Cúrre (
hownkai) wrote in
thisavrou_log2016-09-19 04:07 pm
Entry tags:
- *event,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- mass effect: commander shepard,
- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- original character: andyr prince,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: lúcio,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: rey,
- transformers idw: ultra magnus,
- transformers mtmte: riptide,
- transformers robots in disguise: sideswi,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( september event log )
Who: Everyone
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Never be the first to arrive or the last to go, and never, ever be both."
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[ An exhale, before he settles himself in with his new companion. He looks every bit the cliche of a grizzled man with a bulky cigar: scars on his face like grains on wood, eyepatch ripped straight from a children's storybook villain. You'd half expect him to talk like the grainy heroes of black-and-white noirs, and he partially fits the criteria... if he talked much at all.
The fact that he looks like every caricature from every bad cigar advertisement ever aside, he inhales for a draw of smoke to lung. The end lights up faithfully, and there it is— that familiar flavor (now with less wormwood).
He immediately looks more relaxed, which says something about his frequent smoker status. ]
...It's good.
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[ It suits his image though; seeing him with a cigar in his mouth suddenly makes her realize what she'd had before was a rudimentary picture. As if someone sketched a landscape and laid all the flat colors down and only shaded half. It's such a small thing but it completes him— and she's glad she had the chance to give him this.
He did rather look like the vintage cigarette ads— the ones with the cowboys and the mobsters and the groups of soldiers in the trenches passing one around. The ease of tension from his frame is immediate as the end glows bright, watching him unwind as his lungs fill with vapor and he slowly lets it out, watching the "smoke" curl up towards the ceiling. It dissipates before it reaches the metal. Good; the timing's not bad at all. She can smell the artificial tobacco on the air and her head tips as she watches him, nervous smile warming to something just this side of proud.
She totally doesn't actually do it but you're free to picture her gleeful clapIt still needs some work— she knows it, he'll notice it even if it wasn't immediate. ]I'm so glad you like it. The flavor isn't too bitter or too sweet? Is it charred enough? I know it will take a few tries to get it right, but I'll work on it.
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[ To be kind, is the missing implication. It would be an unwarranted insult to the people that sincerely tried to wean him off (not many, save for the few poor souls in Medbay), if his words didn't rumble in some semblance of humor. He misses them terribly, fussing and all.
But what matters in the here and now is the impressive amount of technical knowledge that Angela must possess to be able to make electronic cigars as convincing as the one still puffing quietly between Venom's lips. Despite the fact that his expression doesn't stray too far from neutral, it's apparent by the way that he doesn't... you know, stop smoking, that he's enjoying his time with his new buddy. ]
It's sweeter than what I'm used to [ wormwood, which is. hm. ], but it's not a problem.
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[ He had already said he was lectured, so she gets the gist. And if there was anything about Ahab she's learned to weedle out of his tone, it's his fondness and light humor. It makes her smile when she hears it here and it seems to be a good memory for him.
For someone who helped craft an entirely new cybernetic body for someone, a simple vapor cigarette system isn't difficult; the finer details were all just surface things with the papery fabric wrapped about it and the ash-like end that glowed. The inner workings themselves were a piece of cake.
It's the liquid that was problematic for her. Though he doesn't seem to much mind it as he thoroughly enjoys his gift, even once he's commenting on it. ]
Oh! I'm sorry, Ahab. Could you describe the flavor you're used to? I can try to fix it on the next batch.
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(—his wandering mind? the fact that he can't see colors in the morning sometimes?)
—to relax. Right.
He frowns lightly, but picks the conversation back up. ]
...Wormwood. Bitter. [ A light wave of his bionic, before he pulls his cigar out from between his lips. ] It's fine, no need to fix it.
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May I ask what for? That's usually something used for digestion. Amongst ah... other things. [ Absinthe production among them. Ahab was this your decision... Angela's awaiting a response to judge as gently as possible. ] If there is anything medicinal I can supplement, I'd be more than happy to.
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After a beat of reflection, he comes out with it. He knows Angela is a medic, and as much as he dislikes speaking about some of his more physical limitations, it's better than letting these limitations catch up with him unexpectedly. ]
—For the pain. [ He flexes his bionic to indicate his first problem region, then draws it up to tap along the jut of his horn-like shrapnel. ] Nothing major.
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Ahab indicates his arm and then taps his brow with the curious bit of shrapnel, and while she can't rightly guess at the pain in his head, an amputee's nerve pain is something she is intimately familiar with. Phantom pains were curious but ultimately resolved long ago. Severed nerve pathways were still hard-coded to one part of the body, and the neural feedback whenever they felt anything was one associated with that part of the body. Put in the stimulus of what remained with what the mind has decided it meant and you imagine pain in the flesh no longer there. In more serious cases, a simple surgery to reroute those nerves elsewhere worked wonderfully. Most could be solved with a bit of reconditioning of the sensations and something as simple as generic antidepressants.
Angela can work with that, hence her relaxed response. ]
I see; unconventional enough, but if it worked, then it worked. I can sort out something for the pain if you'd ever like to speak about it. Nothing invasive or addictive, I promise. I'm plenty familiar with amputations and the resulting therapies and pains; it was a good portion of my efforts in the military, as well as war relief work.
[ It takes time for someone to come around to working on those sorts of weaknesses, but she can at least lay the foundation and assure him he'd be in good hands. ]
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Her expertise doesn't surprise Venom. After all, her field experience would put her face-to-face with a myriad of catastrophic injuries, and her discretion is noted as another way in which she shows her professionalism.
'If you would ever like to speak about it' is a gentle statement of patience and faith. He understands it for what it is, which is why he dispenses with his pretenses. ]
...They're nothing notable. Common symptoms of phantom pain. [ He's sure he doesn't have to explain, so he doesn't. ] I won't need a steady supply of pain suppressants, but...
[ His lips work, as if it's difficult to finish the sentence. ] ...if you can find a way to make it taste decent, I'll give it a try.
[ There we go. A little on the cynical side, but he means it gently. ]
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The fact that his reply comes so easily (and so quickly) is a pleasant enough surprise and she perks just the slightest bit physically in response— the twitch as she stands a little more upright, the easing of her shoulders. The mere pleasure of having someone to help has her relaxing into a familiar state of mind and her body follows; it's as simple as that. Let it never be said that Angela was high-maintenance. ]
Phantom pain, of course— how frequent, and how bad? [ She'll wait for him to find his words, as she always does. ] Despite the name, you don't actually need pain suppressants. It's a neural response to your body's processing of the severed nerves. Your brain no longer receives the input, so it registers as "something's wrong". The mind's response to "something's wrong" is to create "pain" to draw attention to the problem area, and projects where it knew those nerves to lead. While that may sound tricky to treat, really, it's a nervous system issue and remains entirely within your body.
And there are a few different things we can try to soothe damaged nerves like anti-convulsants; I'll give them to you in pill form rather than try to mix a liquid into your cigar here, if that's all right with you. The dosages will be better controlled then, and it won't leave a bad taste.
The best of both worlds, right?
[ The smile that slips out is full of warmth and a quiet appreciation for his willingness to confide in her. It's no easy feat to speak of one's weaknesses and she hadn't expected him to reply any time soon, but she is glad that he has chosen to rely her. While there's no way he could know it, Angela takes pride and values the trust given to her by each and every person that passes through her care. It takes courage to place the entirety of your well-being in someone else's hands and a fair level of blind faith in their abilities. She will always, always cherish that fact and never take advantage of it, and that thankfulness shows. ]
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—and he jerks back to reality, because he finds himself projecting images from the past onto a situation in the present. A memory that he'd lost ages ago, rendered in double.
Angela smiles at him and she is so sincere, so willing to understand his troubles, that he finds himself almost warning her away from it. Where is this going to leave her, in the long run?
He shelves that thought. It feels too much like he's making it personal (he is). ]
Not frequent. Nothing I can't handle. [ That's honesty, and not posturing. The severity of his condition isn't something he's thought about at great length; it's never hindered his performance, and more often than not, it's an issue in times of peace. Which, incidentally, were infrequent.
He tucks his new cigar into one of his pockets, and meets Angela's smile. Her trust radiates from her, and he, in turn, shows his respect with a softening of his features and a light nod. ]
I won't need them right away, so don't trip over yourself to find the right medication.
[ Gravity hasn't exactly been kind to Angela, in Venom's expert opinion. ]
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There's a small quirk of a smile waiting for him, questioning, but he picks up the conversation again and she listens to his answer, withdrawing her hand. ]
I'm glad to hear it. Still, if it ever flares up or you'd ever like to do a proper exam, you need only let me know. Next time I'm bored I'll see what I can work up for you, all right?
[ It is an honest answer; that she knows. Another thing Angela prides herself on is her uncanny ability to know when "patients" are lying because all too often she had stubborn men whose adrenaline was still up, fighting to go back in the field. Nevermind their bodies were about to go into shock from third degree burns in explosions or they were shot through the leg or just about anything else. His cigar finds a good home in his pocket and she takes a moment to study the way his expression softens, the faintest way the crinkles at the corner of his eye deepen into something less severe. ]
I'll probably have something ready for you tomorrow either way, if you wanted to stop by. We'll try a couple weeks on one idea and see if it works. If not, we'll try the next.
[ THERE U GO AGAIN WITH THAT ANGEL SHIT. ]
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The contact helped, however incrementally. Saying so would address his momentary lapse, so he doesn't. ]
Sounds like you’ve got it figured out, Doctor.
[ Her diagnosis, what she can do for him, the whole shebang. It would be pointless for him to contest her decision or prolong it (again, being a medic is often a thankless job), so there’s no debate; just the sound of his feet hitting the linoleum as he turns. ]
I’ll stop by tomorrow. I know where to find you.
[ BUT YOU KNOW WHAT let’s not be rude as fuck ] …Thanks. Appreciate it.
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I have an inkling, already, yes. That sounds great.
[ His thanks comes a little unexpected as he walks away, so she's all the more surprised and delighted when she brightens and sees him off with the widening of her smile. ]
You're very welcome, Ahab. You take care of yourself, and I'll see you tomorrow.
[ Now to go find Jesse to deliver her other gift. ]