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december event log
Who: Everyone
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
E V E N T L O G |
"Open up, and let them in."
|
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No! No, that's not it at all.
[But she's going to lie anyway.]
How could I be an Ingress? It's a machine, I'm a human.
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Ingress function: based on 'living power'.
Source, ID: unverified.
[So human-users? Not out of the running.]
User (ID: Elizabeth_DeWitt) observed exporting Ploiatos remains. No data left in Moira system.
[...so, y'know. He saw her. (And scanned the area to check for viral traces.) But! Rinzler's not done.]
Portal functions previously described for threat deletion in system of origin.
Reference IDs: Comstock, Booker; import of environmental variable: 'tornado'.
[This isn't the first time Elizabeth_DeWitt has glitched in front of him. It's not even the most interesting. Her memory might be throwing errors—and users are prone enough to that even without whatever had crashed her, Rinzler knows—but his isn't, and Clu hasn't wiped it yet. He remembers perfectly well the odd encounter, emerging from hiding only to find one of the admins giggling across the ground. He remembers what she'd said.
The enforcer's known her function for most of a user-year, at least to some degree. He's only recently seen it in action.
Bluff? Called. Enjoy that bluntness.]
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[She had forgotten. The FastPenta-- she'd encountered Bel and Miles, later Ivan, but she'd forgotten Rinzler and maybe because it would have stopped her heart if she had remembered what she'd said to him. But he knows about the tornado, the rest she can piece together.]
...so why didn't you tell anyone? Somebody tells you they could drive a tornado through any space they like and you don't think that it's worth a network-wide notice that Ploiatos isn't the only monster on the ship? That there's a worse one lurking in the library, wearing the skin of some innocent, wronged woman and pretending she isn't anything but what's on the surface? That she could be the key to sending all of these people home, but she chooses to deny them because she's heartless and unnatural and lacks remorse?
[She hadn't intended to go that far, but she's been without an outlet, without Miles or Ivan, for many weeks. Elizabeth knows herself, knows that in the end, her emotions will always get the better of her.]
...why didn't you tell anyone?
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The rant is more interesting. Overblown and beside the point, but it certainly draws attention. The program stares back, noise ticking out with an odd little catch as he waits for her to finish. If she knew Rinzler better, it might almost sound amused.]
Powers: standard user trait.
[At least in his experience. Certainly in Rinzler's home. Users make them and unmake them, issue orders from on high, redefine the very structure of their worlds with a few inputs and sheer force of will. When everyone Rinzler passes in the hall holds that degree of power over his kind, a few transport functions? Really aren't much to raise a fuss about.]
Hypocrisy: standard user behavior.
Your functions.
[He didn't know why she'd kept them secret. He didn't know if they could have served a use. Certainly it wouldn't be surprising—but she was the admin here, not him, and she could make her own decisions. His local function is the ships, his directive to serve Clu, but Rinzler was only ever coded for one thing, at his core. Combat.
He fought for the system. She does... whatever she chooses. He may not understand, but it's not his decision to make.]
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You just love calling me a hypocrite, don't you? Can't get enough of telling me how ridiculous and backwards my reasoning is. [Oh she's not done ranting, not by a longshot, and maybe it's because she absolutely loathes that word when it's applied to her. Just because it was true, it is true, and always will be true-- she sent a little girl to be imprisoned and exploited to get what she thought she needed, and she knew it would happen and did it anyway. How long was she going to be tortured for it? How many times would she have to die to prove she didn't just care about herself anymore?]
Well let me ask you this-- if you do something, and you get extremely negative feedback, do you try it again? Or do you figure 'Maybe I shouldn't do the same thing twice hoping for a different result'?
I was locked up and tortured because people were afraid of what I could do. That's 'standard user behavior' too, isn't it? To converge on and stamp out anything that scares the hell out of them? 'No, Elizabeth,' Miles said, 'The crew is different, they'll understand, they won't hurt you.'
...Just like they didn't try to kill you, am I right? [She lets that hang for a moment. Dealing with that situation had left more of a mark on her than he possibly realized.] Hypocrisy. Standard User Behavior.
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Elizabeth has no way of knowing how much it's cost. How many times he's tried, how much he'd risked, and how badly all of it has ended. But here and now, by the wreckage of the system he'd attempted to choose, poised to return to the mindless, endless loop he's always lived in?
Rinzler doesn't need the reminder. He knows how stupid trying always was.
Still, her taunts offer much more to loathe than just his own mistakes, and noise rattles up in a snarl at that pointed, drawn out pause. Rinzler had been hunted by this crew. He'd been trapped. Locked up in conditions hot enough to fry him, shattered by new tormentors while still inside their cage. He'd had his mind forced open for rewrite, and the most, the only thing this system admin did was show up outside the cell to gloat.
She hadn't dealt with it. She certainly hadn't done anything to stop the users whose methods she now speaks so viciously against. But it's different, isn't it? When a user's on the line.]
Your functions.
[The text comes out tonelessly as before, but Rinzler's hunch is jagged with tension, helmet low and lights dim. He'd said already. They were her functions. Her choice. Someone needed to have those.
If she wants to mock him for his efforts, she can do so to the air. The display vanishes, and the enforcer turns, making to leave.]
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[Right now, she's just trying to tell him something-- and like always, it seems like they can't even speak the same language. Elizabeth stares him down when he rattles and snarls, almost daring him to come at her because she's beyond calm and rational right now. But he just gives her two words which she reads and seethes over. Elizabeth holds it in long enough for Rinzler to turn around, but something about seeing him walk away finally pulls her over the edge.]
I've tried so hard to talk to you and understand, but I just can't! I can't do it! I just opened my goddamn veins in front of you and you wouldn't try to understand-- you just tell me to shove off, so why bother, huh?!
[She'd tried because it had seemed like a misunderstanding, like a clash between modes of communication. Judgments had been made from one side, and she could only see the same thing unfolding with her at the center. Dangerous Elizabeth with her uncontrollable power, Infinite Elizabeth with the power she's withholding, stick a needle in her back and make her kneel down and behave.]
[She'd just wanted to make it right, that was all. She'd wanted to understand and make it all clear, but she just can't cut through and he's not meeting her halfway.]
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He didn't tell anyone. He didn't judge her for her secrets. He told her what he knew, told her he didn't care, and she sneered at him and took the option to lash out. He's sick of being made an easy target. Sick of listening to taunts without a voice to answer back.
But it's his fault, like always, because the user tried.
Maybe it is. He can't manage more than a half turn, a twitch, black helmet angling in mute, tired inquiry. The system's gone. Soon all of them will be too. He doesn't see the point of any of this, now.
What does she want?]
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[Elizabeth spreads her hands, at a loss.] I don't know how I keep insulting you when all I think I'm doing is trying to figure you out. I can't figure it out, for the life of me.
Maybe I'm drawing parallels where there are none, and maybe I'm trying to make a connection when we're just... a square peg and a round hole shouting loud and slow at each other trying to be clear.
[She sits down with her back resting against one of the cave openings, setting the bottle down too and staring up at the sky. What happened to him wasn't right, what happened to her wasn't right. But that it, isn't it? That's where it starts and ends.]
Sorry for taking so long!
This doesn't feel much different. He stands and listens as the user's speech loops back on itself, frustration cycling without an end. She talks herself into her own conclusions with no help at all, and Rinzler can't see any reason to disturb them. Of course she doesn't understand. They don't match now, and they never have. But that's not what she's after, that's not what she's asking, and he's sick of hearing her waste words.
The dark mask lowers. Hands curl, just the slightest fraction at his sides. He doesn't have the energy to bristle or get angry. He can't bring himself to care if she misreads again. But the demand is there, coded into the enforcer's pause, looping in the static scrape that fills each voiceless, empty beat.
Give him an input. Ask him a question. Tell him what you want, just say it. Or go ahead and let him leave.]
It's okay!
[But what choice does she have when he won't talk to her? Won't offer anything at all aside from silence or mechanical sounds she can't interpret? Handfuls of words she has to string together into something she can figure out?]
[She waits for a while, looking at his mask, wanting some kind of correction or indication of what he's thinking, what page he's on. But when it doesn't happen, Elizabeth isn't left with much aside from the assumption that she's right: they can't understand each other.]
[She stands up, brushes off the seat of her pants, picks up her bottle and starts walking past him to go back to the party.]
Stay safe out here.
[She says it only to take the high ground, and not walk away without saying a word. No reason to stop doing all the talking, after all.]
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It's how it's always worked before.
He bows his head to the instruction. He stays in place, dim lights in the darkness, as the user's steps recede away. The outburst had caught him off-guard, and the limits of her functions still remain unclear. But he thinks he understands her well enough. Why she'd hidden. Why she'd lied. Why she screamed out her frustration for a betrayal he'd never committed, and what she was really after the whole time.
He can't give it to her. Rinzler has never been allowed the use of words, and he won't waste what scraps he's stolen lying for her validation. But that's fine too, because she doesn't need him for it, not at all. She'll talk herself into her own superiority. Glut her ego on how much higher her way is.
...
He's not scared of her, not in the least. The enforcer's helmet turns back toward the fire, and he watches the users gather by their lights until he's called away.]