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( september event log )
Who: Everyone
When: September 2nd and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff.
What: Something goes down. Far, far down...
Warnings: Potential drug use, alcohol consumption, sex. Please label your content!
When: September 2nd and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff.
What: Something goes down. Far, far down...
Warnings: Potential drug use, alcohol consumption, sex. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Never be the first to arrive or the last to go, and never, ever be both."
|
reasons
Fuck. [ he's letting out a harsh, hissed curse, and scrubbing his palms against his lips and chin, feeling traces of warm blood there, the coppery tang of it still on his tongue. christ, what kind of normal person is used to that taste? no one, andyr, you're just a freak. with the room evacuated, he pulls out of steve's grip to turn and look him over, wincing, sheepishly. ]
I'm sorry. You okay? [ you just tried to rip a piece of his arm, out, andyr, no he's not fucking okay. picking up one of the discarded bits of fancy clothing the natives left he reaches out, about to push the cloth over the wound himself, but thinks better of it, holding it out to steve instead. ]
You gotta start giving me warning before you pull shit like that.
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Sorry. [ For grabbing him unannounced. ] They were just trying to help. [ And so was he, though he doesn't mention much about that as he tilts his arm to finally peer at the wound. The bleeding's slowed, but there's the very visible shape of Andyr's mouth imprinted deep in his skin. ] It's gonna be fine.
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more disturbing than that, steve had said 'sorry', and some part of his mind, still riled and wanting to dig out a chasm between himself and every other living being on this planet, thought good. the same sort of grim, malicious satisfaction that he felt every time a guard or a lab tech took a step back from him when he passed by. when a hand goes over a gun or eyes dart to the closest exist when his cuffs came off. it echoed in him for all of a fraction of a second, before shame slams into place, feeling sick with himself. ]
Don't be. [ he answers instead, giving no comment on what they were or weren't trying to do, and suddenly feeling entirely out of place in this room, out in the open, somewhere without bars to throw himself against and solitude to scream into. suffocating in it's simple freedom. taking a breath, he steps back, mind too loud and the want to just shut it off, as he goes digging through the rest of the clothes left out for something to change into. ] You should get that cleaned. Didn't have time to brush my teeth before the crash.
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I already told you - it's gonna be fine. [ Because he won't have to worry about it getting infected (small miracles), and even if Andyr's mouth had been the worst thing to damage him, it wouldn't leave a scar. He lowers his arm, lifting the cloth to check it again. He can see the clear imprint of teeth, and it's such a strange thing, wanting to poke at it but refraining. ] What about you?
[ And he's looking at him again, keeping the distance but hardly budging from where he's standing. ] What was that about? [ Just another case of proximity? Or had it been something else? Steve would much rather it have been him that Andyr had done this to than one of the people on this island. ]
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But neither of those were what this was, despite how certain he'd been a moment ago. How the panic rose in him and he lashed out as if this was his last moment to escape and run free. What he says, eventually, is the short summary of it. ]
I don't like people trying to strip me, and I don't like being grabbed. [ Short and relatively empty in terms of what actually had been the issue. ]
Didn't realize it was you. [ would he have still done it if it were some random crew member? would he still have stopped? maybe. probably not. someone he's never met is just as much an enemy in andyr's mind as the known ones are. ]
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I know. I'm sorry. [ Of course he knows. Even if it hadn't been said outright, Steve figures the last few times he's accidentally touched him without warning should be enough to tell him something as simple as that. A pause, and he moves a few steps closer. ] I think we'll be okay if we stick together. You wanna look around with me?
[ Let him make it up to you somehow. ]
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[ A snap of anger that flares up, and Andyr's foot connects with a small wooden stool sitting nearby, kicking it into the far wall, where it smashes into splintered pieces - an outburst of frustration, but with the kind of power Andyr has in him, any outburst is far from harmless. For a silent second or two after, he's staring blankly at the mess he's made, trying very hard to feel nothing. Good job, Andyr, just wreck all their shit. A+ diplomacy. And here's Steve, witnessing all of this, and Andyr's trying so, so hard to convince himself he doesn't care. ]
Maybe I should go back to the ship. [ He says eventually, sighing out. This happened only, what, five minutes into being around these people? What worse is likely to happen with him around? ] Someone probably needs something heavy lifted.
[ that, at least, he's good at. ]