Cúrre (
hownkai) wrote in
thisavrou_log2016-09-19 04:07 pm
Entry tags:
- *event,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- mass effect: commander shepard,
- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- original character: andyr prince,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: lúcio,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: rey,
- transformers idw: ultra magnus,
- transformers mtmte: riptide,
- transformers robots in disguise: sideswi,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( september event log )
Who: Everyone
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Never be the first to arrive or the last to go, and never, ever be both."
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[There's a reflexive haughtiness to his tone, but it's light enough not to mean much. The Falcon is his livelihood, his most prized possession-- more often than not, his home. It's overstating things a bit to say he knows every scratch, every fleck of oxidation, but he comes pretty damn close. This ship was old before either of them were born, after all-- a little wear and tear is inevitable, but he tries to keep things in order where it counts.]
Wish I'd had the sense to stay with the ship.
[He can't shake the feeling that maybe if they hadn't all gotten carried away, maybe people wouldn't just have vanished like that-- it doesn't matter how many people try to assure him it's not that simple. At least he wouldn't have gone on as though nothing had happened.]
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[It's an unfortunate truth, one he's still trying to wrap his own head around, but if he had to waste a full year of his life, a concept less and less abhorrent the longer they spend out here and away from home, he could think of far worse ways to wile the time away.]
Being here wouldn't have-- [saved anyone] --changed anything. Except maybe for mitigating your rust collection.
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[Or maybe not. Everyone seems to be wandering around like they're a little lost. Still, he's gonna grumble. He can't help but think-- maybe at least he'd know when the last time he saw his family was.
Hell. He can't say that to Anakin, obviously. Loath as he is to admit it, they're his family, too. They can't talk about Leia without that fact coming up, and he's not willing to test this uneasy truce so heavily, not just yet. He allows himself a quiet sigh; pausing his work means letting his weariness catch up with him.]
You'd think wasting a year would leave us feeling refreshed, at least.
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[He says it, and however true, it suddenly sounds crass when he hears it. (Granted, the implication could be, but that's not why they're talking. It certainly isn't the thing they're blatantly avoiding. But they seem careless all the same.) Anakin grimaces but doesn't make a move to correct himself.
It isn't wholly untrue, for as callous as it feels out in the open.]
But I doubt scraping at rust is bound to make anyone feel better.
[It's an attempt. A small one, perhaps, but an opening all the same.]
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[The admission comes, far less sarcastic than he means it to sound, too fast for him to realize what a vulnerable statement it really is. Han is at loose ends right now-- the Falcon, at least, is still with him.]
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Look, it's a big hurdle to get over.]
I dunno.
[It's a pretty lousy peace offering, isn't it.]
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It's something. Especially when he can see that flash of grim agitation he's used to associating with his daughter in particular.]
Probably not. [The laugh that follows is clipped, and not quite like a laugh at all. There's little humour in it, and what's left is barbed. Who would have thought this far away from a battlefield that it's gallows humor that they rely on now?] And I doubt you need any help beating up on your ship. And I don't envy you having to explain that to Rey later.
[If anything, he's thankful to not be the one on the other end of that glare, thank you.] But if you need-- [to talk--we should talk about this] --if you need anything, I'm happy to help.
[He doesn't want to do this. Doesn't like the catch in his throat, or how his heart drops every time he thinks about it. But they are, after a fashion, family, aren't they? It's...something.]
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(But it is, too. He can't just forget it.)
The same thought, though, has struck him-- for worse or better they are family. He doesn't even have the luxury of pretending it doesn't matter; not after meeting his son, who so clearly strives to emulate Vader's awful example. At home, perhaps, it will be a shadow they can't cast off. Here, he's trying to convince himself it may as well be different. If he could find it in himself, if only for a day, to treat Ben as his son rather than his murderer, surely he ought to do the same for Leia's father. Even if she never quite got there herself.]
Sure, [he answers, a little weakly. It's all theoretical, anyway. There's nothing that can be done to help. Rallying a little, decisively, he nods.] Likewise.