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thisavrou_log2016-07-19 01:11 am
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Entry tags:
- *event,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- mass effect: nihlus kryik,
- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- star wars: rey,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- uncharted: chloe frazer,
- uncharted: nathan drake,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( july event log )
Who: Everyone
When: July 18th and on
Where: Slave trade outpost in the Runoff.
What: The Ingress malfunctions, sending the Moira into a different universe. Some of the crew end up on one of the Runoff’s many slave trading outposts.
Warnings: Sex, murder, kidnapping.
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When: July 18th and on
Where: Slave trade outpost in the Runoff.
What: The Ingress malfunctions, sending the Moira into a different universe. Some of the crew end up on one of the Runoff’s many slave trading outposts.
Warnings: Sex, murder, kidnapping.
E V E N T |
"It comes first and follows after. Ends life, kills laughter."
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He had the Royal Guard for that. But...monsters aren't inherently violent. Not to that extent. Maybe Undyne...but. I was alright with it. With the idea of hurting humans.
[His tone and backpedaling makes it clear that at this point, he's fishing for justification.
But then he says something that...really, in his mind, is irredeemable at this point. He hides it, he pushes it away and says "that's not me anymore" to himself. But it's ugly, even as he says it.]
Did you know I almost killed someone on the ship once? Frisk. I almost killed them.
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proving what everyone says about their kind.Still, it’s what Mettaton says next that really gets Zam’s attention. She stares for several seconds, looking genuinely shocked. When she finally reaches for the keyboard again, there’s only one word in the projected message.]
Why?
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[A pause as he thinks that response over, and he's quickly shaking his head.]
Mm, no. That's not true. I wanted their soul so I could get out and follow my own dreams. I only needed one soul to do that, as opposed to the seven needed to break the barrier. Just one would do.
[He's not comfortable admitting it, especially knowing damn well that, at the time, he could have just passed the soul onto Asgore and allowed him to break the barrier. Then everyone would be free.
After finishing speaking, he buries his face into his own knees, curling up tighter. He wanted to disappear.
Why was Mettaton doing this to himself?
...Because he deserved it. He deserved to feel like a bad person, especially after how many he had murdered under the command of his slaver.]
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But… Mettaton hadn’t killed them, had he?
Eventually, Zam reaches for their MID again and types out another message.]
What stopped you?
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Frisk. Frisk stopped me. They are a very determined little human, you know. They only fought to disable, and it worked! And then I conceded.
[He started to regret for his fellow monsters and what he meant to them. What they meant to him.
But that was another subject.]
I regretted it later. We're friends now, because Frisk is so determined to find the good in people, and they reminded me that somewhere in this shell, there's a decent person.
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Still, that they had only fought to disable and befriended their would-be killer afterward?]
Sounds like them.
[She's still not looking at him, but there is some small amount of guilty relief in hearing he regrets it now. She didn't want to hate him. Her words are nonetheless harsh.]
If you could bring yourself to try and kill then, you can do it now.
[It's encouragement. Of a sort.]
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I know that. It's what I'm doing anyway, right? We're just taking it in turns.
[He's had his turn. So has Zam.]
If I did not have to though...I would prefer not to do this, I think. I've done enough damage.