Cúrre (
hownkai) wrote in
thisavrou_log2016-09-19 04:07 pm
Entry tags:
- *event,
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- mcu: james buchanan barnes,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
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- x-men movies: jean grey,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( september event log )
Who: Everyone
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
When: September 19th and on
Where: The Fixed Moons of the Runoff and the Moira.
What: Everything comes to a head.
Warnings: Nothing for now. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Never be the first to arrive or the last to go, and never, ever be both."
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[ Obi-Wan hardly glances up from his seat at the table where he's fiddling with his MID. ]
I'm afraid that's something I've never been able to pass on to you, hard as I've tried.
[ But he's not wholly unsympathetic, despite how it appears. He's certainly been there himself, although it's been long enough that he forgets how awful it can be (which paves way for him to make the same mistake over and over again). ]
Why don't you sit down and I'll get you something for your head.
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[He does exactly as advised, though he really wants to crawl into the bed entirely, bury himself in blankets until there's no light left, and wait for...whatever is supposed to happen now. The kiss of death, maybe? Though the throbbing in his head and ache everywhere else already feels much unkinder than that.]
Drinking, period. This is awful.
[He'd already been so terrible at it, this small point of leisure that is often, as he knows it, one of the few luxuries his friend takes himself. The Order recommends against it, but Obi-Wan Kenobi is known for his near-perfect moderation in all things--their poster Jedi--and there seems to be an understanding between the Order's recommendation, and his careful adherence to a limit. (Or as far as Anakin understands and has ever truly seen, at least).
Despite Obi-Wan's guidance and carefully cultivated tolerance, even small doses hit Anakin hard enough to render him disoriented. It's not a comfortable feeling: it's weightless and uncontrolled, and like this, the helplessness of it has frozen over in his veins]
I felt fine. [He feels the need to clarify. Because he had. Happy and carefree, and for the first time in...how long? He hadn't been smothered under the oppressively grey cloud of guilt that seems to loom overhead near constantly now.] I felt fine, and now I just feel sick and I don't understand how anyone enjoys this.
[The complaint takes on the pitch of a tell-tale Skywalker Whine™, and he finally gives up on sitting upward and feeling the room around him drift under him as he flops backward on the bed with a moan.
He'd been happy. Why does it always come back to this?]
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He makes a tutting noise and waits for his best friend to take the one curative act Obi-Wan himself has never regretted trying. ]
It's a fine line that's easily crossed. Next time you'll remember this moment and think twice of it.
[ That's not a lie. But, of course, what Obi-Wan leaves off is the part about how you're usually too far gone at that point to make a sound enough decision to keep yourself from barreling ahead. ]
Is Padmé dealing with the same?
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[It's not said with the requisite amount of concern as a real threat against his life would be, nor the same overbearing sadness of when he considers finishing it himself. It is, simply, a miserable hyperbole. He reaches up for the tabs, taking them dry and grimacing, before making a pathetic show of propping himself up on an elbow to take the water as offered.
He shoves his face into Obi-Wan's side and whines as he nods in response to his question, and immediately regrets the movement, eliciting--you guessed it--another whine.]
Didn't take being dragged out of bed well. [Neither had he, but the ache and exhaustion had been almost unbearable to let go.] You'd think after a...week it wouldn't feel like this, but it's--
I feel like I got tramped by a bantha herd.
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[ This much is said with a careful kindness Obi-Wan hasn't bothered with in a long time. His hand rests on Skywalker's shoulder and he squeezes gently. ]
A year has passed since the ship crashed.
[ Drifting away gently, he grabs up the chair and takes a seat nearby Anakin, tapping at his MID until he can show off the date and time. ]
See for yourself. I've already confirmed it...
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Force, please let it be a joke.
And while you're at it, please let Obi-Wan have discovered a sense of humour.
Despite the exhaustion, how much the light hurts, and how his head feels like it's been shoved under water, Anakin can also feel his heart skip a full beat. He pulls up slowly to peer at Obi-Wan's MID, and it skips another.
The Force is the only one that could possibly find amusement in this at all.
Anakin's jaw drops for a moment, before tired eyes casually rise to find Obi-Wan's.]
...A year. I just--I just had sex for a year. Straight?
[On the other hand...he's hard pressed to find a negative when put like this.]
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That's certainly one possibility.
[ His stern expression sits firm for a moment before Kenobi crosses his arms and tries to smooth out his ruffled feathers. ]
It's a wonder you can walk.
[ See? He's totally got a sense of humor. ]
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I can walk. Just too busy dying.
[The medication is working, thank the stars, but it's far too slow, and, as he suspects, too temporary. The room is still rocking back and forth, and not even the idea that he's once again scandalized his best friend can keep his attention off of it for long. He sounds marginally indignant, a whine that loses most of its effect when muffled by faceplanting into the bed.
It's enough of a distraction, in fact, that a full moment passes, before his head snaps back up, much to his vocal regret.]
Wait, are you alright?
[If it's been a year, does that mean it'd really taken that long to get that damned thing out of his head?]
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[ It's said with such flippancy that Obi-Wan even surprises himself. It hasn't escaped his attention that Anakin's unspoken intentions are exactly correct. For a year he'd taken on that monster of a woman, and the more he thinks about it, the more he realizes that even under the cushioning guidance of the Force, he's tired as ever. ]
Make sure you drink up. [ And then, slightly scolding, he goes on. ] And rest. None of that could have been any good for you in large amounts.