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Entry tags:
- *event,
- agents of shield: daisy johnson,
- all about j: j,
- breaking bad: jesse pinkman,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- guilty gear: venom,
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mass effect: commander shepard,
- mass effect: nihlus kryik,
- mass effect: thane krios,
- mcu: tony stark,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- mushishi: ginko,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: fareeha "pharah" amari,
- overwatch: lúcio,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- overwatch: soldier 76,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: rey,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- tron: yori (crau),
- uncharted: elena fisher,
- uncharted: nathan drake,
- uncharted: nathan drake (crau),
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( september event log )
Who: Everyone
When: September 2nd and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff.
What: Something goes down. Far, far down...
Warnings: Potential drug use, alcohol consumption, sex. Please label your content!
When: September 2nd and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff.
What: Something goes down. Far, far down...
Warnings: Potential drug use, alcohol consumption, sex. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Never be the first to arrive or the last to go, and never, ever be both."
|
( beach - closed to peter )
It's why, when she spotted the familiar silver hair, she calls out vocally and mentally without meaning to : ]
Peter!
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Is there anything as uncomfortable as wet denim?
[He smacks at his thighs with a grimace, straightening after a moment and moving like he's had to stop himself from throwing an arm around her in a hug. It's instinctual. He may have been fine in the crash, too fast to get hurt from landing shock and quick enough not to need the pods, but he couldn't help but be worried about everyone else.]
You make it off in one piece? I've seen a lot of medbay staff out here, if you need help.
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Wet spandex?
[ Just a guess. But then she shakes her head. ]
I'm fine. Shepard shoved me into a pod before I could do much else. You?
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I don't do spandex so I wouldn't know.
[He's certainly teased enough people around the ship about their own costumes.]
I swam. And good. I think the people who made it to those things were probably the best off. You guys and the people in cryo, at least. [He pauses. His feelings toward Charles are still complicated but he knows she cares about the Professor so he turns and points up the beach.] They're all accounted for, as far as I can tell. Xavier's pod is okay.
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So, yeah. She's pretty surprised. ]
...what?
[ She takes a step closer to him, looking in the direction he pointed and then back to him. ]
The Professor is still on the ship? Has been on the ship this whole time?
[ Okay, she might be getting a little mad now. ]
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His names was still in the directory. That had to be enough to tip her off. Right?]
In cryo. Yeah. He's been frozen for a while now. I've been to see him a few times.
[Because Jean showing up had made him wish Charles would hurry up and come back. She clearly knew and missed the man, and Peter wasn't so much of an ass to want to keep them apart for his own feelings. Even some of the medbay staff had taken to giving him a few updates.
Somehow he'd just thought she would know.]
Everyone wakes up from it eventually. I've been in there before. He's okay, Jean. [He mistakes that's what's worrying her. That she thinks Charles might be in danger.] He's got good doctors looking out for him.
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She looks at him like she can't believe what he's saying, shaking her head. She opens her mouth to say something but then closes it and just shakes her head again, turning to jog over into the direction Charles was, throwing over her shoulder. ]
I can't believe you!
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I thought you knew!
[After a moment of consideration, he wonders if that's the wrong thing to say.]
I'm sorry? I didn't think you didn't know. Honestly! I just- you know I'm not a fan and I didn't think we should be talking about him.
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How could I know?! I can't feel him! I've never felt him on the ship!
[ Adding, sounding more angry than she's ever allowed herself to while on the ship. ]
And you never told me he was in cyro!
[ Once she reaches the cryo tubes, she stops short, breathing hard and weaving through them, looking for the Professor. When she finds him, she has to stop herself from immediately touching the glass. Slowly, tentatively, she lays a hand on it, her other hand coming up to cover her mouth as her expression crumples.
She couldn't feel him or his mind. It was like... static. Like he wasn't even there. ]
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But he can't try to take her away from Charles now.]
His name was still in the MIDs. I thought you'd figure it out.
[He keeps his voice lowered.]
Maybe I thought I'd already mentioned it with how the past month has been. I must have let it slip my mind. [The power switch between the staff. Mainframe setting back off his worries about the robots. The aging issues. J. Maybe he just let everything else happen and forgot there were other important things going on.] I'm sorry. Okay? I wasn't trying to be an asshole about it.
this seems like a good place to end this thread lol
Mentally, she sends him: I know it's not your fault.
She's just. The man she loved like a father was in a cryo tube, so lifeless she couldn't hear his mind. And there was a chance he wouldn't even know her if he ever came out of it. It was too much. Being brought onto the ship, being around all these strangers, dealing with trying to adapt to a life she didn't choose. And now this.
She eventually sways and falls to her knees in the sand, sitting on her legs. She stays here, hunched over and shoulders shaking from the force of her sobbing. She had tried to keep it in. Tried not to let any of this get to her. She hunches over more, hands digging into sand that wouldn't allow her to grip it, tears leaking from her eyes and hitting the tops of her hands.
She doesn't notice how bits of sand are floating in suspended animation around her. Just that this was too fucking unfair.
Maybe she just needs a moment to be a little weak after trying to pretend to be strong. ]