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december event log
Who: Everyone
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
E V E N T L O G |
"Open up, and let them in."
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[She can't lie to Varric. Or well she can. But it never seems to work. He can read her in a way that's both unsettling and comforting depending on what state she happens to be in. He knows her more than anyone else ever has. Or at least before she came to the Moira.
She pulls at the laces on her boots and then his, untying them just to have something to do and to be a bother. She doesn't want to talk. But if she doesn't ask the question, she might just combust from pure anxiety]
Why did you call me a demon? It seems like a strange insult. Even my lack of tits aside.
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[But instead, the words caught in his throat. He glanced at Hawke, expression tightening, heart momentarily aching. This was the last thing he wanted to talk about with her. It didn't matter, not really. She had come from another time. Maybe not from a better time, her injuries considered, but... at least a time when she was alive.]
[He couldn't imagine her taking it well, either.]
It wasn't an insult, Hawke. Just... surprise. [He lifted his free hand, using it to pinch the bridge of his nose, then to brush the loose hair from his face.] Things weren't... [He drew a heavy breath.] I hadn't seen you in a long time. Enough that it felt more likely that I was being won over by a demon, rather than actually seeing you.
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Hawke winds the cords around her fingers as her stomach sinks violently and begins to roll like a ship on stormy weather. She and Varric were always together. Even though she'd only known him five years, he'd become a constant in her life. Few days went by where she didn't see him. Varric and Hawke. Hawke and Varric. It just seemed right.
She leans back with a huff, pulling bravado, as she does, out of impossible places.]
You've left me? Why? What did I do? Vomit on your nice new shoes? Sneeze in your face? Steal the covers? Release a nug into your room to watch the dog chase it because I bored and not feeling well? Buy the entire city a drink on your tab?
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[But it wasn't a squabble that had torn them apart. It wasn't even a disagreement. It had just happened in the space of a few hours. War broke out and she went to all the places Varric never could have followed.]
[He'd wrote, but he'd learned from starting "The Tale of the Champion" that words could never capture the wry, charming nature of Hawke. Even when she was the one scrawling out notes to him, it was missing something.]
[He was missing something.]
It was nothing like that, Hawke. [His voice was quiet, devoid of its usual, charming lilt.] Don't worry about it, alright? It doesn't matter. You're here now.
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She shifts to look at his face. To hear that quiet voice from Varric was... alarming. She'd only heard it once before when she'd come down with a nasty bout of pneumonia and refused to go to rest or see a doctor. A move he'd accurately seen as a purposeful self-flagellation.
So she'll take her worries and put them into a little box and on a shelf in the far back of her mind. At least outwardly. For his sake.]
Oh, if I must. You know how much I love to worry. [Then a sniff.] Now? I've been here for nearly a year.
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[It doesn't matter, he told himself, repeating the same words he had only just said to Hawke. She was there, fucking with his shoelaces, threatening to embarrass him in front of the Maker and everyone else, same as always.]
[He tightened the arm that was wrapped around her, doing what he could to remind himself of that very fact. Nothing else needed to matter for right now.]
If I let you go, are you going to run off for another week? You know that dwarves shouldn't be left alone. They tend to tell stories about things their drunken friends have done.
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[IF SHE HAS TO. She wiggles a little when he squeezes her but settles down comfortably against his side. It feels nice to have that weight around her after everything that's happened. Something finally familiar, warm, and comforting.]
No. And I didn't run off. I have important things to do around here. People who need to see me for job duties and other such things. I'm a big deal.
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[Varric nudged his hip against the woman, a lazy version of a playful shove. He was good with this.]
Why don't I believe that? [In all honesty, he didn't have a reason to not believe her. Even without trying, she'd always managed to make herself the center of attention. He wouldn't have been surprised if she'd managed to insert herself into the upper brass.]
[Except, he knew it was far more work and effort than Hawke would have felt with.]
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[She shoves him back with her own hip. Which is effective because while it my be small it's bony as hell. Take that jerk that she adores.]
Because I didn't want this position. It just sort of happened. As a joke. Which became all to real. Jokes are dangerous, Varric.
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[Luckily for him, the feeling ebbed after just a short while. He was plenty distracted by the idea of Hawke being in power, especially by the grace of a joke.]
Now that... [Varric let out another rumbling laugh.] That sounds like a good story. What'd you do, Hawke?
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[Hawke is unfortunately oblivious to his strife. Even if she'd never admit it, she'd found contentment in her relationships here. Something rare for her.]
I didn't do anything! Tony Stark did everything by promoting me to a bullshit bodyguard position for a joke and then the captain decided to take it seriously and promote me to head of defense.
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So, captain of the guard then? If only Aveline could see you now. [Another chuckle, another squeeze. It was a good job for her, he thought. Even if she didn't think it, even if she hadn't seen what he had, Hawke had laid down her life time and time again. On the surface, she might have played herself as uncaring, but she didn't really follow it up in practice.]
Just as long as you're staying safe.
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[She sniffs and then makes a dramatic face. But it falters when he squeezes her. It surprises her that she's been craving affection.]
It's nothing like that. I mostly sleep or bother Tony all day.
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[There certainly was no hiding his relief when she admitted that it was merely a role of being an annoyance. He didn't believe it, at least not entirely (if danger truly presented itself, Hawke would find it), but he could fake like he did.]
[Not to mention fake his way through yet another pang of jealous in the process.]
I'll have to give this Tony a piece of my mind. Occupying your attention. Bastard.
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[Speaking of, Hawke is completely oblivious to Varric's jealousy. It's something she never imagined. She and Varric were always close. There was no one else who could ever compete. Now things have changed but Hawke herself has not.
You can try. But he'll mostly act unimpressed and like you're a bother to him because that's his thing. Also his lover just showed up so he's probably busy trying to figure out how to not damage his old man back without a bed.
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[He could take comfort in that.]
What kind of man can't take fooling around without a bed? [No kind of man he wanted to know. But maybe that was just the residual jealousy speaking. Still, by all accounts he was getting up in his years, but he still felt like he could have a romp on the rocky ground and be no worse for wear.]
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[She gives a shrug on both topics.]
I don't know. He wears a strange metal suit. Perhaps it makes his bones brittle.
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Maybe we could give him lessons then? [He moved a hand up, clapping Hawke on a shoulder before letting out a bark of a laugh.] I'd say you alone have a enough tips to fill a book.
[He would know best, after all.]
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[Clearly, Hawke is not above both putting her friends against each other for kicks and bragging about her sexual exploits.]
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Maybe later. [He wasn't about to admit defeat in front of Hawke. He'd never live it down if he did.]
Anyways, the whole point of this is that I'm glad you're alive, okay? I don't know if all this [He motioned to the bleak, stone landscape] was normal for you or not but... even I would have been worried about making it through.
[Still was, in fact, but it was easy to ignore it when he could enjoy simple moments like this.]
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[She pulls up her t-shirt to show him the scar in case he forgot. But she's fairly certain he did not.]
And it's not but we make do. We always do.
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At least we can make do together again. [It wasn't the best solution, he would have loved to have swept her away from danger completely. But he could deal with this one concession.]
I'm not much use in combat right now, but I'm sure I can charm the bad guys away. [Not likely -- they didn't seem the conversing types -- but that part wasn't important.]
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[Okay, she knows it's ugly but does he have to cringe? Hawke, always the independent one, doesn't fathom that Varric could ever believe he failed her. So she ultimately decides to solve it by snuggling closer to him, pulling the front of his coat around her.]
You could charm anyone. Together, we'll charm everyone here.
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[It really put things into perspective.]
[He lifted a hand into her hair, stroking a gloved hand through it gingerly before mussing it up. He never would have dreamed of having something like this ever again.]
Just don't like the reminder, Hawke. I should have stopped him. [He lifted his free hand, tracing at where he knew the wound to be. His eyebrows pulled tightly together.] Dwarves like me aren't anything without their muses.
[Ugh. He made a note to never use that line in one of his books.]
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[Hawke had been for more into Isabela than she'd ever admit to anyone, even to herself. So of course it stung that Isabela fled Kirkwall as Hawke was only a few days past nearly bleeding out on a medical cot. Then she wrinkles her nose at the hair ruffling even though she secretly likes it.]
"Muse" sounds like I ought to strip down to nothing, wear a flower crown, and frolic through the woods.
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