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december event log
Who: Everyone
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
E V E N T L O G |
"Open up, and let them in."
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He hesitated at the question, but eventually he answered. "Officially, I was destroying Scud missles for the SAS. Unofficially? I was a sleeper agent for MI6. And then, well, turns out I was a bit more expendable than I thought." He sounds particularly bitter about this. "Plenty of torture later, and I was the Iraqis' shiny new recruit."
The fact that he'd even been brainwashed at all was a major source of embarrassment for him. Especially since he'd discovered he was still pretty susceptible to it.
"Don't worry. I made it out alive."
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"Some people are just good at it. The only reason I learned to resist was constantly reminding myself that the world and people around me were terrible. But MI6 set you up when you were willing, made you vulnerable, and those that came later were well practiced in taking advantage of that."
He turned to pick up a box of what looked like toys. He tried to shake the concern of what that meant (there had been kids here) and rifled through until he found something with a crank that he could disassemble later. A little twist timer he could make.
"They weren't actually stronger than you."
Why the hell he was reassuring his murderer, it was anyone's guess. But that hardly mattered anywhere. So far they'd been decent allies (as far as allies go). Even fairly friendly. And sometimes Kaz still remembered what it was like being tortured by the Russians. They might have been able to get to him, except at the time he was in so much pain it seemed funny the'd even try. He had been able to tether himself to the here and now.
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"I resisted as long as I could. I was trained for it. Did you know I was the youngest member of the SAS? Eighteen years old. They made such a big deal of it. So, I resisted. Not for the sake of anyone but myself. Not like I cared about anything else anymore. I think it took months for me to break. Sometimes it felt like years."
He sighed, shoving the second book into his backpack. "Been a long time since I really told anyone about all this. In this amount of detail anyway." It was weird, admitting this sort of thing to Miller, but they'd been in the same crew for quite some time now. Who else was he going to tell? His brother? Even if all of this was in the future, he knew the basic framework. "I know it wasn't because they were stronger than me. But. It's hard not to feel your mind's too weak to resist, you know? That others might... think less of you, no matter how you've bounced back."
Feelings he'd shared plenty with Mantis, who had been courteous enough to keep them to himself.
"If it had only been the torture, it wouldn't have been as bad. It's.... well, you like to think your mind's something you can keep under control, don't you?"
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He thought sadly of Venom in that moment. How thoroughly someone could be brainwashed.
"I might have made peace with him, but I didn't forgive Big Boss for what he did to Venom. Well... what he allowed to continue." He straightened up completely, checking his TAB to see if there was anything else he needed to look for specifically.
"Do you wonder if you're still you, sometimes?" It was a hard question to ask of anyone. And he quietly resented that it was one made necessary to their lives.
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Although it brought up a very good question. How would he know? Mantis could have told him, back then, but if anything were to happen now, well, he didn't have a psychic who was familiar enough with him to be able to tell.
"Back at that station, back then... it was sort of like the same thing, but hitting all at once instead of happening over time. It was... really hard to shake it off for a while."
He picked a cup up off a table, peering at it. "I once told Venom I wasn't like him, all those years ago. But maybe I was a bit more like him than I thought."
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To the credit of the twins, they resisted this destiny. But Venom embraced it (or resigned himself to it). And even now, he's not sure he can save him from it.
Satisfied with his search, he turned away from what he was doing and looked at Eli directly. "I think we've cleaned this one out. Ready to move on to another place?"
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"Of course, everyone always talked about him like he was amazing. A shame I always tried to kill the wrong person." Even though Venom was the one who took him from his home and everything. Maybe, in the long run, he was the better option.
Frowning slightly in thought, he glanced around the room for a moment before nodding. "Yeah, unless we want to poke around the dust some more. C'mon, Mantis." Liquid motioned for the dog to follow along, and since he was done with whatever he was chewing on, he got up and headed towards them, getting a few scratches behind the ears for his efforts. Who was a good doggie? This one.
"Let's find a place with better food."
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He moved his bag of items over his shoulder, thinking briefly that Liquid had killed a lot of the wrong people. But it was better not to say that out loud; in a sad way, so had Solid.
"Did you ever hear much about a woman named Paz?"
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Killing the wrong people always seemed to be a theme with these guys, unfortunately. Especially those who were, well, made for it. Crossing his arms, Liquid looked towards the next place over, then started heading in that direction.
"I feel like I recognize the name from somewhere, but I suppose not enough to really know a lot." He'd met her briefly while she was on the ship, actually, but never got her name.
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"We found her journals after she left. Everything we did seemed so beneath her until she got involved. Then she decided she'd liked that real world. Maybe if we'd known how much she'd changed..."
He should have tried to talk to her before she hijacked Zeke.
"You weren't the only one to commandeer a metal gear on a base."
But that's beside the point. "After she was caught by them again, they put her through the unspeakable. The reason Venom has shrapnel in his body was that he threw himself into the path of a bomb that Cipher had planted inside of her. He took the blow for Big Boss. You might have been unhappy back then, you might have hated him, but I know he genuinely wanted to get you away from Cipher's influence. He'd been face to face with worst case scenario when Zero's people didn't get their way."
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He's quiet for a while as he keeps an eye out for things, the dog following slowly behind.
"...Guess it's hard to think of it that way," he says, finally. "All I ever heard about it was I was just some kid, that I shouldn't have been out there, that I was supposed to just let adults come walk all over me. Maybe if someone had been a bit more forthcoming I would've directed my hate elsewhere. Maybe not. Who knows."
Doesn't matter, since that's all long in the past for him.
"At least I don't try to stab him these days, right?"
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"I know that the Boss wouldn't have wanted what happened to you. If you take everything she went through, everything she saw, all that she hated about what the constant cycle of war did... she wouldn't have wanted it."
He saw what looked like a maintenance shed, and looked to Joy. She huffed a soft bark, meaning she smelled something dangerous over there (likely another trap) which meant there was probably something good, too. Wonderful how that usually worked out.
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He paused, crouched down to scratch Mantis behind the ears. "Not like I knew here to know what she would or wouldn't have, but there's not much we could do about it anyway. For the longest time, it's all I knew. Bit hard to break from all that."
He raised an eyebrow, peering over at the shed. Nice. He seemed quite ready to head over. "Let's check it out." There could always be something cool in there. Weapons? Things that weren't weapons but could be used as weapons? A lawnmower?
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Inside there were some tools, common and uncommon. With the regular wrench a laser level. With a measuring tape, a spanner with a strobe light. Fortunately in the middle of all those recognizable tools was a circular saw and replacement blades nearby safely contained in plastic cases.
Not a lawn mower. Not a weapon.
But it was something that could be improvised with.
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As far as Liquid was concerned, any of this could be useful when necessary. After all, fixing stuff was just as good as breaking stuff, even if he was better with the latter.
But really, who couldn't use a wrench?
"Someone was particularly protective of their tools, hm?" He moved forward to carefully collect some of the tools. So far so good. "What do you think? Secret compartment?"
Press R1 to use your binoculars and scan the area.
"If nothing else, this might have been their last point of refuge. So provisions, generator materials, other useful items could be hidden around."
Miller started looking around at the door for any signs of forced entry. He saw none. Good sign, he hoped.
holds the f key
He pushes some containers out of the way, planning to inspect them later. Right now he's focused on getting through to the stuff that might be in back.
With all they've been dealing with, a prize would be nice.
"Well, if nothing else, we've hit quite the cache of materials. Could use a lot of this." Pushing aside some kind of gardening tool, he uncovers a box of cans. "How about mystery beans?"
It's probably beans.