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december event log
Who: Everyone
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
E V E N T L O G |
"Open up, and let them in."
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He sniffs, apparently on the verge of tears. Scared, pained, upset - regretful, no doubt, that he will once again have to incorporate this aberration into his life.
The demon that comes when it is called. Even, it seems, when it is not wanted at all.
"Frisk informed me of the details," says Chara. They missed you.
They deviated from the script. So quickly and so immediately and so effortlessly, he has drawn them astray. Could there be any other person who...?
No.
"It really is not safe for you here." Hands folded behind their back. Nonthreatening, see? He has tolerated far too much of their ugliness to have it inflicted upon him callously and without regard for what he has endured in their...absence. "You should return to the others."
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Ah, no... he was just wishing it was like that, wasn't he? That childish part of him that missed Chara and imagined a happy reunion if he ever ran into them again. Of course it'd be hard - especially if they didn't remember?
Especially if they were angry at him all over again.
Asriel rubs his face again, trying to ignore the questions adding up in his head. Now that he's found Chara, he can't just let them slip through his fingers and disappear again.
"I'm fine - you should come with me! Are those flowers stuck to you? There's people back at the camp who look at 'em...
"O-oh! And it's not just me here! Mom's here too, and there's Frisk of course, and Mettaton... um, I'm not sure if you've met Mettaton yet.
Asriel's expression shifts, and a tiny bit of desperation peeks through.
"... Please come back with me?"
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But, no. It seems they are friends. It seems they are buddy chum pals.
How nice for them.
"I've met him, yes," says Chara. "I'm sure you will hear of it."
Look at him directly, Chara. Face him squarely, Chara. You owe him this much, after razing his life to the ground. They know exactly whose fault it is, that he is like this, and their sins, their sins -
Their sins weigh heavily on their neck. A noose. Draw the knot tight, wash your hands of it. Burn the pages and seal the book. Please and thank you.
Their smile softens, marginally.
"It seems you have a second chance after all." And Chara? They have been consigned to something as fragile and precious as life for a little bit longer - presumably for everyone else's punishment. An obstacle to be surmounted.
Smile, Chara.
Smile at him, and speak gently.
"Do not squander it with me."
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More like a third or... uh, well Asriel's lost track of how many, between all that resetting. But he does have his soul back, and he's not going to turn back into Flowey again. That's the important thing.
"But... you've got another chance too. Things are different now. They're not perfect or anything-"
It's hard to remain optimistic, and tell Chara how everything is better now. Not when Asriel has been dragged through the dirt with every new step of this journey they've made.
"a-actually, it hasn't been that great, but..."
And already he's messing it up, but it honestly is that hard to lie to Chara.
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That was always the easy thing about him. He was always - always had to be, perhaps - eternally sincere, open as a book with his overly wide and expressive eyes. I'm not mad, he could say, and it would be plain as the nose on his face that he was, his eyes scrunched up and his paws screwed up into defiant fists or perhaps clenched around his ears.
Things are not perfect. They are not great. They are not even acceptable.
He says such things without a hint of cold sarcasm. Another chance for you too, Chara. Another chance for a child that completely and utterly does not deserve it. Who is bound to squander it, taint it with their touch, just as they ruined him.
"You do not have to lie to me, Asriel." It is hard, even now, to look him in the eye. But they force themself to be direct. Owe him that much. "I know things have been...far from perfect. They have been for a very long time."
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"She'll find another kid, and instantly forget about you. You'll NEVER see her again."
Asriel bites his lower lip.
"You... you do?"
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Again they must wonder, bitterly, how much ground was covered when they were last here. He does not fear them. He misses them, despicably enough. He misses what would and has destroyed him.
"Of course." They smile, a faint, soft upward hook of one side of their mouth. Skewed rather than glued on, something feeble as they attempt to make it...sincere. "Any fool could see it."
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Chara gets a small fit of nervous laughter.
"Haha, well... it hasn't been all that great lately. There's a lot of dangerous things that happen in space! And sometimes it can get real bad. B-but you're back now, so none of that really matters to me anymore-"
Because it's not like slavery and losing most of his friends has completely changed how he sees himself or anything.
"I just... I really missed you, Chara."
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He was impressionable, and they are nothing but impressions, echoes, black coal marks streaked across an empty canvas.
They're still smiling, but the curve of their lips is a protection once more, a shield, a fresh wad of scorn thick and heavy beneath their tongue.
"I can't imagine why you would."
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The words come out automatically, as if the idea that he wouldn't miss them was ridiculous. He's spent timelines waiting and wishing for Chara to come back to him.
"I... I guess you really don't remember the last time you were here, huh? I mean, not that I didn't miss you before you um... went missing. I've lost you two times already, I don't want there to be a third."
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If there was any chance that he would, it had all but dissolved by the time he met Frisk. He met them, and they proved to him how wrong and callous and cold his best friend must be. The Locket about their neck may as well be a shackle; a golden chain that spools between fingertips like cobwebs, a lie infused with false sunlight.
They almost find their fingers reaching for it, before they catch themself and quell the motion.
"I am not the greatest person, after all," says Chara, their smile uneven but all the same - stark in its knowing resignation. "Am I?"