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december event log
Who: Everyone
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
E V E N T L O G |
"Open up, and let them in."
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[The smile is meek and small, but present. It's all he can manage in the face of everything he feels, and most especially what he can't. His arm slips around her slender shoulders and with a long breath, he manages to keep upright on his feet, even if the steps are slow and less steady than he wants to admit.]
I used to wonder what this felt like. [The revelation is offered only after a fem minutes of slow progress.] How anyone functioned like this.
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[She gives the lightest of squeezes upon him, yet steadies herself, keeping her steps as smooth as she can.]
I function quite well, or so I like to assume.
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[
As if he doesn't by himself. Or surround himself with people who behave much the same.]But-- [She functions just fine because she's learned how to survive on her own, with the talents she's cultivated...or was maybe born it, it's hard to see Padmé as anything but that passionate freedom fighter, even as a child. There is no loss here to make up for.]
It's like having to learn how to walk again when you know you know better. [I should be better than this, he thinks. It remains unsaid.]
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It takes one to know one.
[She is mindful still, watching their steps as they move forward at a snail's pace. There is no rush in her despite the tiredness that seeks at her bones, only that gentle patience.]
You've always been a quick learner, Ani, and I'll be here every step of the way.
[Mayhaps it is something on the planet, or it could be something else. Yet they are together, and together they will get through it.]
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[It's easier to focus on that, on her, on anything but this, and the laughter comes easier, even if it doesn't sound wholly natural. Anyone else in the galaxy might have assumed he was making light of the whole situation when he's at his wits end and literally clinging to the last bits of sanity he has left.
Padmé makes sense, and Padmé will always make sense. That has to be enough.]
Unfortunately for us both, I think I knew how to fly before I could walk...
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[She can keep that banter small, a lightness to her voice at the situation as her fingers tighten ever so against him. She has already lost him once, and she will not lose him again. No. Not here. Not ever.]
I suppose you'll have the distinct pleasure of learning like us normal people then, although you are already putting one foot in front of the other.
[Which is good. Otherwise, the journey might have taken far, far longer.]
Ahead. See? We can rest there.
[A small spot to sit, and while it might not have creature comforts, it is still better than nothing.]
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[Baby steps. It certainly feels like it too, but he supposes she has a point. Forward is better than nothing at all. The banter, however is distracting and easy and keeps his mind off how slow progress has become, or how hollow everything but that arm around his back and that body at his side feels.
Still, he nods absently and continues to follow her lead when nothing else provides any guidance.
And as much as he tries to pride himself on self-sufficiency, it seems that's never been the case, has it? The emptiness is the most frightening thing he's felt in a long time, not that he'll readily admit it.]
Padmé, I'll be fine.
[It's as close as he's getting to thanks until they reach that point. He'll need it.]
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[Which means they had both been correct. He is her other half, the piece of her that had been missing, and only with him had she felt completed. So hesitant and shy that day when they wed, his hand had taken hers like it was crystal and might shatter. A delicate strength that he had always had.
Angling them towards the bench, Padmé lets him take a seat first.]
I know you will, my love.
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Seated, he can take time to breathe and to better assess his traveling companion. A hand settles gently, just under her ribs, and his gaze finally clears and fixes pointedly on her.]
How are you holding up?
[It isn't quite an accusation that she's been downplaying her own condition: he knows they wouldn't have made it to even this point without her taking charge when he simply couldn't. But he knows.]
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As delicate as his touch may be, Padmé still winces out of instinct. She can feel his gaze on her, and after a moment turns to look at him.]
I- [But no, she knows better than to say I am fine and alters her wording.] I will be fine.
[Which is the truth. Her wounds are normal, typical, nothing special. They will heal in due course, if given the chance. Anakin's... Padmé doesn't know how long he will be without his connection to the Force. It may be something on the planet, or something that they have ingested. She has no idea. It could be any number of things.
With a hand cupping his cheek, her head tilts slightly.]
And you, my love?
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He both takes hope out of that "will be" and hates the implication that she isn't fine all at once. She takes it in stride, she always takes it in stride, but Force, if he doesn't wish she didn't have to.
Anakin leans into that touch, a gesture between them that's become almost second-nature by now, and closes his eyes. In that "solitude," it's far too quiet, the steady hum just beyond his periphery gone and the light with it. But Padmé's warmth is steadying, and not something he's willing to lose quite yet.
Saying that is he fine would be a lie, and echoing her own sentiment--stars forbid--may become just as much of one, but the truth, the fact that he has no idea, is horrifying. Too much so to find the right words for. Fear is still a failure, and now more than ever--now that he knows what's at stake should the worst come to pass--failure is nowhere near an option.
But the truth of it doesn't change. He doesn't know.]
...I'm breathing?
[It's a start. It's not a lie, and not so overtly hopeful as to tempt Fate in the opposite direction. But it's not quite there.]
I'll fix this.
[Whatever that means.]
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Her fingers curl gently, and she leans forward to give a soft kiss upon his forehead, before resting her own lightly upon his own. Her own breathing is steady and while tiredness licks at her heels, she has always been a survivor, pushing ahead one step at a time. A reprise for a moment, to let them each catch their breath, before moving on again, to see what lays ahead.
She chuckles, softly, expression tender.]
Well, that is a very good sign.
[But her hand tips his face slightly upward, eyes on him.]
We will.