Cúrre (
hownkai) wrote in
thisavrou_log2016-09-19 04:07 pm
Entry tags:
- *event,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- mass effect: commander shepard,
- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- original character: andyr prince,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: lúcio,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: rey,
- transformers idw: ultra magnus,
- transformers mtmte: riptide,
- transformers robots in disguise: sideswi,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( september event log )
Who: Everyone
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Never be the first to arrive or the last to go, and never, ever be both."
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The mantis creature on the ground whines in the pain but with staggering and weak movements it attempts to get up, probably trying to flee. While it did not leave the ruins of party entirely it still seemed to posses some kind of common sense and sense of danger. The other mantis creatures stays where they are, looking and no doubt wondering how would they be able to serve them.
Without giving him time to go turn and focus back on his victim J opens her mouth. For a second it looks like she's about to say something. But swallowing nothing, she closes her lips again, pressing them into a thin disapproving line as she shakes her head.
Don't.]
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He isn't done. He isn't sure he's even gotten started. The black mask stays fixed on J, noise seething out in wordless fury as he stares through the thin flim of red. Fluid violence is held in suspension, every line coiled and ready: to fight, to move, to break, or kill. He's been kept from his true purpose for much too long, and if the user who'd mocked him for his limits thinks her disapproval has any hold? She's going to learn she's very, very wrong.
Rinzler's helmet jerks sideways. Interrogative, response, one voiceless, pointless twitch in trade for another. Why?
Give him one good reason.]
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She raises her gaze from the ground to meet his stare once again. The sharp, questioning head tilt makes her feel frustrated. Both with him but also with her lack of an answer. How can he not see that this is wrong? The bugs cant and wont defend themselves. What he does is unnecessarily cruel and simply unfair. It's not even been that long since he had been in similar situation, injured and helpless.
And she knows that there's really nothing she can do to make him see that. There's no humanity in him that she could appeal to. She thinks that she out of anyone ought to know how little mercy he possessed.
But still, she wasn't going to let this happen. She gives him another stern shake of her head as an answer, forbidding him to continue.]
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And they'd still managed to break him. To cage him. To make him want it too.
(Again.)
A headshake isn't a reason. And he doesn't miss the strict forbiddance, the order written in every condescending motion of her frame. It's enough to clench the fury already coiled in the program's shell, enough for it to sizzle out and spill over to sheer rage. Can she see it? It feels tangible and thick, something to choke on or drown in. It always has been. Broken Rinzler, stupid Rinzler, a monster on a leash to be cut short or jerked aside. This is what he's written for. This is all he is.
But not. For. Her.
Noise jars out in a shattered snarl, helmet lowering in perfect match to the (subservient) (lethal) curve of Rinzler's spine. Then the program reaches down, wrist curving to slice off the creature's empty, broken head—]
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Still, she had stood up and stepped in to stop him. But why? There's nothing she can do to stop him. She doesn't have any power over him --never has-- and now she has powerlessly to watch as he's going to kill someone again. Someone she doesn't know nor does she care for. So really, it shouldn't matter. Just a moment ago she had detested and wanted to condemn them to hell just as he. So why did she bother.
She watches him to turn his attention back to the mantis on the ground, crouching over it and reaching down to deliver the finishing blow. Just like before. It's not Peter and they've hurt her and everyone else and she's so angry about everything. About the whole party. Rinzler. Peter. Herself.
But just like Peter these foolish, disgusting creatures doesn't deserve this. Let them stay on this miserable place and waste away on their own, yes, but to attack and torture when they didn't even seem to realize what was going to happen to them. No, this is wrong.
And just like the last time she isn't going to let it happen. She's not weak.
Her grip on the pitcher tightens as she raises her arm and furiously throws it at Rinzler. There's a intense, almost burning weight on her chest that moves quickly up to her throat and before she can stop herself J opens her mouth, letting out a long suffocated voice:]
Rinzler don't you dare! [The voice is very high-pitched and powerful as she screams the words, feeling it to shake her whole body and bringing some tears to her eyes.]
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'Rinzler—'
No.
'Rinzler don't—'
He doesn't know that voice.
'—don't you dare!'
He doesn't know that voice, but he can track its position. He doesn't know that voice because he hasn't heard it. Because it didn't exist. Because he gutted the user it belonged to, because she woke up as damaged as he is, in one small, vital way.
She said they couldn't fix it. He'd tried, but she said—she—
The pitcher bounces off his shoulder. The hum of his disks flickers, lags, a fraction of a second's stall. He doesn't drop them because he has never dropped them, because Rinzler is a weapon and a tool and a tool has no value if it breaks (so many, many times). But he doesn't finish the kill either. He doesn't move. Not the weapons. Not his core. Nothing but the small, slow twitch of his helmet as it raises toward J.]
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"J is a sensitive kid," had been doctor's diagnose when she had lost her voice all those years ago when her father died. That's it. She's sensitive --weak-- and there's nothing that anyone could do about it so better leave her alone, right? And even back then she had been the one to break through the mute spell.
"If you're really a girl it's not like you're going to need it, right!" The boys from orphanage had cornered her in the bathroom, waving pair of scissors in front of her while laughing and mocking at her state of disability along with her unusual appearance. It's a secret memory of a humiliation that once happened. It had been important lesson about the cruelty in the world and what had pushed her over the edge, teaching that if she were to survive she'll have to do it on her own. She needs to be strong because no one is going to hold her hand.
Just like now. She's not going to wait for someone step in and help.
Never again is Rinzler going to make her watch this sort of violence, a murder, silently from the side. Not when she can do something about it. She's not weak.
Her voice had broke out with such violent force, making her ears ring and eyes blurry from the white noise. But despite her shaken appearance her glare that she shoots at Rinzler is everything but hesitating. It's intense, defiant and unforgiving.]
Don't do it. [She speaks again, this time her voice is nowhere loud or stark as before. On the contrary her it's quiet and squeaky, like a broken glass.]
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He wants to ask, but she wouldn't listen. She hadn't before.
Why would she?
She's a user.
She's a user. She has a voice. They're nothing alike.
They never were.
Spattered liquid drips down his mask, a thin, rose-tinted sheen obscuring vision. Disks hum in clean counterpoint. His sound rises, and it's harsh. Meaningless. He's choking on his own corruption, just like he was meant to from the start. The black shell encasing him falls, just a little. Lifting his head to meet her gaze is suddenly too much weight to bear.
Disks wink out without a word. Without even the slightest pretense at one. Hands clench rigidly around each inactive blade, enough to dig in (enough to hurt) (to feel). And Rinzler turns, the coiled grace of combat bleeding away. Head bowed. Frame hunched. Only the weapons locked in either fist break the default of subservience as he starts to walk.
They don't matter. He doesn't meet this user's gaze. He doesn't look back, either, not at the broken thing she came to help. He passes out of the circle and he doesn't stop.]