Cúrre (
hownkai) wrote in
thisavrou_log2016-09-19 04:07 pm
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( september event log )
Who: Everyone
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Never be the first to arrive or the last to go, and never, ever be both."
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This means, of course, that he has to relearn what it is to school his emotions. He'd gotten so used to them running rampant — they'd run amok too long, causing the Jedi Master distraction unbecoming his role. But with that vitality returned, even the heaviest burdens feel lighter on his shoulders than they have in — well, in a year, it seems.
He suspects, particularly when he seeks out Han, that it's certainly not something to brag about. It's hardly on his radar at all, for that matter, knowing as he does all that's changed in what feels like a very short time. Empathy is the way to go. Solo surely has a lot on his mind.
Standing below the Falcon, Kenobi peers up to where Han is working. ]
Repairs to be made?
[ He only asks, because his other assumption is that Han is preparing to depart, and that leaves his throat too tight to even bring it up as an option. ]
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When Obi-Wan calls out to him, he pauses in his work, walks over to the edge. Uneven ground, but it's familiar.]
I want to make sure the cannons are working.
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He nods and his attention turns to seek out those weapons with his own eyes. There hasn't been much time to explore this vessel, not even with all the time he's known Han now. ]
Does that mean you haven't taken the time necessary to eat?
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Just, his family got a hell of a lot bigger out of nowhere, and now it's a hell of a lot smaller just as suddenly, and he doesn't like it.]
Eating... What else have I been doing all year?
[He sounds a bit disgusted.]
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Well, that's not something that... you stop doing. Unless you're planning to hibernate, which I sincerely suggest you avoid.
[ I mean, if he's this grumpy now, imagine after waking up from a nap like that. ]
Could you use some assistance, then? I'm finding myself restless and I could use something to put my mind to.
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But that's hardly a conversation he wants to have. He doesn't really want to have any conversation, but here they are.
After a moment, somewhat less than certain, he nods.]
You know anything about weapons systems?
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[ And then, thoughtfully, he tips his head and shrugs a little. Mechanics aren't outside his scope, he just doesn't prefer to drown himself in them like some people. Like many people he knows personally. ]
It really depends on what shape the systems are in. What sort of challenges are we looking to overcome? I'll see what I can do about it.
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[Shrugging, he steps gingerly to the edge of the ship and lets himself down, using a crate as a stepping stone. Obi-Wan isn't going to like this bit, he thinks. The smart thing might not be to mention it, but somehow he gets the sense things would only be worse in the end if he didn't declare his intentions.]
I figure if we can get the laser cannons into shape, I can make sure no one ever gets stuck back there again.
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Following the other man's direction, he begins seeking out the appropriate panel release. ]
You're thinking of eliminating the outpost altogether?
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It's not going to bring Leia back, or his children. Maybe they're better off at home.]
I dunno.
[Not even a good lie. He's restless. He has to do something.]
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I would... request you don't act too rashly. If only for your own sake, Han. It's very easy to lose yourself to something like that, particularly when you feel as if there's nothing left to lose...
[ Maybe not what Solo wants to hear, but it's something Kenobi knows is an important reminder easily forgotten. ]
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But what are we supposed to do? Just... leave this going on?
[Let other people be left to wither away at the endless party?]
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[ He shakes his head and rubs at his chin, uncertain of how to ease his friend's upset, or whether he even should. Some find this type of mourning necessary to move ahead with their own lives. ]
I only mean to suggest that I care for you, and I wouldn't like to see you driving yourself to extremes. It's a trait very common to all of us — one we struggle with, particularly during trying times.
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He's angry. It's not so easy just to stop being angry.]
Trying times are all this place has for us.
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[ And that's looking on the bright side. Obi-Wan, of course, doesn't quite know how to feel, only that there are times when life aboard the Moira is less forgiving than the war he's still fighting — about to lose — back home.
Brushing at some dirt and dust — a years worth of grime, practically imaginary in this closed system — Kenobi turns his focus elsewhere, although he hasn't yet walked away from the conversation. He remains just shy of pensive. ]
I've considered leaving. With a ship — any ship — the odds would be more in my favor at least, but I worry over the consequences of such actions. What would I miss? What would miss me? But more specifically, I worry.
[ A stunted laugh escapes him and he smirks at the Falcon while he accomplishes literally nothing of value in repairs. ] I've always worried — that isn't the shocking part — but I openly worry, and I express— [ emotions, he thinks, but that's not what he's willing to say. ] I express myself.
It's something I've learned. Or learned to unlearn, if I'm to be truly accurate. Because of Leia and Luke. Because of you and Anakin and Satine and a great many others you know well enough.
[ A glance in Solo's direction and he's far less somber for just a moment. ]
And I think I would be stupid to waste that. As tempted as I've been to take off on a mission of my own, it's easy to visualize the greater impact of seeing this through and returning home with all that I've learned.
So, that's it. [ A firm nod. ] Me expressing myself.
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He can't help but sigh. All that-- it's just more than he can muster, himself. Expressing himself doesn't come terribly naturally to Han, either. ]
I'd take the Falcon, but where would I go?
[It's been his complaint all along. Now he wonders, if he'd taken Leia and Luke, would they at least all be together, now?]
Someone'll come after us, if I do it. I know.
[ So he can't. After the conflict with the Caducans-- he knows better, yeah, fine. But the thought was comforting, for a little while. ]