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december event log
Who: Everyone
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
E V E N T L O G |
"Open up, and let them in."
|
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[In FOXHOUND his investment in other's well-being would be less. This place was nothing that would have his personal investment, not a home he built for himself, not the sort of businesses he or his family toiled to create. So to a (possibly other) future self, he can only worry about those that he trains.]
[Separated from Cipher, from his suspicions, from his ability to watch with intense paranoia, it's been easier to ask.]
It's not easy. [Not that he doubts that Snake is a survivor. The helplessness is a weight neither of them are good at bearing.] We'll have enough. Worse comes to worse we can attempt a deep well and irrigation system. There is enough food that, properly rationed, could last us a few months. And enough people that don't eat that could be put on heavy lifting duty.
Consider it an investment in long term survival. [Who knows if the people here have the patience to mind their hunger though.]
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That obviously shifted, both in Snake's past and in the current moment, and Snake doesn't doubt that when Miller asks after him, it's genuine. They're in this together.
It doesn't surprise him that Miller has the sort of knowledge necessary to help them last through this lack of a steady food supply, and while he nods along, he doesn't sound entirely convinced. ]
Sure, but... we also probably need someone in charge making sure that everyone's only eating their fair share, and I doubt anyone wants to take on that job. [ Maybe it's not that dire yet, but depending on what they find at the end of this long hike, they could reach that point. And Snake can already guess that it could get really ugly really fast. ]
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Yeah. But the food appears to already be rationed. So... for whatever little that means.
And I've been making sure the dogs have gotten food. But most of it was what we acquired earlier.
[The dogs can stand to eat week old charred meat.]
I'm glad some of the kids got out of here. [He means specifically the ones he'd been looking out for, keeping an eye on. One by one, most of them had left.] Not sure some survived the crash. [Which isn't easy to take. But when has loss every been easy to take for Miller? All he can say is that he's glad they're not around to suffer through this situation.]
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[ There had been enough resources on the ship that Snake had been able to keep Jaegar on a solid protein diet, supplemented with whatever else was needed to keep him strong and healthy. It's a different story now, but for the most part the husky has remained loyal despite the changes.
Unlike Miller, Snake hadn't gone out of his way to befriend any of the younger members of the crew, at least not any more than he had to, and this is why. The sting of realizing some of them might have died doesn't hurt quite as much.
There's still one person he has to ask after, though. ] You never found that Bucky kid, huh. [ With no confirmation either way, they'll probably never learn the truth of what happened to him.
They're approaching one of the caves, which is good. It'll give them something else to focus on. ]
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[But that part he doesn't talk about, how the absence of that relationship has been affecting him. At this point, it's almost a drop in the barrel of endless losses.]
I couldn't find Fury, either. [Which is a terrible way of suggesting that, if Bucky didn't make it, at least he didn't go alone. Not something he wants to think about either, though, as it's small consolation.]
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[ They could assume that Bucky got to safety somehow, that he took off to a different planet, but they both know that isn't true. He wouldn't have left without saying goodbye to Miller, at least.
They reach the mouth of the cave, and Snake sighs and shifts back so that Miller can take the lead. He could say he was sorry or offer condolences, but what good will that do? ]
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[It seems dismissive, but it's the only way he can deal with it on top of a mountain of other losses. To section it off as yet another loss, another person that needs to be recognized, someone else he needs to struggle to honor, to hurt for.]
[Which isn't the healthiest either, but who's counting. And he's still under the delusion that he comes off as strong to Snake. He doesn't want to break that persona. He wants to keep that respect.]
[But he does reach down and pat Mama when she wanders over close, anxiously looking for her people because it's been too long. Like he's consoling her for something bad that's happened that she isn't aware of. (Or maybe she is. She's been attempting to keep pretty tight track of him.)] Go back. You can't go with us. You'll walk into a trap.
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So he only nods, letting that subject fade away so that he doesn't force Miller to dwell on it any more than he already has. The dog offers a good distraction, and Snake watches the display, waiting to see if the husky will follow Miller's order. ]
You won't take her out into danger the way Ahab does with his dog, huh. [ It's not said with any judgment. Snake wouldn't want to take Jaegar into those caves, either. While dogs are certainly capable of excelling in combat situations, Snake would rather keep Jaegar out of that part of his life. ]