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thisavrou_log2016-07-19 01:11 am
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Entry tags:
- *event,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- mass effect: nihlus kryik,
- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- star wars: rey,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- uncharted: chloe frazer,
- uncharted: nathan drake,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( july event log )
Who: Everyone
When: July 18th and on
Where: Slave trade outpost in the Runoff.
What: The Ingress malfunctions, sending the Moira into a different universe. Some of the crew end up on one of the Runoff’s many slave trading outposts.
Warnings: Sex, murder, kidnapping.
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When: July 18th and on
Where: Slave trade outpost in the Runoff.
What: The Ingress malfunctions, sending the Moira into a different universe. Some of the crew end up on one of the Runoff’s many slave trading outposts.
Warnings: Sex, murder, kidnapping.
E V E N T |
"It comes first and follows after. Ends life, kills laughter."
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"I don't want you to. I don't wanna see-" She swallows and tightens her grip on him, shuffling a few steps toward him until she rests her forehead on his shoulder. Even as she argues with him, she's running to him for comfort. She shakes her head against him, taking shallow breaths. "Not again. You can't do anythin' like that again."
She shudders, and she's sure she's getting his shirt wet. But she doesn't pull back just yet. "You're all I got, Kobra."
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He hugs her a little too tight, but he can't help it. "I don't wanna. 'M not lookin' to get myself killed. I wanna stay with you more than anything, but I need you to be safe, okay? Can't live with myself if you aren't."
His voice cracks a little on the last few words. He needs the others so much and it makes him feel so weak.
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She shudders. It's so hard to talk about, to even think about losing them. Even with months between her and that night, the wound feels raw and festering. She doesn't think she'll ever get over it. Not really.
"I don't wanna ever do that again. It goes both ways Kobra. So you can just get mad all ya want for me comin' after ya." She draws back, grabbing at his face. "I ain't gonna listen. Not to that. Ya spent a lotta time lookin' out for me. You gotta let me do the same sometimes."
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Maybe there's a part of him that doesn't want her to grow up so fast. He's not even sure what a real childhood's supposed to be like, but he knows that he was already doing all sorts of dangerous shit at her age and he doesn't want that for her. He'd never known enough to be unhappy with the life he and Party had had, but he knows that he wants things for her that no one could've given him back then.
It all makes him at least half a hypocrite, though. Fuck.
"Gonna have to start teachin' you how to defend yourself better if you're gonna go around doin' dumb shit like that. Least you can do is find yourself some good backup for when I can't be there."
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She wants to argue with him. Tell him that he'll always be there or that it wasn't dumb. But she knows the first isn't true and the latter isn't worth a further fight. "Teach me how to shoot," she says instead.
She's had offers here, between Deacon and Tex, to show her how to handle a gun. But it would mean more coming from him. They were supposed to teach her someday, one of those many promises for when she was 'big' enough. She wasn't grown yet, but the world around them really didn't care whether she was a child or not. Maybe now was her time to convince him of that.
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"Know I wasn't much older than you when I was fightin' in a war." And it's funny to think of it that way. He's not sure what he'd expected a war to be like, but at the time it had just felt necessary. It had felt like life, just like every day before and after.
"I'll teach you long as you promise to be careful and listen to me."
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It was inevitable she'd have to learn eventually, when and if they returned home. She couldn't rely forever on the idea that someone else would be there to protect her.
"I will, promise." She rushes to say it, earnest and a tinge excited. "I'll do everythin' you tell me to, be the best student ya ever had. You won't regret it."