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december event log
Who: Everyone
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
E V E N T L O G |
"Open up, and let them in."
|
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[But he can do some basic math. They went through the gate. Some people started to act strangely.]
Come on. I want to try something. Come with me. [With his arm around Rinzler's back, caught around his ribs, he starts pulling him back towards the gate. Back through, to see what happens.]
no subject
It's a vulnerability. And the last user, the last ally who touched Rinzler there had used it to electrocute the program. To break him, and drop him, and cripple him when he went down.
Steps wobble, but the program manages not to fall. The black mask lingers on Miller for long, frozen beats. Still, assuming no other threat is forthcoming, the tangled snarl of sound will quiet marginally, and Rinzler's helmet ducks. The suggestion's valid. He'll follow along.]
no subject
[He waits patiently for what seems like an inevitable realization. Usually Rinzler comes around. Then he keeps his hands out, just in case, as he leads him back through the gate.]
[Though if he's right, there might be fuck all they can do to stop what's happening, to maintain Rinzler's abilities.]
no subject
They pass through the gate, and Rinzler stops again, sound hitching with an audible breath. His power levels are still low. But the pull, the drain, the sense of emptiness hooked into the energy that makes him up—it's vanished in an instant.
The program straightens a little, frame flexing to test motor functions. His helmet dips to the inactive disk locked in his fist, and he lights it with a thought, basking in the bright, familiar hum. A quick twist splits the blades. Another recombines them. Rinzler lets the weapons fade dark, and looks back to Miller, rumbling quietly.
He really doesn't like the implications.]
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Come back through again. One more time.
We might not have a choice in this.
[This time when he offers out an arm, he explains himself.] It's easier to brace someone around the back. I know. You saw how much help I needed getting around. So if I reach to grab you, that's all I'm doing. [And only then does he move closer again, to be beside him in case the worst happens.] And when we're across, I'll see if my arm functions are disabled, too. [Obviously the prosthetics work still. But the extras he's not sure about.]
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As the user continues, though, Rinzler's mask twitches sideways, hesitating for a long moment before giving a small shake. He'll explain later (if Miller asks), but as reluctant as he is to spell out that kind of weakness, he's even less willing to experience it by force. Accidentally or not. Support is one thing, but he'd rather fall by a wide margin than have anyone grab him there.
The test is valid, though, and reluctantly, Rinzler paces forward through the gap. Moments after, the program bristles, circuit lights flickering in agitation as the leeching hook nests in his core. It's an active pull—a drain, constant and oppressive.
He can't track where the power's going.]
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This is a hell of a situation in hostile territory. [He thinks practically. Rinzler is missing something crucial to himself, but not only that, all of that vulnerability he just showed is more easy to exploit, given the right hands and the right brain.]
You should give those to someone. [He points at the discs, assuming that they'll still be a weapon to be used against Rinzler if someone takes a chance. Not that exploiting the man at his weakest would really accomplish much for anyone who wanted him, other than a display of domination. For some, that's reason enough.]
Don't tell me who if you do. Better that I not know.
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It's infuriating. Loathsome. Rinzler is a program, is energy and code, and this is a violation in every way. Worse, it's debilitating. Fingers curl tighter, fixed around his disk, and the black mask glances up towards Miller with a quiet skip of sound. Situation is an understatement. He doesn't know what to do.
But then the user tells him, and that sick feeling? Finds a very different focus.
Rinzler freezes. Rinzler stares. The user is still talking, and the implications of the words do parse. They make a difference. (If he had asked for the disk himself, Rinzler might have attacked. Or turned, and ran, and never, ever stopped.) But it's not enough. Not to override the spike of panic in his core, the static scraping louder through his sound. Rinzler freezes. Rinzler takes a step back, helmet jerking to the side.
No, no, no no.]
And again thought I had sent a reply but did not
[The ship crashing. The infestation, the influence of Ploiatos, losing person after person. Crew disappearing at alarming rates. It's exhausting.]
[Rinzler's been taken advantage of before. It's a healthy request.]
You're being affected by this place. You need to keep your means of being reprogrammed in either a secret or defensible place. Someone who can protect it or someone who can hide it and return it to you in case of emergency.
Why not?
[He has to ask. But he just sounds tired at this point. He misses being in charge of a base, dammit, where his orders could be followed to some extent. Now everything is just mild suggestion and he has to know why it it's unacceptable.]
No worries-- holiday slow ate me anyways!
Doesn't work.
[Doesn't.
Didn't.
He's tried it before.]
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[It's the exhaustion with everything, with their persistent failures and inability to affect change, that motivates the words.]
You're not in good shape right now. And you've been a target before. [At least one of the people who attacked him is still around, and as far as he knows, there's been no forgiveness.] You're always going to be in danger, nothing is going to be safe and you have to be paranoid. But you have to choose the best route.
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He can't trust any of them. He can't expect to coexist. He'd fought for the system, only to see it crash and burn to scrap. He'd fought for his allies, only to lose them. To betrayal. To this place. He'd fought for Miller, too, and now the user's efficiently cutting off every exit—pointing out he never had any at all. The logic's ruthless. Perfect. He's going to be betrayed no matter what, and now, he's too weak to guard himself. Why not surrender his mind now? It's inevitable. It's best. For everyone, really.
He can't (he won't—) he can't, not again—no, no (no) nonoNO—
Tension snaps with a hiss of static, a crackle of light and sound. Rinzler's circuits gutter dim and bright, flicker blue before flaring back to red. He isn't working, he isn't right—but Tron isn't either, and the last thing he needs is to fight for the users now. The user isn't listening.
They never, ever do.
His frame uncoils. His empty hand lashes—reaches—out. It's not a strike or a blow, but there's some quality of both in the sharp grab that locks onto the front of Miller's uniform. And in the voice that snarls back behind his mask.]
I. Won't.
[The words are harsh with disuse. They're as edged as Rinzler's disk should be. They're forceful and staticky, frame shaking with the effort, because he doesn't own himself. He isn't free. But no matter how pathetic he's become, he won't make himself more of a slave willingly.
Slowly, the grip uncurls. Rinzler takes one step back. Then another. When he's far enough away, he turns and leaves, disk locked in his left hand.]
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[The point is most assuredly not to give up.]
[Nothing Rinzler's thinking is what he means, and he has no opportunity to say so. Because neither is good at communicating. Not before hands are grabbing at his uniform, and Miller's fake arm goes up between them to shove back since it's the one that can take the damage. He's actually a little startled, just because he did, on some level, trust Rinzler.]
[And now he realizes that he probably shouldn't.]
Fine.
[That's all he says, because he's had so many losses that he can't afford to fight for someone that doesn't want him anymore. He's done that too much. Wasted years of his life for it. He makes no attempt to follow.]
[And he starts fighting back that voice in his head that reminds him that he'll always be rejected. There's no time for it.]