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december event log
Who: Everyone
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
E V E N T L O G |
"Open up, and let them in."
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I tried to be concise and this tag still got out of control I'm sorry
[ The shock at her given year is nothing she hasn't seen before, though, and something she certainly understands— those she's met here and grown closest to were from the 1980s and 1990s, but she's certainly also met a lovely gentleman from the early 1800s— the French Revolution era. It's a learning experience like no other, being able to see how they've functioned and the items they brought with them and so on. She's rather enjoyed it. ]
Mm, I see. 2010, thereabouts...? I don't recall there being anything drastic then. What was it that happened, exactly? I'm sure where we came from isn't quite the same if that's the case, but I'd still like to hear about it if you'd be willing to share.
[ There's resonance there— understanding. Even if he asks after, she knows he understood the meaning of it. ]
Guidance is certainly one thing, yes; but well and truly adapting to new situations and lifestyles? That's best done by the younger generations. Let's say, for example, that one day there could be no more cookies. For the sake of this example, let's say these cookies were an important source of food and a staple, and they were central to everyone's lives. Now I, being older and having known what these taste like, will be sad and upset that they're no longer around. They were such a big part of my life, after all, I ate them every day and I'll never have them again. [ This is dumb but stay with her here: ] But you— why, you have yet to reach your hand in the bag. The world without these cookies is easier to fathom because it's all you've known. You'll find other things to eat and better ways of life without sparing grief and sadness over the loss of these cookies.
Listening to those who've come before you is important and everyone around you will always offer guidance, but younger, open minds are always going to be the future. Society is always changing and it's difficult for those who have been around before that change to continuously adapt with it. We grow comfortable to what we consider the norm to be. Consider yourself lucky that your mind is still open to what the world may throw at you.
nah, it's okay. it's not easy to go easy sometimes.... hahaha.
I hope so. [He swallows, finally saying something.] This whole space trip lost its appeal long before we lost the ship.
[Another pause, as he recalls she said thank you for idiom, too.] And you're welcome.
[A half hearted shrug. His eye looked over to what other people were doing, HOW they were taking this more precisely. It seemed to him they were either pushing on or disheartened. He felt like he understand both sides, right now. But nodded out of it, focusing on her words.]
An infection sort of happened. [He started to explain.] People died or were bit by other people and then turned into what we call walkers. It happened really quick and got out of control. My mom- [He almost choked mentioning, feeling a wave of sadness, and took a second to gather himself up again before continuing.] She got me out of there with a family friend. Shane. We joined a group outside of the town and ... My dad met us later and we survived by continuing to move, until we reached one place that seemed really good. Not of all us from the start made it, but we met people, helped each other, became more stable and like family.
[He doesn't say who he lost, but his words and avoidance of the subject to her (someone still a little bit of a stranger) probably said enough. His mom was certainly not around anymore.
The subject switching to her point on cookies makes him eye her ginger snaps a little, though to be fair he knew what cookies tasted like, and her point made him feel like he wanted one. He turned is eye back up to her.]
Um- I guess I see your point now. Though I remember a little of what it was like. Does that change how I will eventually look at things? [Maybe not the brightest question he could ask, but a genuinely curious one anyway.] I mean, I remember what cookies and chocolate bars taste like sometimes. Movies. Comics. Video games with friends. Playing soccer. I miss those things.
[Sounds kiddy, he knows, but he did do them everyday. His point is:] They won't happen again. How more open is my mind if I miss those things?
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I hope so as well.
[ Her eyes follow his line of sight to the 'party' again, with the same sort of assessment and a hundred nuances in between; she can see those who are weary, those in pain, those favoring one leg over the other or the woman easing away from the louder section holding her head, having had enough to drink and enough fun from whatever game they were playing. She sees the occasional pet swerving between legs and she picks out familiar faces to her and assesses their state, if they're having a good time or not. (So far so good, at least.) The doctor's come to read crowds like a favorite book.
But Carl begins to speak and she finishes her cookie and fishes out another one, listening intently. He has her full attention. What he describes sounds like the typical science fiction zombie pandemic, and though her learnings have explained away any such possibilities, she has come to accept that other places and times were different. Some worlds simply follow different rules. He touches on his mother and has to take a moment, and she'll shift the bag of cookies to free up a hand to lay on his shoulder, a brief and gentle thing to offer an encouraging little squeeze before he continues on and she'll make to remove it if he tenses or moves away.
Above all, Angela knows what grief choked down looks like. And she feels for him. It's implicitly and intimately understood, the loss of a parent, though she won't mention it to him lest she tread on toes. ]
I see. I am sorry to hear that your world has taken such a turn; I can't begin to imagine. But I'm glad you have those you care about here with you, and that it sounds as though you've found a good place in such a world to begin rebuilding. People are always so much stronger than others give them credit for. Especially the younger generations.
[ A smile, with that, before it's her turn once more and he's eyeing the cookies— they're offered back in his vicinity with an almost casual nonchalance that they simply happened to be within his reach. ]
I suppose it will a little, but given time, it was only a few years of your life; it becomes a smaller and smaller fraction— myself, for example. I'm 39 years old, and 30 years ago I lost my parents to that war I had mentioned, but I still remember life before that. I remember when the war was at its worst, as well as the food my mother cooked and the stories and songs she gave me from our country, the manners and societal etiquette worked into me and my encouraged curiosity with the world. Yet now, where I stand, that was such a small portion of my life. Less than a quarter. They're fond memories and things you can pass onto your children and others important to you, if you hold onto them, much the same as cultures pass on their culinary techniques and fashion and language, their stories.
You mention soccer, but did you know that the activity and sport itself is hundreds of years old? I suppose if you wanted to get very technical, it originated in China thousands of years ago. It was passed down through all those years and eventually made it to you, in 2012, changed and refined and made into a worldwide sport. I know it is still around in 2076 as well. Who's to say it will stop with you, unless you don't keep it close to your heart?
You, my dear, have the ability to hold onto and pass on all those things you've enjoyed to those around you. You can use that to shape the world going forward with a wide-open mind. What you choose to present to the future is up to you. You say those things won't happen again, but how certain are you of that? If you really put your mind to it, do you think you wouldn't be able to recreate such things? Given the time and peace to do so.
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He chews on a corner, listening to her intently this time.]
Yeah. We are in a good place at home. [He answers with just that. Anything else and he'd feel a bit like a broken record.
Anyway, her story or explanation of soccer turns his expression into surprise. Was that all true?, it seemed to express without words.]
I don't know. It just seems impossible when there isn't a soccer ball around anymore. [He knows it may be possible to make one, but also can guess it won't be him given he'd had no idea how to.] I don't know what will happen in the future with peace or not.
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His surprise with the soccer fact, though, gets a little smirk. ]
Oh, I wouldn't be so sure. I can think of a few ways to make some; we could try sometime if you'd like. I'm thinking stuffing leather with feathers or all that bubble wrap we received so it isn't too much heavier and will still be able to keep its shape.
[ Then whenever he went home, perhaps he'd retain the skill. It's a nice thought, at the very least. ]
History is nothing but the ups and downs of peace. It always finds a way, even if it doesn't last terribly long. That is just how the world has worked since its conception. Periods of tumult and rest. War and peace. I wish I could say one lasts longer than the other, but it's a pretty balanced act.
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A blink at her suggestion.]
You think that would work? I still have the bubble wrap but I don't know where we would get leather.
[If his experience of being in another world and going home has anything to say about it, Carl knows very well the chances of him remembering things here is very slim, if not null.]
Yeah. I didn't know really anything about war or whatever until it happened. We learned about World War II when I was in school before but I never seen it. I don't think my parents even lived through it. And what we're going through back home doesn't seem the same as that. I don't know if you're right and there'll be peace again.
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[ Her smile turns a little sad with the certainty he delivers his words with, listening, and she thinks back on the year spans for a moment. ]
I think you'd be correct; the first world war was in the early 1920s, then the second was in the 1940s. Your parents could have been involved in the Gulf war in the early 1990s, perhaps, but that was brief and they were likely a little young for that. The Afghanistan war would have been more likely, but you would've known if that were the case; you would have just been born, I believe, but still aware if they'd been involved. It is good that the war didn't touch your family, at least.
But I will say again that people strive for peace, even if a select few ultimately ruin it time and again. It's an easy framework to destroy by very few with power, but most will fight to regain it. I don't know the intricacies of where you've come from, I'll admit, but people are always strong, and stronger together.
[ She'll offer him a hand, first to shake but then to place the bag of cookies in if he'll allow her a handshake in the first place. ]
It was very nice to meet you, Carl. I should be getting back, but I hope you'll come by medical if you ever need anything, or check in soon to see about making that ball. I'll see what I can scrounge up. You can always reach me on the devices we were given as well; don't be shy.