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december event log
Who: Everyone
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
When: December 1st and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: With the Moira destroyed, the crew travel to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Potential violence. Lots and lots and lots of walking. Please label your content
E V E N T L O G |
"Open up, and let them in."
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Week 3
She drops down next to him and leans her head against his shoulder, listening to his voice but not his words.]
Some things never change, hm? Always spreading rumors about me.
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[He tried to tell himself that it didn't matter, not really. She was alive, and he could tell that much from afar. Much as he would have loved to have gotten a drink with her (unfortunately impossible, given the current situation) or talked with her through the long nights, he was content to give her space. Sure, maybe he pressed his ear a little tighter to the stone, just to make sure she was staying safe, but other than that, he could content himself to his stories.]
[But that didn't mean there wasn't a certain amount of longing in his eyes whenever he spotted her from afar. It wasn't how he pictured their reunion going -- talking about her breasts was fine, normal even, but the rift between them? That part didn't feel right.]
[All of those thoughts were blown far from his mind the second he felt her, the second her voice met his ears. He breathed a short sigh of relief, noting, albeit briefly, the normalcy of her gesture. An arm wrapped itself around Hawke's waist, a hand pressing against the space beneath her ribs. He could feel her warmth beneath the fabric of her clothes, and very nearly breathed a sigh of relief. Yes, she was standing there, head against him, voice in his ear, but the extra reminders that she (still) was alive were more than welcome.]
Speak of the desire demon herself [He let out a low, rumbling chuckle.] I was just thinking about you, did you know that?
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But Varric is the same. Or mostly the same. His hand is still warm and broad against her thin waist and he does the thing where he rubs her back a little before his arm snakes all the way around her body. His smell is familiar a mixture of spice, ink, and dirt.
Hawke sighs and curls up closer to him, her knees resting on against his as she tries to ignore the whole "desire demon" comment.]
I did. My ego led me right here. I knew I was the object of your undying affections.
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[Of course, his bond with the Champion meant that he had a habit of picking up on her tells. The sniffle, the embrace, it all felt very unlike her. As soon as the crowd had dispersed enough to converse at least somewhat privately, Varric turned his gaze on her. The hand against her back drifted up and forward, resting beneath her chin in case she tried to look away.]
So what's crawled up your skirts, Hawke? And don't even think about pouring the lurid details of your sex life on me. I've written enough about your private life for a lifetime.
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[She sniffles again and slowly lets him raise her head to look at him. She feels so tired. So exhausted that she wishes he would let her put her head down. But she does her best to keep her expression neutral.]
Perhaps I'm coming down with something.
[She... probably isn't. But it's better than admitting the load of feelings swarming in her stomach.]
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[But still, he hesitated. Hawke had just come back, just settled in. For a moment, he worried that she might take after her namesake, might fly away with one wrong move.]
Surely there's somewhere more comfortable than this. Warmer, maybe? [He bit his tongue the second his words left his lips. It felt like he was asking her to leave, shooing her off just as he had the crowd.]
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[Hawke snickers because she is Hawke and very ridiculous. But then the laughter dies and she goes quiet again, trying to decide if Varric is shooing her away or doing his "looking after you" thing that she hates and he knows she hates it but it's part of their dynamic so she's learned to not complain that much about it.
She huffs a little.]
I like it here, thank you very much. What's on your mind, Varric? I asked you first so you have to answer.
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[He shook the thoughts from his head, offering the woman a scowl in the process. Leave it to her to pick up on his troubles. He'd almost forgotten how easily she could read him.]
Just wondering how we're going to get out of this mess. [He let out a sigh. He'd crawled his way out of deeper shit, he supposed. Never mind the fact that he was only scraping at the very top of all his troubles. Hawke didn't need to trouble herself with the rest of it.] What about you? And don't even think about avoiding the question.
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[She can't lie to Varric. Or well she can. But it never seems to work. He can read her in a way that's both unsettling and comforting depending on what state she happens to be in. He knows her more than anyone else ever has. Or at least before she came to the Moira.
She pulls at the laces on her boots and then his, untying them just to have something to do and to be a bother. She doesn't want to talk. But if she doesn't ask the question, she might just combust from pure anxiety]
Why did you call me a demon? It seems like a strange insult. Even my lack of tits aside.
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[But instead, the words caught in his throat. He glanced at Hawke, expression tightening, heart momentarily aching. This was the last thing he wanted to talk about with her. It didn't matter, not really. She had come from another time. Maybe not from a better time, her injuries considered, but... at least a time when she was alive.]
[He couldn't imagine her taking it well, either.]
It wasn't an insult, Hawke. Just... surprise. [He lifted his free hand, using it to pinch the bridge of his nose, then to brush the loose hair from his face.] Things weren't... [He drew a heavy breath.] I hadn't seen you in a long time. Enough that it felt more likely that I was being won over by a demon, rather than actually seeing you.
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Hawke winds the cords around her fingers as her stomach sinks violently and begins to roll like a ship on stormy weather. She and Varric were always together. Even though she'd only known him five years, he'd become a constant in her life. Few days went by where she didn't see him. Varric and Hawke. Hawke and Varric. It just seemed right.
She leans back with a huff, pulling bravado, as she does, out of impossible places.]
You've left me? Why? What did I do? Vomit on your nice new shoes? Sneeze in your face? Steal the covers? Release a nug into your room to watch the dog chase it because I bored and not feeling well? Buy the entire city a drink on your tab?
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[But it wasn't a squabble that had torn them apart. It wasn't even a disagreement. It had just happened in the space of a few hours. War broke out and she went to all the places Varric never could have followed.]
[He'd wrote, but he'd learned from starting "The Tale of the Champion" that words could never capture the wry, charming nature of Hawke. Even when she was the one scrawling out notes to him, it was missing something.]
[He was missing something.]
It was nothing like that, Hawke. [His voice was quiet, devoid of its usual, charming lilt.] Don't worry about it, alright? It doesn't matter. You're here now.
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She shifts to look at his face. To hear that quiet voice from Varric was... alarming. She'd only heard it once before when she'd come down with a nasty bout of pneumonia and refused to go to rest or see a doctor. A move he'd accurately seen as a purposeful self-flagellation.
So she'll take her worries and put them into a little box and on a shelf in the far back of her mind. At least outwardly. For his sake.]
Oh, if I must. You know how much I love to worry. [Then a sniff.] Now? I've been here for nearly a year.
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[It doesn't matter, he told himself, repeating the same words he had only just said to Hawke. She was there, fucking with his shoelaces, threatening to embarrass him in front of the Maker and everyone else, same as always.]
[He tightened the arm that was wrapped around her, doing what he could to remind himself of that very fact. Nothing else needed to matter for right now.]
If I let you go, are you going to run off for another week? You know that dwarves shouldn't be left alone. They tend to tell stories about things their drunken friends have done.
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[IF SHE HAS TO. She wiggles a little when he squeezes her but settles down comfortably against his side. It feels nice to have that weight around her after everything that's happened. Something finally familiar, warm, and comforting.]
No. And I didn't run off. I have important things to do around here. People who need to see me for job duties and other such things. I'm a big deal.
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[Varric nudged his hip against the woman, a lazy version of a playful shove. He was good with this.]
Why don't I believe that? [In all honesty, he didn't have a reason to not believe her. Even without trying, she'd always managed to make herself the center of attention. He wouldn't have been surprised if she'd managed to insert herself into the upper brass.]
[Except, he knew it was far more work and effort than Hawke would have felt with.]
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[She shoves him back with her own hip. Which is effective because while it my be small it's bony as hell. Take that jerk that she adores.]
Because I didn't want this position. It just sort of happened. As a joke. Which became all to real. Jokes are dangerous, Varric.
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[Luckily for him, the feeling ebbed after just a short while. He was plenty distracted by the idea of Hawke being in power, especially by the grace of a joke.]
Now that... [Varric let out another rumbling laugh.] That sounds like a good story. What'd you do, Hawke?
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[Hawke is unfortunately oblivious to his strife. Even if she'd never admit it, she'd found contentment in her relationships here. Something rare for her.]
I didn't do anything! Tony Stark did everything by promoting me to a bullshit bodyguard position for a joke and then the captain decided to take it seriously and promote me to head of defense.
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So, captain of the guard then? If only Aveline could see you now. [Another chuckle, another squeeze. It was a good job for her, he thought. Even if she didn't think it, even if she hadn't seen what he had, Hawke had laid down her life time and time again. On the surface, she might have played herself as uncaring, but she didn't really follow it up in practice.]
Just as long as you're staying safe.
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[She sniffs and then makes a dramatic face. But it falters when he squeezes her. It surprises her that she's been craving affection.]
It's nothing like that. I mostly sleep or bother Tony all day.
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[There certainly was no hiding his relief when she admitted that it was merely a role of being an annoyance. He didn't believe it, at least not entirely (if danger truly presented itself, Hawke would find it), but he could fake like he did.]
[Not to mention fake his way through yet another pang of jealous in the process.]
I'll have to give this Tony a piece of my mind. Occupying your attention. Bastard.
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[Speaking of, Hawke is completely oblivious to Varric's jealousy. It's something she never imagined. She and Varric were always close. There was no one else who could ever compete. Now things have changed but Hawke herself has not.
You can try. But he'll mostly act unimpressed and like you're a bother to him because that's his thing. Also his lover just showed up so he's probably busy trying to figure out how to not damage his old man back without a bed.
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[He could take comfort in that.]
What kind of man can't take fooling around without a bed? [No kind of man he wanted to know. But maybe that was just the residual jealousy speaking. Still, by all accounts he was getting up in his years, but he still felt like he could have a romp on the rocky ground and be no worse for wear.]
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[She gives a shrug on both topics.]
I don't know. He wears a strange metal suit. Perhaps it makes his bones brittle.
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