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Entry tags:
- *event,
- agents of shield: daisy johnson,
- all about j: j,
- breaking bad: jesse pinkman,
- death note: l (crau),
- dogs bullets & carnage: nill,
- guilty gear: venom,
- mcu: bucky barnes (crau),
- mcu: tony stark,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- mushishi: ginko,
- mushishi: ginko (crau),
- npc | ben,
- npc | cúrre,
- npc | mana,
- npc | thán,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- overwatch: soldier 76,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: rey,
- the raven cycle: ronan lynch,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- tron: yori (crau),
- uncharted: elena fisher,
- uncharted: nathan drake,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey
november event
Who: Everyone
When: November 15th and on
Where: The Moira.
What: The ship begins to fall apart and enters a “timeslip” when the Ingress is turned on.
Warnings: Potential violence. Please label your content!
When: November 15th and on
Where: The Moira.
What: The ship begins to fall apart and enters a “timeslip” when the Ingress is turned on.
Warnings: Potential violence. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Here I am at the end of the road and at the top of the heap.."
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3. closed to Rinzler
That's never a good sign.
She lurks near the transports whenever she can manage to make an excuse for working there, hoping Rinzler will come to check the ships--his responsibility. If he doesn't, he's even worse off than she suspects. Is he avoiding her?
Everything has been crazy, but there's time now; no telling what will happen next. She's determined to talk to him while she can.
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Considering their current predicament, it might not be hard to guess which. He stills as Yori enters scan-range, hesitating just a beat too long to be casual before he turns to face her. The black helmet ducks, acknowledging, but Rinzler doesn't reach for his MID yet.
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She moves closer at a slow pace, not wanting to crowd Rinzler. The harsh sound and the delay hint that he's upset. There are so many things to be upset or angry about she can't begin to list them. He doesn't look like he wants to talk. No surprise. She'd better try her best, though, or she will never figure out if she could have helped.
"I hope they tell you how sorry they are for ignoring your warnings," she comments with a sigh. This crash is far worse than the last one. If the ship captains don't at least acknowledge that Rinzler had warned them about that danger...
They all have to work together for now, without distractions. Yori might have some words to say later.
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They're users. Fair was never a consideration.
He doesn't want to think about that though. Especially not now. The enforcer's helmet turns back toward Yori before angling a fraction to the side. Status?
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She's not sure Rinzler ever got the alert she tried to send earlier when Clu spoke to her, but since they're both here now with no sign Clu is going to interfere, that isn't urgent. Unsettling, but not urgent. It certainly won't help Rinzler relax at all. She can tell him before he leaves.
"I've been working on inventory since then," she glosses over the post-crash events. "But I'd rather rest in the transport than in a tent." Power supply if necessary, defensible walls, a way to lock Clu out or escape if she really had to...along with a good chance Rinzler would show up at some point. Plenty of reasons.
She shakes her head to clear out the question of what Clu is doing. Rinzler is here. That's more important.
Yori reaches out to brush his elbow, hoping he'll let her have the reassurance. They've lost so much all over again--she appreciates Rinzler as a constant. "What have you been doing?" she asks, in hope of getting a little more detail than whether he believes he's functional.
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Rest might not be high on Rinzler's list of preferred activities, but it's a sensible enough priority for Yori. He's about to step aside and let her get to it... when fingers brush lightly against his arm. He freezes, startled, glancing down.
Not done, then. The helmet rises, stills again for an uncertain pause. But the query is too much to dismiss with a binary, and as sharp as Clu's admonitions against users had been recently... he hadn't said anything about this. (He shouldn't need to. Even putting function entirely aside, Rinzler knows what Yori's looking for, and it's not him.)
He wants to loop that process even less. Redirect: data request. The enforcer reaches for his MID, faintly surprised when it turns on this time. The glitch on impact hadn't been a welcome one.
Monitoring transport ships.
Assessing for needed repair or maintenance.
Brief patrol.
More simply put: keeping busy.
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No surprises in that list. Yori nods at it, lifts an uncertain glance up. "If there's anything I can do to help with the transports, let me know--I've been assigning myself tasks, but nothing more important than keeping your ships in good shape."
Navigation is not an active task while crashed, it goes without saying.
She's not sure he wants to hear about Tron...more accurately, she's certain he doesn't ever want to be reminded about Tron. Is it an important report? Rinzler's not likely to ask anyone. "I saw Tron safe on the ground." Minimal detail, but she can't tell if Rinzler might be at all worried about his other version, since he'd never admit it. "And Alan-One and Clu were on the crew count. Not damaged. I don't know if you've had a chance to look at that."
He could have made a chance. But whether he'd admit to wanting to know, let anyone see him looking...
They're a complicated mess, but they are all connected whether they want to be or not.
Retconning the MID use as TAB use, considering the update!
They had no purpose left, together.
Rinzler's not sure what he wanted to hear. Tron's status certainly wasn't expected, though the uptick of the enforcer's noise isn't quite as aggressive as it could have been. Alan-one makes slightly more sense, but he wouldn't have expected Yori to know about Clu's state. Unless, perhaps, she'd needed to avoid him. Fingers curl around the unfamiliar keys of the communicator, lagging a moment before he types out the confirmation.
Clu, user: known.
He hadn't checked up on his double.
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Different subject, then.
"If you're not working on anything this moment, maybe you could sit with me and rest a few minutes?" she suggests, half hopeful. No doubt Rinzler has all kinds of things to do. Also no doubt he won't let himself stop and rest until the whole crew is safe, days or weeks from now, however long it takes.
Asking is worth a try.
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The system he'd decided to safeguard is dead. Crew is a nonapplicable value, and where that leaves all of them, he doesn't want to consider. Yori might still come and talk and want to sit together, but that, too, feels like just a new deception. She's looking for Tron. Waiting for him to remember.
But he does, and he knows, and he isn't rolling back.
Fingers hover over the keys, patterns of excuses mapping out without quite coming to expression. He's been out of tasks for a while, and rejecting Yori without offering a reason feels too cowardly to be permitted. He lags just long enough for the holographic display to fade, and Rinzler stares down at the blank space before nodding once, and stepping aside. There's a rocky outcropping just a few paces away at about the right height.
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She takes him up on the suggestion of place, settling onto the hard edges of rock in silence. Better to let Rinzler choose his distance. Amid the pull of fear, uncertainty, and disorientation, her calculations are all for taking comfort in closeness. Yori doesn't want to take more than he's willing to offer.
The list of things she needs to discuss with Rinzler gets longer all the time, but none of them are worth spooking him off from a moment's peace. They could both use that, Yori estimates. Her hand lifts toward his in half-aware encouragement.
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The slight shift of Yori's hand draws a dip of the helmet, but for all that Rinzler doesn't pull away, he won't reach out, either. It wouldn't be fair. She should know this, but he hasn't told her, and even with the opportunity, Rinzler doesn't know how. The enforcer's stare flicks back up to her face, searching for any chance of comprehension... only to stall, sound quieting.
Yori is so very beautiful.
To look at. To feel, a bright singing warmth in his periphery. He isn't right, he doesn't match, he should never have come this close—but he wants to freeze the moment and keep looping. To never let go.
He wants to break it to a thousand pieces. To run, to shove her back. To make her see. Because it won't last. It can't. Because pretending hurts. She's breaking him apart already.
Fingers curl around nothing at his side before he reaches for the communicator. New as it might be, the prompt is familiar enough, and the text display calls up in seconds, hovering in front. Rinzler's hands hover over the projected keys, stalling for long moments as his noise rattles louder, useless and incomprehensible.
He doesn't know what to say.
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He doesn't reach back, but there's no flinch in his posture. If she tries to ask if she can hug him would it make him more comfortable at the moment or less? Can she be sure he'd answer in line with his own needs?
Yori breaks her own indecision by reaching to brush the edge of her hand against Rinzler's elbow. Any contact helps her racing calculations settle. If Rinzler doesn't seem to be comfortable with more, it's sufficient.
In this empty place, she has trouble believing anything exists when she closes her eyes. At least the ship felt functional, the distant sound of power she can't sense. Here on the rock, no matter how tired she is, the sense of isolation reminds her all over again that she's a program cut off from her system.
If Rinzler is near, it doesn't matter that she has no right to be alive; she'll fight for every stolen moment. He deserves more happiness than Yori knows how to make him accept.
She glances across at the rising sound. Rinzler's hesitation provokes a crooked smile. Of course neither of them know what they're doing. Might as well ask something, then. "May I put my head on your shoulder?"
There's probably a better way to put that, but she's too tired to rephrase.
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Yori is different. Her touch is fleeting, careful, and enough to leave the ghost-sensation looping after for the better part of a full shift. He stares back as she smiles. Did Tron feel this way, too?
The memories are there, in reach, but Rinzler doesn't look. He doesn't want to.
(He wants something to be his.)
Fingers twitch, still paused just over the keys. Words are still too hard, but Yori isn't asking for them, and after a moment, Rinzler's mask ducks in a nod. She can.
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Rinzler's armored shoulder isn't designed for its cushioning effects. Yori settles her weight there with a faint sigh of contentment anyway, one hand rising to support her weight against his arm.
The unyielding edges have nothing in common with her memories of leaning on Tron--except that she feels safe in the same way.
She has absolute faith that Rinzler will let her know if anything she needs to worry about turns up. Her eyes close almost without permission, and as much as she wants to value every moment of this, the passing time blurs into weary relief.