Cúrre (
hownkai) wrote in
thisavrou_log2016-10-02 12:25 am
Entry tags:
- *event,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- mcu: tony stark,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: liquid snake,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- original character: adrien arbuckal,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: fareeha "pharah" amari,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- overwatch: soldier 76,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: rey,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- uncharted: elena fisher,
- uncharted: nathan drake,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( october event log )
Who: Everyone
When: October 1st and on
Where: The Mini Colony of the Runoff.
What: The Moira stops to resupply at the closest planet.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
When: October 1st and on
Where: The Mini Colony of the Runoff.
What: The Moira stops to resupply at the closest planet.
Warnings: None for now. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"It is an exploration for truth; the reveal can be more terrifying than the unknown."
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"We seem to have done nothing but fight since you arrived," he begins, pausing a reasonable distance away. "We should talk."
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The black helmet angles to the side. Why?
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"I should probably offer an apology for attacking you when my... our User was killed," he says, recalling their last encounter. "I was not processing correctly." He won't mention that Rinzler wasn't exactly himself at the time either, glitching with blue circuits as he stood over Alan's body.
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Sometimes, he wonders if he should.
His sound is quieter by the time Tron's done, though the apology itself draws a skeptical stare. They're made to delete threats, and even if Rinzler had been himself enough to count, that should only be more reason for antagonism. They're not allies. Still, arguing seems just as pointless. The helmet ducks: acknowledged, accepted. Moving on.
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He moves to the side, shifting to lean against one of the tables in the medbay. He's only slightly closer to Rinzler now, but still not within striking distance. "I have never categorized you as a threat," he continues. "I know by logic that I should. You have attacked me and others on multiple occasions. However..." he trails off, shaking his head as his circuits dim slightly. "I cannot do so. Especially since... I am you as well."
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Why?
He's attacked the blue-lit program. Harmed his friends. Killed users with his own disks, first once, then twice, then again and again. He'd been worse than useless when Alan-one had needed help, and if Tron didn't blame him for that any longer, Rinzler wasn't so sure. He serves Clu. Why wouldn't Tron hate him?
(What does he need to do?)
Tron isn't him. He isn't Tron, Tron isn't him, and the black shell that locks off Rinzler's face jerks sideways, once, then twice. The rejection is immediate and furious, noise rattling out louder. But there's something odd to the movement. Something small. Like a beta putting its hands over its ears.
He doesn't want to hear that.
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"You saw it, didn't you? I was not... Tron when I attacked you. And that isn't the first time it's happened." It's still difficult to talk about, the code that's still entwined with his own, wrapped around Alan-1's original programming, twisted so tightly that he's not sure where he ends and Rinzler begins.
"I am still Rinzler, as well. Part of me is." He doesn't look away from his double, staring straight at him as though he can see through the helmet to the mirrored face underneath. "And that means if I categorize you as a threat, then I must do the same to myself."
Maybe you should, some part of him insists. He tries to ignore it.
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If it happened before, Rinzler would never have been allowed to remember.
The glitching, scraping noise grows louder. Clu is offline, but Rinzler can still feel his admin at his back, a silent hook of [programmer] claiming priority. He can feel the empty ache between his shoulders too, the absence where his backup should be docked. Clu would have taken it. Clu had taken it, so many, many times, to pull him apart and put him together.
He's supposed to.
Rinzler hates this. Hates Tron. It's his fault. For being here, for staring (with a face they shouldn't have) and talking (with a voice he can't use) when Rinzler wants nothing more than to leave. He can't leave his admin to a threat. He can't fight, but he won't back down. Still, he hates that stare. As if Tron can see him. As if Tron would. Tron fights for the users. Tron is whole, Tron is wanted, and Rinzler has only ever been the part the users left behind.
Tron's broken too.
And he's falling to pieces.
Fingers are curled at the enforcer's side, frame locked hard enough to shatter. Lights shiver, just a little, dim and bright in agitation. He's supposed to be perfect. He hates being weak. He reaches for the device locked to one wrist, and wanting words has never felt like more of a surrender.
Should.
The word lingers in the air for long seconds. He means it. Then Rinzler deletes the line and types another in its place.
Clarify: still.
He's listening.
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"Still," Tron repeats, nodding. Holding up one hand to show he's not attacking, he reaches back slowly and removes the joined discs from his back, then holds them level to open the interface. He can't edit his own code, but he can look at it, something he's avoided doing thus far. But if it can help to show Rinzler... he will.
The outline of his face... their face glows in blue above the disc for a moment, then breaks apart into lines of code, swirling upward. The programming is precise, orderly... except for gashes of red, overlaid like angry wounds over the original code, pulsing over gaps and covering broken segments, sometimes worked so deeply into the original it's hard to tell where one begins and the other ends. Tron feels vaguely sick looking at it.
"I can't change it. But his changes are still there." He nods toward the pod, expression darkening.
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[ERROR—]
Motes of blue-white light float up from the disk, and Rinzler freezes, stare locked on the display. He can't. Tron can't. Except the image spirals apart, sectioning to show the code beneath, and clearly, Tron can. It's Rinzler who isn't allowed to look at his own code, Rinzler whose system is awash with warning flags and hooked compulsion. He needs to step back, turn away; he starts to, but—
But...
(He isn't Tron.)
He isn't Tron. This isn't him. It's not (but it is) (but it's not), and the harsh rattle in the enforcer's sound grows louder as his helmet dips and falters and comes back up. Rinzler's frame is still rigid, tense unease playing through every line. But it's a loophole. An excuse?
It's true enough.
He looks. He stares. General read-access isn't new, but he's never seen something this close to himself, and as the lockup fades, there's a flicker of something else, just under the surface. It's visible in the halting, uncertain slant of the black mask. In the way Rinzler steps closer without seeming to realize it. He doesn't touch, doesn't reach up at all, but attention traces the functions mapped in clear blue-white, lingers on the junctions where red (his color) merges and splits off. Is this what he looks like? No, wrong, he can't think that (and filters press close, prickling with violation), but...
He's in there. Parts of him. Fragments. Tron isn't a backup at all.
Rinzler's eyes lift to his double's face, and he doesn't know what to say.