Thisavrou Head Mods (
savmods) wrote in
thisavrou_log2017-11-09 08:50 pm
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
Entry tags:
- all about j: j,
- borderlands: zer0,
- dceu: diana prince,
- destiny: cayde-6,
- deus ex: adam jensen,
- doctor who: clara oswald,
- dragon age: neriel lavellan,
- fate series: siegfried,
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mcu: peter jason quill,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- mushishi: ginko,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- original character: darin altway,
- overwatch: aleksandra zaryanova,
- overwatch: lena oxton,
- overwatch: widowmaker,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- red vs blue: agent washington,
- roadies: kelly ann,
- star trek aos: james t. kirk,
- star wars: anakin skywalker,
- uncharted: nathan drake,
- uncharted: nathan drake (crau),
- undertale: chara dreemurr,
- voltron ld: alfor,
- x-men movies: charles xavier,
- x-men movies: erik lehnsherr,
- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: kurt wagner,
- x-men movies: marie d'ancanto | rogue,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
November World Travel
Who: Anyone and everyone
When: Nov. 9 and onward
Where: Kaittos
What: A new path opens up
[While the Trials themselves are intended to be logged here, an update will offer more information on the Awakening experienced by the successful. This will come out on November 23rd! For questions, please head to the recent mod update.]
When: Nov. 9 and onward
Where: Kaittos
What: A new path opens up
Without warning, the silvery light that appeared to bring new people from other worlds and old items from home appears once more, and this time it lingers, forming portals as tall as an average human near each of the three Ingress shrines. The location does not appear to be a coincidence; this time, the portals are translucent, revealing the destination on the other side. Instead of taking Avagi's residents to the future, it will take them to another world. If they step through the portal, travelers will find something far different from where they've been living this last month: Kaittos, a peaceful world containing one large land mass and a scattering of lived-on islands across a clear blue ocean. On the mainland, a large city-state occupies the central region and southern coast and resembles what some travelers from some versions of Earth might know of the Hanging Gardens of Babylon. ![]() Bustling and lively, the city is clean and well provided-for due to the temperate climate and the bountiful natural resources found on its northern side; orchards, farms and forests extend into the distance, butting up against a small mountain range. The technology level is low compared to Avagi, with carriages and candles in place rather than cars and electric lights, but the craftsmen of the world have managed some very impressive mechanical feats. Kaittans, the local residents of the world appear somewhat humanoid, but the bipedal race has hooves rather than feet, silvery skin and three eyes with vertical pupils. Although there is no sign of any other sentient species in the world, the locals are nonetheless excited to meet their guests, rather than suspicious or afraid; for some reason, they are not surprised that aliens exist, merely that they are here. In the weeks to come, the stabilized portals will provide a respite from the more confined lifestyle aboard Avagi. Travelers are warmly welcomed and encouraged to explore the land. Some things they'll find include...
|
trading block
[The shift between their last conversation with him and the vision of him now do not mark any obvious correlation; they can only assume some other party was responsible. Well, good, they think. Good. Far better that he be back to his insufferable, earnest self, too eager to help and too unwilling to listen, than the self-pitying lump he's done an excellent job of impersonating since the effects of their first meeting.]
[The magic is no longer a shock, nor are his explanations regarding the Fade and related subjects, given his brief explanation of such the last time they spoke. It is the animated nature of these explanations that arrest their attention so, lifting one eyebrow in delicate observation until there's a lull in the conversation.]
You seem quite at ease in a world not your own, Mr. Lavellan.
no subject
It's not as if they're--strangers. But their interactions have been no close than those of acquaintances. Haven't they?
He waits until the last of the Kaittans have packed their goods and left, until the last of the children decide their interest is better applied elsewhere. Only then does he turn his attention exclusively to Chara.]
Story of my life. Is there a problem?
[In case you haven't noticed, he's kind of busy.]
no subject
[Just, you know. No fucking biggie. Just wanting to know why you're suddenly barfing rainbows and looking about ready to shit out a fat wad of butterflies while you're at it.]
[You'll forgive them for the mental image. It's just such an obvious contrast to pair with his earlier self.]
no subject
Don't be caught at a disadvantage; never admit to ignorance, unless it will gain favor. Of course, this is a simple conversation, not the Game, but he can't untrain himself so easily.]
Clearly, the fresh air has done me some good. [Damn. He wasn't that irritable, was he?]
no subject
Funny how that never seemed to make a difference before. Is it not?
no subject
I'm not sure what you mean. [After all, all the air onboard the Avagi is recycled.]
no subject
[They point it out slowly, as though explaining to someone very young that two plus two does indeed equal four. Which, given that they are a child and he an adult, has every reason to be supremely grating.]
no subject
You know I didn't do that on purpose, Chara.
[Indeed, this much he remembers: he encountered Chara after the episode with the demonic twins; Chara had guessed his death, and he'd guessed that his own run-in with Chara's double wasn't actually a double at all.
That they're bringing it up now is only another part of the mystery of how they think.]
no subject
[What they're not clear on is why he's made such an apparent tonal about-face now. What's changed?]
no subject
Surely I wasn't that depressing.
1/?
2/
3/
4/5
no subject
no subject
Still. There's no reason to snap at a child, so he'll struggle to remain at least somewhat peaceable.]
Chara, I can tell you right now that I don't have any idea what you're talking about, so if there's something you'd like to say you can go right ahead.
no subject
[Did he do something? That in and of itself is not so surprising - he is nearly always committing himself to feats of extreme and self-sacrificial stupidity. But this is absurd, even for him. Is it not?]
This is a poor joke, sir.
[Unless it genuinely isn’t one. And if that’s the case...]
Have you any profound associations with the word “intermediary”?
no subject
He's on the edge of a cliff, looking down into an abyss, wondering what it would be like to jump. When he jerks back to life, it's with a stammer.]
Not--not any moreso than anyone else. [It's true. His own experience with their methods starts and ends with the simulation they'd all been locked into. Why is he acting like this?] Why are you asking?
no subject
[Surely...]
[Did he do something? Did he agree to something? Wipe his mind clean? Was it that painful? Were the choices brought on by their involvement - ]
[Everything they were. Everything they did. Everything to which they contributed, good and bad, the rifting and the sinking, the rise and the fall, everything clawed from his mind until there's nothing, nothing but shreds of a child that never truly existed and they shouldn't be laughing but it's so - ]
[It's so]
[ERASE.]
[
ERASE.][I couldn't stop laughing.]
You wiped me out. You wiped me out.
no subject
He's never had much cause to speak with Chara much, before this. They're distant coworkers, nothing more. It's a mystery to him that they approached him in the first place, honestly. And while Lavellan had known of Chara's reputation for... instability, it's quite another thing for it to be thrown directly in his face.
And, as far as he knows, this is the first and only time he's had to deal with it.]
I don't have any idea what you're talking about. [He wiped them out? How? They're standing right in front of him.
He takes a wary, uncertain step back, hands held in front of him in placation, eyes darting around them both as if he can summon someone else to take care of this, someone who understands Chara and can help them in a way he isn't equipped to.] Chara, we've barely even spoken before this.
no subject
[Their voice is too loud. Too loud, too direct, too bossy, ha ha! Their smile has glued itself on, cheek to cheek, and the words tear through the stiffness of the silence, the cotton-muzz of the world that is now too fast and too loud and too immediate.]
You wiped away everything. You - you're no better than the rest of them! Anything if it means you can forget!
[God, are they - are they even real? Are they even real anymore? If they can be forgotten so easily, across so many avenues, a name polished off the plaque on a coffin and a stringy handful of bandages and a bar of chocolate and he scrubbed them out as easily as if - ]
[Easy to change, isn't it?]
[It really is.]
no subject
He knows enough of Chara that they aren't a typical child, and that they likely need something that he can't provide. Unfortunately, he has no ide who could.]
I'm sorry, I-- [He struggles to think of anything to keep it from sounding trite, but he comes up empty.] I really don't know what I've done to upset you. Is there someone I can take you to? [Someone who can help him as much as them.]
no subject
[The response is immediate, warning, paired with a lifting of their hands, palms out, as though they might ward him away. They can't look at him. God, they can't look at him. He's not even all that special! He's one of many! Who hasn't scored them from existence at this point? It's nothing new!]
[Were they stupid enough to let themself believe that things could actually be different, here?]
You think that makes you special? You think you're the first one to ERASE me?
no subject
I don't think anything. I don't know-- [But he's already said that, and it didn't get him anywhere. Another angle. There must be something.]
I've clearly missed something that's very important to you, so why don't you-- [He swallows, uncertain, a nervous tic.] Why don't you tell me what it is, so that I can help.
You haven't been erased. All right? I didn't--I didn't erase you, Chara. You're still here.
no subject
[The words are an unbroken hiss; his posture is almost familiar, but its associative nostalgia simply makes it more viscerally upsetting for reasons they don’t care to enumerate to themself.]
What was it? What finally pushed you over that edge? Was it the nightmares? Was it the annoyance? Was it not being able to last one second more in that dismal brain of yours, and taking the first option you saw? How many times will you consent to having your mind toyed with before you are content, sir?
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)