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Entry tags:
- *event,
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- all about j: j,
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december event log
Who: Everyone
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
E V E N T L O G |
"Open up, and let them in."
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What hasn't he done?
It's as Ronan thought. His virginity was more important to Adam than he'd admitted.]
No one else has been inside me.
[Even though he couldn't remember everything that had been done to him while he was on cocaine, he's certain he would have felt it the morning after. Small reassurances in this sea of horror.]
I haven't been inside anyone else, either.
[He's less certain of that, but he needs it to be true. He couldn't live with himself if he'd done that to Jesse. He wants to believe Jesse would have said something about it the second time they were together, if Ronan had hurt him like that.]
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He hates himself a little for the pettiness, knowing the question must have hurt Ronan. He nips at Ronan's earlobe gently before pulling back slightly to look at him.]
I'm sorry... [He whispers, because he feels guilty for asking. He feels guilty for feeling relieved. Kavinsky had had him thinking worse.] It wouldn't have mattered... I just... [He flounders because he's let a little of his emotions leak to the surface and it's hard to push them back once more.]
I just needed to know.
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You have nothing to be sorry about.
[He's actually glad that Adam's beginning to speak honestly. Ronan prefers an honest pain. It's always better to know why he's suffering. Better to have no doubts.]
I know it matters. It matters to me, too. That's why I saved it.
[Ronan brushes another kiss over Adam's lips.]
What else do you want to know?
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I really... don't think I want to know anything more. [And he means it. Any other answers he isn't equipped to deal with potential answers that he might get and Ronan wouldn't lie to protect him so he wouldn't ask.]
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It's your decision.
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I don't think I need to know anything else. [Basically just a repetition of what he'd already said, he knew.]
I trust you. [He adds, because he does. The circumstances that led them here had been extreme but Ronan loves him. Ronan is dedicated to him and that's more than enough.]
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