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thisavrou_log2016-08-16 09:06 pm
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( august event log )
Who: Everyone
When: August 16th and on
Where: The Moira + the Luminous Sea
What: The original Captain and the First Mate try to find the closest Ingress for help. The crew ventures into the Luminous Sea.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
When: August 16th and on
Where: The Moira + the Luminous Sea
What: The original Captain and the First Mate try to find the closest Ingress for help. The crew ventures into the Luminous Sea.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Time is what we want most, but what we use worst."
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I think sometimes our teachers are hard on us, Anakin, but it's only because they want to bring out the best in us.
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It all rushes back, the memories, the warmth of that love, and the homesickness (the worst of all of it), all in that gentle hand under his chin.
He loves her, he thinks. He isn't sure why, or how it happened. Only that it's different from his mother, and no less comforting. The pull has always been there, and he's always found her intriguing, this angel among the rest. He'll never be convinced that loving his mother is wrong, and no one will be able to tell him this is either. She cares, more than most anyone he's met since leaving home. How is caring about someone, helping them, befriending them, how is any of this wrong? He loves her, he knows it. Someday he might even know what that means.]
It doesn't feel like it. And I'm trying. Honest!
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There is a little arch of her eyebrow. She doesn't dismiss his concerns but she does let her words linger for a moment even after he has spoken again. Yet her smile softens and she drops her hand away from his cheek. He has never been the typical Jedi, but it is a part of him that she loves. All of him. His insecurities and his flaws, but his strengths as well.]
I know you are, and I am certain that Master Kenobi does as well. I have no doubt that you will become a great Jedi, Anakin. Yet skill and knowledge do not come overnight. It is something that we work hard for, until one day we do look back and see just how far we have come.
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[Being told you're wrong all the time? Anakin makes a face as she draws away, the confusion and unease readily apparent.]
It's hard to imagine you as bad at anything.
[She has been one of the most competent people he's ever known. Fourteen had never seemed like it to him, it's always been a realm of philosophy and understanding that he's not sure he'll ever attain. Without that Jedi prophecy, he's just a kid from a poor family on a poor, backwater planet most of the Republic's never heard of. Naboo's the opposite: it's beautiful and cultured and smart, and they'd picked the right person as a representation of that. It's hard to picture her as anything but.]
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I'm human, Anakin. I make mistakes and take missteps just like anyone else. It is what I learn from those that matters though.
[There is that brave face, but it doesn't mean that Padmé doesn't have moments of doubt or confusion. She can cry and break down. There are areas that she is good at, roles that she shines in, but they are her field, her comfort zone, what she knows and what she loves.]
And there are plenty of things that I can't even begin to do. Why, look at you. You build a droid.
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[He never did finish it, but...what was the word? Eschewing possessions had been outlined very clearly by Master Qui-Gon before he'd...died. And anyway, Threepio was supposed to be there to help Mom when he couldn't (and he definitely can't now).
But he should have finished it. He'll find a way to get back home and finish what he started. Somehow. Shmi deserves that much.]
But I guess...no, I understand. [Believe it, do you, young Skywalker? You do, or you do not. No more "guessing."
At least not out loud.]I don't think I could do what you do either. The arguing, maybe. [He gives a small smirk. At least he means that.] But all the ceremony and the rules and...would I have to dress like that?
[He makes a face. It might look good on Padmé, sure. Everything looks good on Padmé, somehow. But all that ceremonial garb reeks of so much patience that even he can admit he doesn't possess enough of it.]
I still think you could do it though. Build a droid. If you wanted, I mean. I could teach you.
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Of course. Started one, which is still more than I could accomplish.
[There is a small twitch of her lips as he continues to speak.]
It's not quite arguing, but debating. [But Padmé can see that smirk that he has, recalling how he had teased her on Naboo. Later though, as it hasn't happened for him. No, he still has much before him, much to learn, much to see, much to accomplish.]
And not quite the dresses I wear, but certainly formal robes. Although... Perhaps one of my blue ones...
[Eyeing him up as if she is picturing him in that attire. Yet she does give a small blink, smiling, but shaking her head.]
I could certainly follow a manual, but I could never do what you've done, Anakin.
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[Focus, unfortunately, is a thing that comes and goes, and fixates on the smallest, inconsequential bits of conversation first. He's working on it. Or he thinks he is, he gets reprimanded for it enough.
Eventually though, the subject drops, and he gives a small shrug.] If you wanted, I mean. What else is there to do around here anyway?
[Exploring is one thing, and he'll definitely do it, but if he's learned anything that's actually stuck, it's that things happen the way they do for a reason, whether that's the Force or something else. Maybe not all things, not comfortable things, but he wouldn't be out here and definitely not with company if there wasn't a reason, right?]
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We can... Although I'm not entirely certain where you would even find parts.
[That would be an Anakin question to ask, and right now, he currently doesn't have the answer. She knows that they're not going to just randomly take pieces from random spots though. That would be wrong.]
There's a library, and a garden. A rec area.
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But none of that gives him the answer he really wants.]
A ship this size has to have spare parts somewhere. Engine upkeep, defense systems, flight deck...we don't need anything important. Just spare parts no one uses.
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We can certainly go and look, if you would like? It may take a while though. It is a big ship and there are a few issues with doorways.
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That's okay. I'm not sure what we need yet anyway. And we're together, that's important, isn't it?
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Yet her attention does sharped at those last words, wondering how much she should be reading in to them. Padmé does keep her smile easy as she gives a nod.]
Yes, there is that. Did you want to remain star gazing, or shall we set out?
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This sounds a lot more interesting. (And with much better company.) He beams up at her.]
Let's go!
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Yes.