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thisavrou_log2016-08-16 09:06 pm
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( august event log )
Who: Everyone
When: August 16th and on
Where: The Moira + the Luminous Sea
What: The original Captain and the First Mate try to find the closest Ingress for help. The crew ventures into the Luminous Sea.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
When: August 16th and on
Where: The Moira + the Luminous Sea
What: The original Captain and the First Mate try to find the closest Ingress for help. The crew ventures into the Luminous Sea.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Time is what we want most, but what we use worst."
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[She was never aware of Anakin having left, or Obi-Wan although she had less communication with him. Even when Anakin was fighting, he was still in their galaxy.]
An escape pod might get you off the ship, but what then? It... is like Wild Space. The stars are unfamiliar.
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[This has all the nonsense logic of a dream, but it doesn't feel like a dream otherwise. She folds her arms, wondering how a ship this big can feel like it's closing in around her.]
So what are we supposed to do? Just wait around for them to send us home?
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[And Padmé does. She wishes that she could give her the answers that she wants and that she desires, the answers that will make her happy.
Would they make children work though? Padmé hopes not and would make a stand to that. School, yes, but work? No.]
You can, although it seems to me that would be very boring.
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[What else can she do except wait? It's not fair--even if time is stopped, she's going to be completely out of shape by the time she goes home and gets to her race.
After a moment, she realizes she's pouting, even if she hasn't stuck out her lower lip. Mother and Father would be so disappointed in her if they knew she was squandering her one chance to meet her birth mother. With a little sigh, she tries to straighten her shoulders and move on.]
What have you been doing?
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I was given employment, so I have been associating myself with those duties. There is, as you've noticed, a library. There's also a rec room and an observation deck.
[Spending time with Anakin doesn't even cross her mind as something to be said. No, Padmé is intelligent enough to know that it likely would cause further confusion if she does.]
Familiarizing myself with this ship and this place as well.
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[This, at least, is something she can do for the moment: talk to her birth mother and learn more about her. It occurs to Leia--belatedly--that if it means she can spend this time with her mother, it doesn't matter how long they spend on this ship.
Of course she'd have to figure this out after she complained like a child. She sets the book she was holding aside and folds her hands before her, the way she stands when she's at a public function.]
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[Which is not something in politics but there isn't a Senate here anyway. In truth, Padmé has always liked helping people and with this job, she would still be doing that. Just in a different way and perhaps on a lesser scale but even one person can make a different.]
So if there is anyone who would like to talk to someone, they can come to me.
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[Besides her mother's face, Leia knows so little of her--and she wants to fix that. Counseling sounds important, if not something she has much knowledge of.]
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[She isn't certain how much Bail has told her at this point in her life about before the Empire. About his role in the Senator which was now nothing more than a mummer's farce from the sounds of it. A body with no limbs, no true power.]
I was the Senator for Naboo, my home planet, within the Galactic Republic.
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No wonder Mother and Father adopted me, she thinks. Maybe they were friends.]
I want to be a senator someday. What was it like?
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It is a lot of hard work, and you need to have plenty of patience. There are trying days, days when nothing seems to go as you desire, days when you need to push to persevere. But it is worth it.
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[She wants all the details--she'd happily sit and listen to descriptions of policymaking all day--but they're in public, and it might not be right to ask here. Maybe if they can go somewhere else, her mother will tell her about the secret parts of being a senator. The things that you have to keep quiet about.
And another question occurs to her, anyway.]
What did my father do? My birth father.
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Just always remain true to yourself, and listen to your heart. If you can do that, then you are already on the right path. Channel your passion.
[By doing so, Padmé has become a force to be reckoned with. While there have been those who doubted her, she has showed them the error. Let them underestimate her, as they would find themselves regretting that choice.
The question does catch her completely off-guard though, given that they had been speaking about politically minded things. It never crosses her mind to lie, but why would it? Yet, she does take a moment to ponder about how to explain, and will she carry any of that knowledge back home? Yet as Bail's daughter, she must know the importance of discretion.]
He- he was a very great man. A hero of the Republic, but in a different way. He fought for it just as I did, but not as a Senator. No, he was a fighter. A Jedi.
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[That's part of true politics, Mother and Father say: knowing what you stand for and holding onto your principles. Father risks his career doing that all the time.
Leia's never thought much about her father before now; holding onto a vague, gentle impression of her mother was enough. But now that she can talk to her mother, the galaxy seems to open up. What's Naboo like? Did you have any pets? Did you like my other parents? And suddenly, certainly: I must have had a birth father. Who was he?
Someone else from Naboo, she'd assume, maybe even another senator. Her mouth drops open when she actually hears.]
Not a Jedi! [Leia Organa, daughter of a Jedi. It seems impossible.] Really?
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Padmé could talk about Rush Clovis, and how dating another politician really hadn't worked, but he's not important in the story of her life. A friend once, until he sold himself, and his death... Not that Padmé had spent much time dating. Barely any, truthfully. Duty had always come first, until Anakin.]
Really and truly. Although I met him first when he was a young boy on Tatooine.
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I know all about the Jedi. Father used to tell me stories. [About the Clone Wars, about his friend, Obi-Wan Kenobi--all the best tales. She's so delighted by the idea that she doesn't take care to differentiate between the father she knows and the Jedi her birth mother speaks of.] Tatooine's in the Outer Rim, isn't it? What were you doing there?
[It's nowhere near Naboo, and it's not exactly a vacation spot if it's way out at the edge of the galaxy.]
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He did, did he? [And there is something to very endearing about that... So long as the memory lives, so long as the mistakes of the past are not forgotten, then Padmé knows the future will be brighter one day.] We did have quite a few dealings with the Jedi.
[In response to her question, Padmé does nod.]
It is. The ship I was on was forced to land because it was in need of repairs. The Trade Federation had tried to invade Naboo, but with the help of two Jedi, Master Jinn and his padawan, Obi-Wan, we were able to escape from Naboo.
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[Which might not be the most politic thing to say at the moment--whoops. She bites down on the inside of her cheek, hoping it doesn't sound as impertinent as she suspects.
And then there's a name she knows. Leia's face lights up. Obi-Wan serves as a familiar star at the edge of an unfamiliar constellation, full of people she's never heard of.]
I know about Obi-Wan Kenobi. [See, she even knows his surname.] He and Father went to Wild Space for the old Republic.
[There's a little pause. She's trying to put together the scant pieces she has of this puzzle: senators, Jedi, relationships that neither of the parents she's known have ever hinted at.] Were you all friends?
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Her own smile is slightly cheeky, acknowledging the tone that Leia has used, but not being offended by it.]
We did, yes. Both the Jedi and Anakin made that possible.
[Lost in that moment, although her focus perks back. Obi-Wan had been a dear friend to her, and to Anakin. More than dear, truly. But she knows of the story, having sent Bail to Obi-Wan after Bail had approached her. And it had been her ship that had gone to rescue them, although she hadn't been alone.]
We were, yes. They were both very dear to me, Bail and Obi-Wan. Even Breha.
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[She's sure it is--Father wouldn't lie to her, and especially not about something as important as history--but standing in front of someone who actually worked with them, even the truths she's sure of seem thin. They're all secondhand stories of a time that ended when she was born.] I wish I could meet a Jedi.
They never told me about you. Not just that you were my mother--they never told me about you at all.
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It is. They fought on the side of the Republic. [And died for it. How they had died... Oh, Anakin.]
Perhaps you will meet one here.
[Her mind does turn towards Obi-Wan. She isn't too certain where the Jedi is, and wouldn't want to get Leia's hopes up. Yet it may happen.]
It might have been safer to never mention me. You look a lot like you, you know. I don't know what happens after- once you are born, but I don't doubt that there was a reason for everything.
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[Of course, the way he says it--mostly, the way his eyes crinkle at the corners and he looks up towards the ceiling--she thinks there are shades of meaning he won't share with her. But the point is still true. The Jedi are one of the greatest losses since the Empire started.]
I wish he would have. I know what to do if I'm interrogated. I wouldn't tell anyone about you.
[She mostly knows in theory, but she's still certain she could hold her own. Against the Empire, against anyone.]
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They were the keepers of the peace for years upon years. I owed them my life, several times over. Not that they could collect or keep count.
[But Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan, Anakin, and even all the Jedi that had come to the arena, all the Jedi that had helped during the Clone Wars.
There is that troubled look, as the possible threat of interrogation is enough to trouble Padmé. Dark times indeed. She reached though, to give Leia's hand a little squeeze.]
I know you wouldn't. He might have simply been waiting for the right time to do so, or had his own reasons for not doing so.