Cúrre (
hownkai) wrote in
thisavrou_log2016-09-19 04:07 pm
Entry tags:
- *event,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- mass effect: commander shepard,
- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- original character: andyr prince,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: lúcio,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: rey,
- transformers idw: ultra magnus,
- transformers mtmte: riptide,
- transformers robots in disguise: sideswi,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( september event log )
Who: Everyone
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Never be the first to arrive or the last to go, and never, ever be both."
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Yeah. We were friends. So I guess I knew him as good as anybody else.
[As much as a child could think they knew about an adult at least. He'd been kind to her and more like home than anyone else in that awful time before Kobra had come. It hadn't mattered how little he told her about himself, Deacon had carried that air of Zonerat in the best kind of way and it was all she needed to know.
Even if he'd never said anything about a dog.]
You must of liked him to give him a pet.
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[Even if the lying frustrated him to no end. Infuriated him, actually. But in the end, had it actually been meant to make Kaz's life any worse? No. The man was just using misdirection to protect himself.]
[He wouldn't have trusted him the same way again, but maybe he would have been less harsh.]
He could get to know them too, from how they reacted.
This will have to be cleaned up, but how about we get a picture of it when you're finished. So you don't lose it.
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Maybe to you. But he never lied 'bout nothin' to me.
[He did, many times. But never about things she knew enough to call him on. There was a reason she was so terrified of the medbay and it all had to do with Deacon's increasingly false reports on medical practices.]
He got to know me just fine without any of that. Maybe he was just playin' with ya, sayin' he was lyin'. Adults have stupid senses of humor sometimes.
[She sighs, picking back up the can to finish the tagline.]
I'm not gonna lose what I remember. [A pause.] But I guess.
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Opened up the piece of paper to look at the code and it was an apology for lying. I was pissed as hell at the time. I got over it. [A rarity. Took a lot for a man like him to get over being lied to.]
[He stands back to use his MID to get a picture for her, a still with the video function, and then he sends it to her so that she has it.] I have a friend that likes to keep pictures. I'm keeping the ones that Link made for me, too. So you should hang onto these anyway.
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Just because he lied to you doesn't mean he ever did to me. [She'll cling to that until the proof came otherwise.] And I don't think I wanna believe ya anyway. Don't know you, don't know if you might like spreadin' the lies instead.
[She looks up at him, a little apologetic. It was just that Deacon had been her friend, and she couldn't pick out Miller from Adam. It was easier for her loyalty to go the one she's known longer.
She turns back to look at the picture sent.]
You're awful lucky to get to pictures at all back home, let alone have a lot of 'em. Your friend afraid of forgettin'?
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Knowing this ship, he could have lied because he genuinely believed it at the time.
[Conceding in this case is better than arguing. She's young. And part of him is very sad she could have that much faith. The rest is sad that he's sad about it. That's some strong suspicion.]
[If he's lucky, maybe she'll stop and think about it.]
[The latter part? ...Well, he decides to not be specific. To protect V's feelings.] I think a lot of us are afraid of forgetting. Sometimes pictures of someone just make us feel good. [He loosely gestures at what she's doing now. He has no idea what's on Venom's mind half the time. He suspects it's not wanting to forget. Seems like it's very simple things that make him feel okay.]
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Like maybe somethin' was messin' with his head, makin' him think that?
[It sounds plausible, with all the things she's seen here. There's been enough strange things that she could see how easily someone could get confused or forced to be believe something false.
And that's what she'd rather believe than that Deacon had been lying. Conceding the point has only given her an out, an excuse.]
There's nothin' worse than forgettin'. I think everybody ought to be afraid of it. [The idea that a picture might be just to make someone happy? She gets that. It's part of why they'd taken a picture of her to send to her mom way back then, back when she still liked to write to her. It's why she keeps the Killjoy's wanted posters in her room.] And sometimes a little bad too.
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Probably. He was a good guy. [He'll keep with that. A lie to protect a lie. Why not?]
Well. Here's a little bit of help so you don't forget. I'll send it to you, just to be sure. What's your name? [He opens his MID to send her the picture.]
[She's not wrong. Even the best picture of the people you love looking happy can be wounding once they're lost.]
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[She shakes her head of those thoughts, not about to get mopey again while someone was around to witness it. There's a moment between him asking her name and her answering, that the Girl looks pained. It's always her least favorite kind of question.]
I don't got one. [She looks down at her own MID, considering.] I just told 'em I was a girl when I got here. Think that's how people talk to me on here.
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Alright. [He debates, briefly, what name to introduce himself under.] I'm Kazuhira. Kaz. For short.
[And he finds her listing, sends the image. A wall emblazoned with a spray painted image. All of the people that hurt to remember, but feel good to think about. He thinks of the ridiculous posters on motherbase, meant to resemble a particular lost girl.] Do you draw often?
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[BLI had come to the desert from Japan, back before the east was swallowed up by the war. While every runner could at least read the language, not many kept the names when they fled the city.
She was a little surprised to hear a name like that so far from home.]
Not like I used to. [She shrugs, rolls on of the paint cans between her hands.] More room for it at home, the boys sometimes found supplies so we could draw on paper too. Only got so much paint to go 'round up here in space.
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[It's hard to know if a "company" is an actual company, or a larger organization or concept. After his encounters with Cipher, and having seen Eli as a child, it's fully plausible that someone her age could have been dealing with some larger entity.]
[He's also very prone to overthinking things.]
There's a lot on the ship. I know a boy who has something that helps him draw whenever he wants. Maybe I can find something like it for you.
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[She gives him a little smile. She's never learned about city names from Japan, maybe she could have if she'd been raised in Bat City. But still knowing someone with that history reminds her of home.]
Plenty of people got folks like that back in the desert.
[She perks up further at the mention of drawing. She's thinking supplies, like the markers the boys would sometimes find her.]
What kind of thing? [And then, more hesitantly:] I ain't got a lot of fancy things to trade for it. Place keeps givin' me booze for some reason, if that'll work.
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[And the bad guys, huh?] When I was born, America was still considered the Bad Guys in my country. Made it hard to grow up there, looking like I do.
But we did make a lot of businesses, yeah. And I've seen a lot of businesses from any place go bad. What happened to Better Living Industries? [Maybe he can take a few lessons home with him; he's been trying to do that. He's got a hell of a lot of mistakes to make up for.]
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They're probably still pretty bad, I guess. They let it happen. [Sort of, from what she gathered. It's not like anyone sat down and really explained the wars to her.
She gives him a quick look over, shrugging.] You don't look bad to me.
[He could stand to wear more color, but that's the same complaint she's had about everyone on the ship. Really, she didn't quite get where he was coming from. The division in her world came down from the people of the city to the people of the desert; she never learned about anything else.]
Used the wars and the bombs and everybody bein' scared to make themselves the cats in charge. Sayin' they'd keep people safe, give 'em pills for the radiation then for the bad feelin', then just to make 'em all forget that the world was over. Then once they had everyone under their spell they decided if ya did somethin' they didn't like, started to think for yourself-
[She raises a finger to her head, mimicking a gun.]
Bang, bang. Follow their rules or get in a body bag.
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Yeah... you let it happen, doesn't exactly make you the good guy, does it? [Kaz guesses one day he's intended to be the Bad Guy in that way. More that he played along with the plots that had been laid out on one side for his student, that he didn't say things he should have. Won't say things he should have? Whatever the tense. That can go to hell, anyway. All he cares about is being able to be the man he actually wanted to be, now. Lying to someone he has that much influence over and that trusts him that much; that's not a part of what he wants to be.]
[But isn't that what he just pointed out to her Deacon was doing? Seems like it. Also he reasoned with himself that it's fine if she believes him; everyone needs someone they need to believe in.]
[God he doesn't want to write off what David went through with that.]
[But with the rest of the story (the bombs, the radiation, the fear of being caught and different), those were very much subjects that he and Deacon had commiserated on, and reflecting on the common ground he once shared with a mutual friend leads him to walk over and stand beside of her, wrinkling his nose only slightly at the smell of paint.]
There were bombs dropped on my country not long before I was born. And I've met people that wanted to launch missiles with the same sort of bombs... We were lucky. We got to stop those. [To think that one day Big Boss wouldn't want to is actually pretty funny.]
[But then that last bit, it really hits him. It's never struck him so thoroughly before. Not until he's been removed from it, staring at it from the outside. Watching the secrecy, the lies, thinking about the roles he was tricked into, that both Big Boss and Zero forced people into.] How many people that start thinking for themselves get away? Where do they go?
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She looks up sharply when he mentions the bombs. So many people had reacted to her story with surprise, Deacon notwithstanding, that she's surprised someone else could understand what it was like to live after someone tore apart the world. It feels particularly fitting to meet someone else born in the after.]
You grew up with it too. [She says it like it makes for camaraderie. She smiles faintly.] Don't think my desert could handle a second comin' of all the explosions. If ya were able to stop somethin' like that, it'd make someone a hero. A legend.
[There's a compliment there, in a round about way.
She doesn't have to think about the answer, talking almost absently. Her home has never been something she minded talking about.]
To the desert, to the Zones. That's where I lived, ever since I was so lil' I couldn't remember it. [She's proud of that. She knows it gives her a certain sort of privilege back in her world, that she's never been subject to the drugs or the city. She's as much a product of the desert as anyone could be, created there and raised by its leaders, its legends. If she thinks too much about it, it becomes all too clear why she became the subject of so many stories.] We get 'em comin' out to the Zones in pairs sometimes, mostly it's just one person gets loose enough from the pills to run. Lot of 'em don't make it.
[Leaving the city is hard enough on its own and it's harder still to make it past the patrols in the early Zones without guns or help. She knows a lot of runners die before they ever get a name or colors, shot by a roving Scarecrow unit or put in a Drac mask or simply falling to dehydration.]
But those who get far enough, runners will take 'em in. Show how to find water and trade for food, how to get a hold of a gun, tell 'em to listen to radio. Guess there ain't a lot of us, not as many as there is in the city. Not even as many as there used to be before the last war ghosted most of 'em. [She has no direct numbers, mostly because her family had tried their best to keep her shielded. They were targets, she was more a target than they ever let her know, and letting her out in public was too much a safety concern. But she heard the names on the radio, listened to Dr. D tell stories about a dozen different cells running underground operations.]
There's a lot of us, I think. Even if they just come one at a time, it adds up.