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december event log
Who: Everyone
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
E V E N T L O G |
"Open up, and let them in."
|
a not good occurrence
A tactic that functioned well enough Underground, where battles are rituals and expressions of self just as much as they are utilitarian. But there are no turns here, no courtesies; they are scraps, hard and fierce and unpredictable.
Chara's smile blazes. The club swings in a swift and unyielding arc until it collides with the side of the thing's head with the wet slap of wood meeting hard flesh.
"I am not asking," says Chara, the words a low hiss, in the precious moments it takes for the beast to recover. "Get out. Now."
an unpleasant situation
The Human grabs a hand that doesn't exist and turns to start running as fast as they can. Behind them spr_undyne_starkd screeches in rage and follows, longer legs ensuring that the chase will not last for very long.
a poor instant
It stands to reason that they are as well. But they cannot very well turn around to FIGHT while they are being forcibly dragged away. The creature behind them screams a long, outraged note of frustration, and gives chase.
"I did not say to take me with you." Despite the gravity of the situation, or perhaps because of it, Chara simply sounds exasperated. "Run. I will handle this."
a not enjoyable experience
"Gotta...gotta..."
The creature shrieks and reaches to try and grab one of the children again and this time claws find purchase in a small shoulder, causing them to wheeze in panic.
an uncomfortable happen
Chara's reaction is instantaneous.
They rip free from Frisk's grasp. Their cudgel swings and crashes down over the thing's wrist in an abrupt, vicious swish of motion.
The brutal snap of rending bone and cartilage is unmistakable.
Chara smiles as it snarls its displeasure, rearing back in obvious pain.
"Run, Frisk."
a bath tim
The blur of information in their mind suddenly narrows down into a single, intense focus and they let go of Chara's hand only to pull the disk off their back. It lights up, 13 AT that hums dangerously and flies at the creature...
But only a glancing blow. A cut across the shoulder, bleeding but not slowed, and back behind it the disk clatters to the ground after a few ricochets off the walls. Frisk stares at where their throw had gone, still lost and confused despite the enemy reaching to grab onto Chara this time.
"...out of...?"
tim is a dirty boy and he needs to take a shower
Claws on their arms are so like fingers reaching reaching reaching for bruises like bluebells, squeeze them tighter to make it hurt the way nothing else can. You understand this, don't you? You understand Violence, you understand this language. It's what creatures like us
Words spoken, dropping lifelessly from Frisk's mouth like stones, but they do not hear them. There are claws. Claws, claws, claws on their arms.
Fingers on their arms.
Claws.
They will not rescind control and they lose nothing, nothing of their composure or of their brutal smile. The knee that jerks upwards is something tight and controlled, not reflexive, not juddering like a fading heartbeat. It will cut and it will burn and it will bleed because there is redness along the edge of its shoulder, an uneven line over unnaturally pale skin. Plenty of redness.
Things that are red can be pried open.
Reach for their weapon. It seems to have been lost. It is not like a Knife, irreplaceable - it is a stopgap measure, loosened from their grip in a moment of damnable weakness, and they will make this thing pay for every second of it.
They lurch back and throw everything they have forward. It has them in its grip and their kicking does little against bony shins that are altogether too hardened, like a carapace, but the center of their skull impacts the center of its skull, and it must not have expected such a fierce maneuver. It grunts, and drops them.
They plow forward, hands around its neck. It makes ragged noises in its throat. It struggles beneath their grip. Fresh cuts to join the latticework of white lines cobwebbed along their arms. Surely, then, it has lungs, and surely, then, it requires air to breathe.
So they will hold it.
They will hold it.
Best run, Frisk, because they're not stopping.
a dirty rowdy boy
They are
No.
"STOP!!"
Frisk stumbles forward and reaches for Chara again, trying to pull them away. They are struck as well, slashes across arms and face, but they pay it to mind. It doesn't matter, they have to keep Chara safe, get them away, don't let that taint ever touch them again, they've already hurt them enough!
get outta my church
Frisk tries to tear them off.
Chara glances to them with a vicious smile.
"Do not touch me."
Something beneath their fingers cracks.
And the creature beneath lies still.
* You won.
i was here first loser
They love you so much they won't ever let you go.
Not here. Not here.
The sound is wet. Not like glass, not like a SOUL, but still just as final. Limbs fall limp and Frisk nearly follows suit. Their eyes are fixed on it's strange face, hands still clenched tightly into Chara's sweater and they can't understand why it's still there. FIGHT over. Where is the dust?
There's always dust.
There's
always
Your back hits a wall. You don't remember moving.
You don't remember anything.
You remember too much.
yea but it's burning down any second
Frisk clings to them. Chara twists away, out of their grip. Standing, backing away.
"Do not touch me," they repeat, hissing the words out defiantly. The words fall upon deaf ears, or the ears of someone who's simply unwilling to listen.
And it's...hah. What? Is Frisk surprised? Did they expect Chara to behave nicely, sweetly? Is this truly what they wanted? Calling the demon to their aid, and expecting them to simply acquiesce to their every desire?
Their eyes flick along the edges of the cave, finally dulling down from their initial ferocious, vengeful spark. The injuries on their arms and face ache, but they've HP to spare. It's adequate.
They stoop to retrieve the disk from where it clattered to land in one of the cave's corners.
Wordlessly, they hold it out to Frisk.
They still don't look at them.
mmmm nice and toasty
They failed again. Another death, another life on their hands. Where is the dust?
Words, movement. It's hard to follow but it stills and Frisk looks down. spr_truechara holds an object with no definition, with every definition, holds spr_ourheart, holds system_information_963, holds UNDERTALE_WINDOWS.EXE
Their disk. Their mind.
"Why?"
i brought marshmallows
Their smile is bright and cheerful. Painting it sleekly across their face, as though the cuts across their arms don't sting, prickling and bleeding sluggishly.
They've bled before. They can take it.
"Is 'mindless destruction' not a good enough reason?"
aw ye smores time
Was that why they did it? Can't remember. Only remember the result, remember hunting down every last victim, leaving certain ones alive, considering if they should tell her they killed her once.
Something warm on their cheeks. Don't know what.
"I don't know."
Their gaze drags upward, and Frisk sees the red in Chara too, leaking out and staining them just the same. What should they do?
"You're hurt."
i want smore of that
They really have been utterly lost without anyone's guidance.
"You, on the other hand?" 20 HP gives you hardly any buffer. Surely you would know by now. Asgore taught them that lesson quite well. Again. And again. And again.
melty gooey goodness
3/20 HP
Oh.
They reach for a pocket, pause. Nothing to heal, no SAVE to restore themself with. Let their empty hand drop to their side.
"...do we go back?"
They can be careful. Good at dodging.
full of dt =)
If they had not intervened, if they had not thrown themself in the way of something that obviously would have slaughtered them without a second thought, then perhaps they would not have been so badly burned for their trouble.
They make a fleeting gesture at their TAB.
"Call for help. Ask someone to take you back."
y...yummo...
It comes out louder and sharper than they mean to say it, and Frisk flinches from the sound of their own voice before shrinking in. Their hands open and close, and finally they take the disk back.
"I can't...I'm okay. I'll be okay."
Everyone's better off without them there. Haven't they proven that enough times? Play with people's lives, kill and LOAD just to see if they remember, toy with outcomes out of sick curiosity. If they're really friends...
gonna determine those phase states of matter
Their voice rebounds across the rocks and it nearly engenders a sharp, startled flinch. Chara's shock communicates itself in tiny ways; the flaring of nostrils, the tightening of their fists, almost imperceptible. They raise their voice, they shout, and their hackles stiffen despite their best efforts.
"You're not okay," they say, colder than is perhaps intentional. "You're barely on your feet. If you will not call for help, I will have to call someone for you."
Call...Toriel, perhaps. Yes, she cares for Frisk well enough. She had taken them in so naturally, so eager to induct them into her life. They call her "mother" easily, the word slipping off their tongue with an effortlessness they cannot help but envy.
That sort of thing always did come easily to Frisk.
get that red all up in this physical existence
"No--! Pl...please..." It's getting hard to speak, and they sign one-handed. Can't remember if Chara picked any of it up, but they can't speak can't move can't can't can't--
I'm not safe to them.
what's the deal with physical existence
The awful impulse shivers across their fingertips, the sickening whip-crack of knuckles against bare skin in a snap of cold words, furious words. Speak up, child. No one can understand you if you mumble, child, so you'd best get over yourself and look at me when I'm talking to you. Straighten up, speak clearly, you know this shouldn't be hard, child, so do as you're told and you don't have to worry, child.
...what? That didn't happen?
How pitiful.
They flex their fingers, into a fist and out again, extricating themself from Frisk's grasp once more. Slow and careful.
"Slow down," they say, the words a careful hiss. "Breathe, Frisk. You're hurt. Bleeding. You need someone who can help you, and we both know I am poorly equipped for first aid."
They are most efficient at taking things apart, after all, not putting them together.
strings and probability my dude
But there are words. Words like a hissing tea kettle, low and meant only for them and Frisk swallows hard before they can try to obey. In and out, in and out, but their throat won't listen. All they can do is shake their head and hiccup pathetically.
Can't go back. Can't risk it, can't do it. They're fine on their own.
cw self-harm and panic mentions
They know what panic looks like. They might not have had a word for it, naturally, because who would bother and who would care? Stop being so dramatic, Chara. Get up. Just having another one of your freak-outs, one of your stupid fits. Just having a tantrum, starving for everyone's valuable time and attention like a squalling infant.
It's easier when it's their own life, their own lungs. They can twist themself into shape, and they know how to recognize the needles behind their eyelids, the prickling heat in their fingertips. One-two, that's the count of a heartbeat, and one-two, that's the count of knuckles against the headboard. Easy. Even. Rinse the blood away after, and no one has to know.
They kneel until they're at eye-level, across from them, locking their gaze with Frisk's, vibrant and unblinking.
"Breathe. Slowly."
They don't smile. Not this time. Keep their eyes trained on Frisk, and keep their words quiet.
"Think of ice," they say. And it's - it's utterly stupid, isn't it? It's a stupid thing they invented, a stupid thing to say when their body's acting stupid like this, but they can't think of anything else to say and they've already done and settled themself down like this, all ready to make things better even if, hah, they're the person that breaks them irreparably, and anyone who says otherwise can just look at their track record.
But still. They've broken another person in their wake because they couldn't be kind enough, unsurprisingly, and the least they can do is - mitigate the damage. If they can.
"Think of frozen waterfalls," Chara continues. "Have you ever seen one?"
cw panic and dissociation
Sniffles and heaving breaths start and stutter, swift and shallow but then slower, slower. Both hands close over their disk and they pretend it's an icicle, think about the sharp pain the cold brings. A prickle and tingle that lingers even after you let go. Focus, focus. Tie yourself down, stop floating away.
They sniffle, shake their head and take another deep breath. The only waterfalls they've seen were flowing, over rocks or filled with garbage. They can't imagine what one must look like turned to ice. Is it all in chunks, like out of a freezer? Or is it like a lake, still on the outside but roaring past underneath?
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Make it work for you. It will burn and bleed and sting either way. At least this way, this way, you use it to your advantage.
"It's like the water froze in mid-air," Chara says softly. "There are bubbles frozen in the water, like soda."
You remember soda, don't you, Frisk? Sickly yellow liquid. If only they could remember which one of them disliked it.
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