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december event log
Who: Everyone
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
E V E N T L O G |
"Open up, and let them in."
|
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It wouldn't (couldn't?) matter if he did. Rinzler hesitates, fingers twitching in minute, aborted motions before he abandons the keyboard entirely and reaches for the textbox overhead. A quick gesture sets it scrolling up, and Rinzler pauses the display on a single, short, recycled line.
My function.
Slowly, the enforcer's hand lowers. Rinzler shakes his head again, a small, quick motion that feels far too easy for the weight it holds. He's not a user. He has a place to fill, a purpose to serve—or he did, and he needs that. He has no right existing if he doesn't. And Rinzler knows what he's for. He's spent so long cheating and maneuvering. Breaking, line by fractured line. None of it worked. None of it helped. He's tired.
He can't abandon Clu.]
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Alan wishes he could deny it. Rinzler may not be to blame for what Nihlus had done or what had become of the Moira, but that doesn’t change the outcome; Rinzler had tried to choose a life for himself, and it had all come crashing down around him. There’s nothing Alan can say to change that.
And as much as Alan knows what Rinzler’s fate would be if he returned to the Grid, Rinzler will always, always know it better.
It’s with sudden, painful clarity that Alan realizes that it’s possible he won’t be able to change Rinzler’s mind. If years on the Grid hadn’t been enough to dissuade him, is there anything Alan could say that would be?
He’s silent for a few moments, replaying his own arguments in his head. ’You’ve acted outside of your function before. What happened wasn’t your fault. You know what will happen if you go back. There are other options.’ What else can he possibly say when none of that seems to matter to Rinzler at all?]
I can’t just let you go back there. [It’s hardly even an argument anymore so much as a pained statement of fact. They can talk about plans now, but once they get to the Hub? Alan can’t imagine just letting Rinzler disappear with Clu, anymore than he could’ve imagined simply walking away when Rinzler fell through the reverse-Ingress, or when the program was wounded and fading out in one of the Moira’s corridors. He’d have to do something, just like he did then.
Rinzler might hate him for it. But that seems a small price to pay if it keeps Rinzler from an eternity at Clu's side.]
I’m sorry, but… [Alan looks down, his own words bringing with them horrible sense of familiarity. ’I don’t know if there was ever a right decision to make.] I wouldn’t be able to just stand aside and let that happen. Not when I know what will happen to you.
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...he's weak.
It wouldn't be impossible.
Alan's program doesn't reach for his communicator. He doesn't flinch back this time, and he doesn't step away. It had done no good at all before. But there's a impossible weight to the stillness, something brittle and broken echoing beneath each beat of sound.
This was supposed to be better.
If Alan looks up, his declaration will meet only the smallest tilt of Rinzler's head. It's not defiance or refusal—he's holding together too carefully for that (he'd shatter if twitched even the slightest fraction more). He doesn't need to. It's just a (hateful) (empty) question.
What is he going to do?]
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And if that weren’t possible… He knows the final option just as well as Rinzler does, however unwilling they both are to say it. He thinks back to the first time he’d almost recoded Rinzler those months before, to all the outraged voices telling him he was wrong to override another sentient being’s free will, no matter the circumstances. He had even believed it himself. And yet…
If he doesn’t edit Rinzler, Clu will. Not just edit him, but destroy every trace of the person he’d become and wipe out all capability of future aberration. It would still be reprehensible to force edits on Rinzler, but if he can’t convince him to leave Clu’s side, it seems like that much would be set in stone; the only thing Alan would have the power to change is who and how.]
I don’t want to force you to do anything. All I’m asking is that you make a different choice. [He’s tired of this ritual, of trying to make a right from a wrong. Create peace through violence, freedom through confinement – choice by taking it away. If Rinzler would choose any of those things for himself, maybe he wouldn’t have to. And yet there’s still the faintest trace of hope in Alan’s voice.] Is that really so impossible?
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Can he? Maybe that's why.]
Not my choice.
[Not where he goes. Not what his programmer—either programmer—does to his code. There's a slumped, despairing curve to Rinzler's shoulders, a fractured twitch that almost rates a tremble in the open hand that lingers at his side. But the enforcer's mask stays up towards his creator, and there's something almost demanding to the fixed, unmoving stare.
Edit him or don't. Let him go back to Clu's defaults, or lock him up to write your own. But don't cage him up, don't remake him, and then tell him that was his own decision.
...
Please.
He doesn't want this either.]
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If he’s so afraid, why doesn’t he stop?
Alan takes a step forward, more on instinct than by any conscious choice.] Please, just think about what you’re doing. You’re talking like he’s already recoded you– [He stops then, stares at the flickering firelight reflected in the black of Rinzler’s mask. His expression is suddenly stricken.] He hasn’t, has he?
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Fault.
Clu remade Tron for following the users. Alan-one will remake him for serving Clu. It's a cheat, a trap—a lie, to call that something he decided. But Alan-one isn't a liar (and what does that make him—?)
Alan-one steps closer, and Rinzler freezes, blue lights guttering back out to red. There's a half-aborted flinch, a twitch that looks like a retreat or cringe, and in the end, the locked, defiant stare does lower to the ground. But he doesn't kneel. He doesn't run.
That, he can choose.
A moment's lag (mismatch) and the dark helmet shakes. Clu hasn't recoded him. Yet. Again.
(What does his user think he is?)]