Cúrre (
hownkai) wrote in
thisavrou_log2016-09-19 04:07 pm
Entry tags:
- *event,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- mass effect: commander shepard,
- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- original character: andyr prince,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: lúcio,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: rey,
- transformers idw: ultra magnus,
- transformers mtmte: riptide,
- transformers robots in disguise: sideswi,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( september event log )
Who: Everyone
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Never be the first to arrive or the last to go, and never, ever be both."
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In the end, he ends up saying,] This isn't the first time. I've done this before. [He says it like it's a confession. His brow twitches, then furrows down. His mouth follows suit, the corners of his lips tugging, though he isn't entirely aware that he's doing it. Then, he says, still frowning,] So I... will be okay.
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[But for now he doesn't say more than that, walking alongside him to the ship.]
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Last time, it was seven years. Not just one.
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Were you put back those seven years somehow, or did your age slow?
[Hell of a way to "age well", if that's the case.]
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Link's shoulders are sagging as the feeling in his chest gets stronger.]
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[A morbid part of his brain is glad it worked out that whole 'mid-life crisis' thing.]
[On more serious topics, though. Link didn't deserve this; no one did, but children are hit the hardest. I don't like kids. That's what he'd said. That's what he'd been told. But what he wanted most for Link was for him to have a chance to be a kid as he went through his training. This might have been one of his last chances. Now? A year of it's gone. And to think so much has been displaced already.]
But you still had to take on too much too soon. Even if it's some prophetic role... [He won't say "sorry" again, but the sentiment that it's not really fair (what in the world is) is there.]
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[He doesn't know how he feels about the idea that it was... "too soon," like Kazuhira said. He does know that... even if the Great Deku Tree hadn't sent him to meet Princess Zelda, he would've had to leave the forest, anyway. And the concept of leaving the forest and fighting Ganondorf are so solidly connected in his mind that he thinks that it means it doesn't matter. "Too soon" would have happened, even if there hadn't been an evil to fight.]
It would have happened, anyway, [he ends up saying out loud, without entirely realizing how it probably sounds like he's talking about fate.]
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I don't think the places we stop, the things that are happening, are helping you focus.
[Focus, as if that's what he means. No, he wants Link to be away from this sort of community where all he can do is feel helpless against the onslaught of things constantly happening to him.]
[He lets the boy walk ahead, following him slowly. Helpless is the last position Link needs to be in. Even if people try to protect him, they can only do so much good. And for him to protect others? The chance of failure is just as likely.]
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Focus? [he echoes. He doesn't understand. Is there something he should have been doing? Link's shoulders straighten, as if preparing himself to be given the weight of a task.]
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[He stops and leans his back against the wall, and sticks his hands in his pockets.]
Funny, people tell us to take it easy sometimes. But then we get stuff like this and realize this isn't what we want for ourselves at all.
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Link didn't choose the seven years of sleep, either. He didn't choose the life of the Hero. He didn't get to choose a lot of things in his life.
He's used to it.
And it means that, ever since defeating Majora, he hasn't known what to do. He's been drifting, the way the Moira has been drifting through space. Except at least the Moira has a goal. For a while, Link was content to try to remember what it was like to be a child. He got to choose that. But he hasn't done that in a while now. It stopped feeling... real. Substantial. It stopped feeling like something he should have been doing. It started feeling like it didn't fit him, just like how he feels wrong in his body now.
When he last lost time, he found himself bigger. Much bigger. Link keeps expecting himself to be taller. Broader. But he isn't. He may have grown, but not as much as he had during his seven year sleep.
But it's times like this, like when he felt wrong doing childish things, that he feels like he isn't a child at all.
Link sighs. He doesn't know what to say to Kazuhira. He doesn't know how to say any of these things, or if he should. He just feels... so...
... tired.]
I don't know what to do. [It comes out as a confession. It almost comes out like a plea. He doesn't know what to choose for himself. He knows what he wants, but it isn't something he can have, maybe not ever again. Kazuhira knows Link has goals, but Link himself isn't sure he knows what they are.]
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[And how many friends have they both made and lost. Not by tragedy, not by mutual parting, but rather a magical snuff that invalidates their very relationships.]
[Kaz stoops down and is glad for his prosthetic, because it lets him offer out his arms for a hug.]
[Because that's the only thing he knows to do, at the moment.]
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He takes a couple of steps forward, then his hesitation truly ends and he steps up into Kazuhira's arms.]
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I wish you had goals you could really look forward to.
[Ones that weren't just necessary. One's that could bring him joy in thinking about them. Forgetting everything for a year? He doesn't feel like it helped much.]