,
- red vs blue: agent maine,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star trek aos: james t. kirk,
- star wars: luke skywalker,
- star wars: rey,
- the walking dead: carol peletier,
- the walking dead: daryl dixon (crau),
- transformers idw: ultra magnus,
- transformers mtmte: riptide,
- transformers mtmte: tailgate,
- tron: alan bradley,
- tron: yori (crau),
- uncharted: chloe frazer,
- uncharted: elena fisher,
- uncharted: nathan drake (crau),
- undertale: asriel dreemurr,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( august intro log )
Who: Everyone
When: August 1st and on
Where: The Moira
What: New “guests” join the crew on their journey and implement some changes.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
( ooc; For questions, go here. Please comment to activity check to receive new ranks (if applicable)! )
When: August 1st and on
Where: The Moira
What: New “guests” join the crew on their journey and implement some changes.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
I N T R O L O G |
"We sometimes encounter people, even perfect strangers, who begin to interest us at first sight, somehow suddenly, all at once."
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observation deck
Still, for Tony's part, he already knows he likes this guy. They'd worked seamlessly as a team during the Caducan invasion, even overlayed it with some patented obnoxious snark. It had been almost like working with an Avenger. ]
Pretty sure somebody should be asking you that.
[ Which is sort of like the Tony Stark way of asking, while artfully not answering any question originally posed to him. ]
You look tense. You should try pilates or something.
no subject
The secret sits heavy in his chest, and when Tony looks at him like he could have a friend, he's more than tempted to tear it down, to tell him what really happened to his parents. It would be a kindness, better than the charade he puts up. A better man, perhaps, would have told Tony already. Maybe. They work very well together, and in between working together to kick out invaders and watching those Star Trek episodes, there are moments when he can almost forget the cold, painful truth that catches in his throat whenever he tries.
Tony's observation makes him wonder for a second -- does he already know? Is he really that transparent? He probably is; the guilt will eat him alive, all written across his face.
But that discovery will be on another day, and Bucky realizes that when he talks about pilates, and he snorts, feeling something wind tight in the pit of his stomach. ]
Why, it worked for you?
no subject
The only saving grace is that he's in plenty of good company on this hellship. ]
Please. [ He snorts. ] Do I look like a guy who does pilates?
[ (The answer is 'no', because he looks stressed as fuck.) ]
no subject
[ Bucky responds blandly, because there's nothing quite like returning that ridiculous recommendation in kind. But it doesn't escape his notice that Tony's on edge, practically buzzing, and while good sense tells him that he should probably leave it alone and excuse himself (because associating with the son of the couple he'd brutally murdered is a very bad idea in all iterations, even if his reasoning had been to atone and make amends), his curiosity about Tony's state of mind wins out. ]
Penny for your thoughts.
[ One day. One day something is going to fuck this arrangement up -- he just knows it; he's probably going to be the one who fucks this up, considering karma -- and Tony will probably kill him for it. ]
no subject
[ He rolls his eyes, then rolls his shoulders. Bucky's not wrong, of course, and he knows it. Anyone who looks at him knows it. But he's far from the only person around here who looks like they need a gallon of herbal tea and a week of sleep, so he's fairly used to getting away with it. ]
So how does this work, I share and then you share?
[ Because he's never gonna talk without there being a catch. ]
no subject
You look like shit.
[ That's as polite as he can make it. He contemplates that offer, then nods. ]
Sure.
[ You're up. ]
no subject
Should we start with crushing existential dread or keep it at more mundane topics like inter-dimensional slave trade?
[ The message is loud and clear: everything is shit, Bucky. All of it. It's nothing but shit. Where do you even expect a conversation like this to begin, in the vastness of the shit-universe. ]
no subject
[ The inflection in Bucky's tone is akin to one talking about the weather -- it's a deliberate disconnect, however mild. He has a debt to Tony he can never repay; and he tries to make it up to him in little ways, help him in whatever way he needs. It's how he can start to atone, right? All those sins aren't going anywhere.
Everything is shit, the whole universe is shit, so might as well start with the shittiest. ]
What's the shittiest thing on your mind?
no subject
[ Incredibly, he doesn't need to think on it too long or too hard. The thing tormenting him the most right now is clear and present at the front of his mind. ]
Nearly having a heart attack, taking a mandatory nap on ice for several weeks, and waking up to everybody I know being beaten to hell. Little hard to top.