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- *event,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
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- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- star wars: rey,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- uncharted: chloe frazer,
- uncharted: nathan drake,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( july event log )
Who: Everyone
When: July 18th and on
Where: Slave trade outpost in the Runoff.
What: The Ingress malfunctions, sending the Moira into a different universe. Some of the crew end up on one of the Runoff’s many slave trading outposts.
Warnings: Sex, murder, kidnapping.
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When: July 18th and on
Where: Slave trade outpost in the Runoff.
What: The Ingress malfunctions, sending the Moira into a different universe. Some of the crew end up on one of the Runoff’s many slave trading outposts.
Warnings: Sex, murder, kidnapping.
E V E N T |
"It comes first and follows after. Ends life, kills laughter."
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And you found us. [It doesn't matter that he didn't find her personally. He saved people.
For a moment, she's quiet.] We should have saved the rest of them.
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But it's not for lack of trying. He's as keenly aware of that as anyone, having gone over, back, again and again-- smuggling people off the outpost in the Falcon, playing games with chance cubes and unfamiliar decks of cards, placing unholy bets of flesh. Every roll he lost is going to haunt him til he's dead.]
We saved as many as we could.
[It's trite and it sounds like an excuse. Slowly, gently, he does fold his hand around hers, tries to keep from pointing out that they could have burned the place to its struts and it wouldn't change a thing, really-- scum like that just moves on, sets up shop somewhere else.
But she must know that already.]
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(It's a good thing Chewie isn't here, she thinks, and at least they have that going for them. This would be even more painful for him.)]
I killed one of them. [Quiet, flat. She squeezes Han's hand lightly, looking down at it before meeting his eyes again.] I would have killed all of them if I could.
[It's an ugly truth, but one she has to share with someone. Han's the only one she can--the only one besides Kobra Kid, who knows only by virtue of the fact that he was there.]
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In her position he doesn't doubt he'd have felt the same. Hell, if he could, if it'd make a difference--]
You don't have to talk about it.
[Unless she wants to, he hopes is the unspoken other half of that.]
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[She shakes her head, hoping to clear it. There's no easy way to discuss this, especially when all she really wants is for Han to know nothing at all. It's too late for that, though--he already knows she was enslaved.
And with Luke gone, who else can she possibly tell about this? As much as she'd like Han to remain ignorant of just what happened to her, she needs someone she can confide in.
A little, she thinks, and forces down the vague sense of dread that starts to rise in her gut.]
He bought me. [She doubts she has to explain why. Her grip on his hand tightens.] He was going to--
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What is there, really, to say to that? He can imagine what a man might want with a woman like her-- someone with no scruples, no inhibitions, no morals. Hell, he's glad the man is dead.]
It's all right, [he says softly, though it decided isn't all right.]
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It's over. [It doesn't matter. He's dead. But most of that feels untrue, too. She can still feel the memory of his bulk keeping her in place beneath him, and the weight of his hand moving in from her hip--and it's revolting, all of it, especially when it threatens to creep into what she has with Han. This, sitting here with him, slipping into bed with him, should be separate from those weeks on the outpost. She wants to wall off their quarters from everything that happened outside of them and stay hidden here with him.
But there's no doing that.
She looks up at him for several long moments, at the depths of his pale eyes and the faint scar on his chin especially. These are some of the things that make him Han Solo, the things that set him apart from other, crueler men. Everything inside him, too, but right now, her thoughts are on the hand holding hers and the worry creasing his brow.]
It's over, and it's not going to happen again. [She'll be damned if she ends up in that position another time--and whoever tries to put her there isn't going to live to regret it.]
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[Soft but there's no mistaking the conviction there. Over his dead body, and all that other cliche stuff he's not going to say because hearing it won't do much good. Han has no idea how to deal with this-- all he can really do is try to let her speak or not speak at his own pace.
He reaches out to brush her temple with the knuckle of his free hand, not sure if that's too much too soon when she's not quite ready to be touched, but trying.
There are so many people who weren't as lucky as her, as any of them. The thought will weigh on him, balanced only by the people whose passage off the outpost they did manage to arrange.
It's never enough, but it's something.]
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Maybe next time he can be the one in need of rescuing, though.]
Stay with me tonight. [Not a demand or an order--more of a plea. And then, the closest she can manage to a lighter comment:] It's too quiet without your snoring.
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Snoring. [Like he's going to argue, but he can't argue. He rolls his eyes.] I'm just shivering from your feet.
[It's the farthest thing from a protest. He gives her hand a little tug, tentative, inviting her to lean against him without quite presuming to pull her close.]
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But Han knows. He braved three years of knowing what she couldn't admit to herself, and he's let her sit here gripping his hand without complaint. He saw what went on down there, and he's seen plenty like it in the past. He'll give her space until she doesn't need it anymore.
Which means she can at least try for levity, mock-annoyance replacing the darker, harder emotions that have settled into the pit of her stomach.]
They're not that cold. [And tentatively, still a little stiff, she scoots a little closer, her temple resting lightly against his shoulder.] You're just looking for things to complain about.
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If you're complaining about me snoring I have to keep up somehow.
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Just for you, I'll find some socks. [And then, a little more genuinely, soft:] Besides, I missed it.
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but, it was a very close call, closer than he's been willing to admit.]
I missed you.
[She'll have to pardon him getting sappy. He won't make a habit of it. (Yeah, he will.)]
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She'd feared she wouldn't be able to be comfortable around Han again. She's grateful that isn't the case.]
I missed you, too. [Her instinct is to kiss him, but comfortable with Han isn't yet that comfortable. Instead, she squeezes his hand gently.]
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