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thisavrou_log2016-07-19 01:11 am
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( july event log )
Who: Everyone
When: July 18th and on
Where: Slave trade outpost in the Runoff.
What: The Ingress malfunctions, sending the Moira into a different universe. Some of the crew end up on one of the Runoff’s many slave trading outposts.
Warnings: Sex, murder, kidnapping.
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When: July 18th and on
Where: Slave trade outpost in the Runoff.
What: The Ingress malfunctions, sending the Moira into a different universe. Some of the crew end up on one of the Runoff’s many slave trading outposts.
Warnings: Sex, murder, kidnapping.
E V E N T |
"It comes first and follows after. Ends life, kills laughter."
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Whatever you've got'd be aces, yeah?
[Eggsy shoves his hands into his pockets, not sure where he's supposed to sit, and he's had Harry's voice in his ear long enough to know that he has to wait before just dropping down wherever.]
Um, how've you been?
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Of course-- when we were at the Collective, I was introduced to this 'Rum and Coke' thing, it's interesting. [And she's not sure she wants to go the Straight Whiskey route she was intending with Eggsy looking so shaken. She realizes a little late that Eggsy is waiting for the cue to sit, so she gestures to the couch and goes to her little makeshift bar which is little more than three bottles and some glasses on a table also housing a small potted plant. It appears to have died while Elizabeth was... sleeping.]
[She pauses at the question, her hand immediately pulling on her severed pinky while she thinks of what to say. Not good, not good at all. But he doesn't need that now.]
Stiff. [She chuckles and starts fixing the drinks.] But I imagine you know what this is like. Given... [Given he's experienced what she has with the resurge now.] You know what this is like.
But I wasn't the one kidnapped for slave labor, we should talk about you.
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[His favorite is red bull and vodka, but he's yet to stumble across that in space. Eggsy takes one end of the couch, curling his legs up under him as he sits down. He wraps his arms around his knees, watching Elizabeth as she moves around with ease, eyes flicking down to her hand.]
Can be weird. Wakin' up and havin' things be different. Sometimes it's like I can feel someone touchin' this arm, yeah? Really feel it and I know that's not real.
[He wants to talk about the rest, but he's not really sure where to start. Not him, yeah, that's easier.]
I, um, I wasn't alone. Was supposed to be trained to handle these kinds of things, to do well under stress, but I took one look at him layin' there, and I didn't know what to do. [His breath catches.] He could've, they might have hurt him and it would've been all my fault.
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[She pours a little more rum into her glass than is probably healthy, and focuses on what Eggsy is saying.]
It sure would have. You kidnapped him and put him in that situation, after all. [Elizabeth brings him the drink and sets it down on the coffee table in front of him-- with her left hand. No questions about her right just now.]
Eggsy, I know you have an insatiable need to protect people-- hell, I do too-- [At least, she's inferring that from what she's gathered from Eggsy about his family and training.] --but you can't blame yourself because someone else put him in that situation. That doesn't make sense.
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[Eggsy gets what she's saying, understands it, but can't seem to shake it off like he normally does. He wouldn't have been at fault but it feels that way. He still doesn't reach for the drink, but he's glad it's there if he needs it.]
He's my friend Liz. I wouldn't have been able to live with myself if they'd done what they were going to do to him and I didn't stop it.
[He looks in her direction, but almost through her.]
It's just fucked up. I fucked up and I don't know what I'm supposed to do, yeah?
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I know. I know what it's like to make a mistake so serious that you can't live with yourself. But I'm begging you, don't let this be it. Make a different choice next time, but if you live in that bygone moment when everything is alright now, it will hurt too much.
[Nightmares-- that was what she remembers. Nightmares of Sally screaming in a vent, because Elizabeth left her there.] You can start by finding a way to forgive yourself. That's the first and only step. Whatever form that has to take, you have to do it. You have to.