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thisavrou_log2016-11-15 09:40 pm
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Entry tags:
- *event,
- agents of shield: daisy johnson,
- all about j: j,
- breaking bad: jesse pinkman,
- death note: l (crau),
- dogs bullets & carnage: nill,
- guilty gear: venom,
- mcu: bucky barnes (crau),
- mcu: tony stark,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- mushishi: ginko,
- mushishi: ginko (crau),
- npc | ben,
- npc | cúrre,
- npc | mana,
- npc | thán,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- overwatch: soldier 76,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: rey,
- the raven cycle: ronan lynch,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- tron: yori (crau),
- uncharted: elena fisher,
- uncharted: nathan drake,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey
november event
Who: Everyone
When: November 15th and on
Where: The Moira.
What: The ship begins to fall apart and enters a “timeslip” when the Ingress is turned on.
Warnings: Potential violence. Please label your content!
When: November 15th and on
Where: The Moira.
What: The ship begins to fall apart and enters a “timeslip” when the Ingress is turned on.
Warnings: Potential violence. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Here I am at the end of the road and at the top of the heap.."
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She takes him up on the suggestion of place, settling onto the hard edges of rock in silence. Better to let Rinzler choose his distance. Amid the pull of fear, uncertainty, and disorientation, her calculations are all for taking comfort in closeness. Yori doesn't want to take more than he's willing to offer.
The list of things she needs to discuss with Rinzler gets longer all the time, but none of them are worth spooking him off from a moment's peace. They could both use that, Yori estimates. Her hand lifts toward his in half-aware encouragement.
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The slight shift of Yori's hand draws a dip of the helmet, but for all that Rinzler doesn't pull away, he won't reach out, either. It wouldn't be fair. She should know this, but he hasn't told her, and even with the opportunity, Rinzler doesn't know how. The enforcer's stare flicks back up to her face, searching for any chance of comprehension... only to stall, sound quieting.
Yori is so very beautiful.
To look at. To feel, a bright singing warmth in his periphery. He isn't right, he doesn't match, he should never have come this close—but he wants to freeze the moment and keep looping. To never let go.
He wants to break it to a thousand pieces. To run, to shove her back. To make her see. Because it won't last. It can't. Because pretending hurts. She's breaking him apart already.
Fingers curl around nothing at his side before he reaches for the communicator. New as it might be, the prompt is familiar enough, and the text display calls up in seconds, hovering in front. Rinzler's hands hover over the projected keys, stalling for long moments as his noise rattles louder, useless and incomprehensible.
He doesn't know what to say.
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He doesn't reach back, but there's no flinch in his posture. If she tries to ask if she can hug him would it make him more comfortable at the moment or less? Can she be sure he'd answer in line with his own needs?
Yori breaks her own indecision by reaching to brush the edge of her hand against Rinzler's elbow. Any contact helps her racing calculations settle. If Rinzler doesn't seem to be comfortable with more, it's sufficient.
In this empty place, she has trouble believing anything exists when she closes her eyes. At least the ship felt functional, the distant sound of power she can't sense. Here on the rock, no matter how tired she is, the sense of isolation reminds her all over again that she's a program cut off from her system.
If Rinzler is near, it doesn't matter that she has no right to be alive; she'll fight for every stolen moment. He deserves more happiness than Yori knows how to make him accept.
She glances across at the rising sound. Rinzler's hesitation provokes a crooked smile. Of course neither of them know what they're doing. Might as well ask something, then. "May I put my head on your shoulder?"
There's probably a better way to put that, but she's too tired to rephrase.
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Yori is different. Her touch is fleeting, careful, and enough to leave the ghost-sensation looping after for the better part of a full shift. He stares back as she smiles. Did Tron feel this way, too?
The memories are there, in reach, but Rinzler doesn't look. He doesn't want to.
(He wants something to be his.)
Fingers twitch, still paused just over the keys. Words are still too hard, but Yori isn't asking for them, and after a moment, Rinzler's mask ducks in a nod. She can.
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Rinzler's armored shoulder isn't designed for its cushioning effects. Yori settles her weight there with a faint sigh of contentment anyway, one hand rising to support her weight against his arm.
The unyielding edges have nothing in common with her memories of leaning on Tron--except that she feels safe in the same way.
She has absolute faith that Rinzler will let her know if anything she needs to worry about turns up. Her eyes close almost without permission, and as much as she wants to value every moment of this, the passing time blurs into weary relief.