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( july event log )
Who: Everyone
When: July 18th and on
Where: Slave trade outpost in the Runoff.
What: The Ingress malfunctions, sending the Moira into a different universe. Some of the crew end up on one of the Runoff’s many slave trading outposts.
Warnings: Sex, murder, kidnapping.
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When: July 18th and on
Where: Slave trade outpost in the Runoff.
What: The Ingress malfunctions, sending the Moira into a different universe. Some of the crew end up on one of the Runoff’s many slave trading outposts.
Warnings: Sex, murder, kidnapping.
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"It comes first and follows after. Ends life, kills laughter."
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Billy Kaplan | cw: sexual slavery, implied violence, aftermath
[For a moment, Billy is a bit too out of sorts to realize what's happened. It hits fast that he's suddenly... not at all on the ship, that he seems to be alone. He tries his MID to see if it's working, to see if he can tell just what happened or where he is. He tries to wander around a bit, too hesitant to try to use his magic to get back to the ship. He might be pretty good at location spells and teleporting, but he's not confident to try to take himself that far and end up somewhere entirely off mark if whatever happened earlier happens again.
But things go wrong real fast, unfortunately.
He's chased relentlessly, beaten, and despite his best efforts, he's drugged into submission eventually. Probably when the groups chasing him realize that he's not just running his mouth, he's casting spells.
Things go black after that.]
captured;
[For a bit, he's with Eggsy, and he's hit with the gut-wrenching realization he's not the only part of the crew to end up here, enslaved. He's barely clothed, just enough to give him the slightest bit of dignity, and his arm is red where they've branded him with black ink. He and Eggsy are separated eventually though, and he has no idea what happens to him.
He hopes he found a way to escape, honestly.
He doesn't get a chance to use his abilities really, beyond occasions where they kick in of their own accord. Electricity sparks menacingly all along his body at some of the people who try to touch him. It's almost like a reflex sometimes, when he's in danger and overwhelmed. Some of them, it gets to back off, some seem to not mind at all-- and those he does lash out at with everything he's got in him.
It doesn't mind if he's punished for it later. He's damn well not going to be a piece of meat to be enjoyed and tossed away after. The thought makes his stomach twist up in disgust.
He can't leave well enough alone either-- he tries to help others if he sees them. The idea of slavery is disgusting and he can't just let himself stand for it, not if he can help in even the slightest. Whatever he gets for disobedience is well worth it, in his opinion.]
aftermath;
[He's rescued-- and thank god he is. Whatever the slavers got in return is nothing less than what they deserve in his opinion. He won't let himself feel sorry for it, guilty. He's too tired to question what sort of person he is, to have a moral crisis. Maybe later, when his skin isn't crawling and he doesn't twitch away from unexpected touches. Maybe when he doesn't feel like he has to take multiple showers to feel like he's got at least some of the taint of that entire place off him.
Mostly though, he tries to carry on. He's still got a job around the ship and he focuses on it as much as he can. Other times, he can be seen wandering around the ship, distant and a little zoned out. There aren't really windowsills for him to mope on, but he can still be seen staring out at the stars sometimes.
He's got to keep it together though. He knows that. Not only is it vital for the ship, but he's got people here who care about him.
People who he'll be trying to check up on, keep an eye out for.]
for loki: small comforts;
[Billy isn't sure how many showers it will take to ever just feel clean again after that whole experience. It's the one thing that never happened to him back in the underworld, despite all its gruesome tortures. He'd never been stripped down, treated like an object for pleasure. He'd never seen it happen to anyone else before, not where he couldn't help. For an almighty deity in training, he'd felt so... powerless. The slavers learned real quick to not let him get too many words out of his mouth after all.
He hasn't felt like that since-- well, Teddy was nearly dissected in front of him or when he was impaled on a spike.
All he wants to do at the moment is hide away, stay curled up in the barracks. On the bed he shares with Loki, even if he's not entirely sure about it. Rationally, he knows he tried his best. He fought back as hard as he could, didn't crumble or give in... but it doesn't stop him from feeling like his skin is crawling or that Loki will see him just that much differently now. Not because he thinks badly of Loki, but because he can't quit help seeing himself differently. Kept practically naked and pawed at, branded with something he didn't deserve like the S on his wrist... powerless.
It really hurts his argument that he can take care of himself and that's what's driving him crazy most of all. Being a burden, losing confidence in his ability to protect others-- when it had been shaky for a bit already... it's not great. Being Wiccan, whether he's always liked it or not, has always been a part of his identity. If he doesn't have that, he's not entirely sure what to do. At least a darker part of Billy can take some twisted relief in knowing the slavers were dealt with, that people were helped regardless.
Still, those are all thoughts for another time because he can hear Loki's footsteps behind him. He hadn't realized one hand had been idly toying with the necklace around his neck, twisting at the chain nervously. He makes himself stop and look up.]
... Hey.
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But he can tell Billy is trying, at least, not to let it pull him down completely. And that, Loki can appreciate, having seen him in far less responsive states. And he owes him, still, for the argument they'd had not that long ago.
So he settles on the bed next to Billy, reaching almost automatically for his wrist, a familiar gesture he hopes the slavers haven't ruined for him. Steeling himself for a conversation he'll almost certainly not like all that much, he still tries to smile.]
Hello, Billy. Would you like to make a little room for me?
[A question, not a demand, despite the fact Loki isn't good at requesting anything. But Billy at least needs to feel like he has a choice here, Loki thinks.]
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Sure. Better?
[He always relaxes easily with Loki next to him, always feels that much more safe. This isn't an exception.]
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But his anger isn't at Billy, and it's easy for him to offer Billy a smile. Less easy to decide whether Billy would appreciate any further touch, but- he's let Loki in bed, and he isn't shying from the hand on his wrist, so Loki tucks an arm around his waist instead.]
Much. Everything usually is, with you here.
[He hesitates.]
Are you feeling a little better? You've been... somewhat out of it since we got back.
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I don't know.
[He tucks his head under Loki's chin, closes his eyes for a moment.]
I'm glad to be back here though.
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You're here and safe for a little while, yes.
[He rests his chin against Billy's hair, letting him tuck himself in as closely as he wants.]
I'd thought this trap a little less horrifying than the last, but... I suppose it still has its surprises.
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[He knows he's safe now-- relatively speaking. He can't control any malfunctions or anything. It doesn't make him feel any less... frustrated with himself though, or any less relaxed.]
I guess it does. I think I could have lived without that one... Or at least the tattoo.
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We can find a way to get it removed, perhaps. Or changed, if you'd rather.
[He hesitates, but presses his lips to Billy's forehead, still careful.]
The tattoo doesn't make you any less Billy, you know.
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[He lets out an unhappy sigh, eyes closing at the kiss.]
It may not make me any less Billy, but-- I haven't felt that powerless in a long time, and never in that way. I couldn't even help anybody... they caught on to my magic pretty fast and how I use it, I mean.
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rescue times?
Billy might recognize pieces of the outfit from things Wanda's worn before. She's still in her favored red and black, although even Wanda can admit that this much leather is bordering on excessive. She's tried to look intimidating enough that she won't have to actually defend herself and blow her cover.
But the people in this tent...well. They won't trust their own thoughts ever again when she's done with them, so what does it matter?
Wanda goes straight for Billy first, eyes glowing a steady red. How dare they treat anyone like this but especially how dare they do this to her family.]
Time to go. Can you walk?
[She's made no attempt to blend in, no attempt to 'browse' at all. They have seconds before someone gets suspicious...but unfortunately for them, Wanda is just itching to teach them a lesson.]
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This-- really isn't how he'd like to be seen by anyone, let alone the alternate universe version of his own mother, the woman who's become so close to him, but he's grateful. He's grateful that anyone is here.
He pushes himself up slowly to follow her, casting a worried look around.]
Did you come alone?
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[And while technically they aren't here right now, it's not like no one would notice if Wanda went missing, too.
Wanda would shrug off her jacket to give Billy something to cover himself with if the people running this operation didn't pick an extremely inconvenient time to realize what she's actually doing here. Unfortunately for them, she knows as soon as they do and she doesn't particularly care what happens to them.
The two men present never make it to their weapons. Wanda catches both of their hands midair, gestures sharply towards the crowd, and squeezes. There's a sickening crunch and one of them yelps in pain - this is a bad time to ask her for finer control.]
If you scream, no one will come. [No honor among thieves, after all, and someone else would be more than happy to take over whatever 'business' might be left behind. Not that there will be, of course, and there are already enough people screaming as it is that the people who frequent this world must be used to it. Wanda turns to Billy.]
What do you want to do with them?
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[And Bruce-- while he hasn't met this version, he's still an Avenger and this is still a... pretty horrible way to be seen. Not that he has time to focus on shame when all hell breaks loose in a minute.
Wanda means business apparently-- and a darker side of Billy is almost pleased at the crunch, the noises that follow. Maybe when he's not thinking about all the people he's seen suffer, the way he's suffered, he'll be sick with himself.
He hasn't felt like this in a long time though. Since back home when he had to watch his boyfriend dissected while he was bound and helpless, and his temper can be volatile in the heat of the moment.
Wanda's voice draws him out of his own head, even as electricity sparks briefly along his skin, magic making his eyes glow briefly before he manages to rein in his temper a bit. Losing control of his magic right now wouldn't help matters after all-- and neither would the things he's thinking of, that he's not too far gone to feel vaguely ill over. He eyes the two men before he makes himself look away.]
... Don't ask me that right now, Wanda. I really don't trust what answers I'd give.
[Because right now, he'd rather see them hurt like they've doubtlessly hurt countless others.]
We need to get moving. I saw Eggsy here for a while. Do you know if he got out?
*ground wow sorry
You are better than me, Billy.
[Perhaps just taking him and leaving would be the high road, but even though in the past revenge has come at a terrible cost, Wanda just can't let this stand. She could kill them...but after all the pain they've caused she wants them to suffer.
The way she moves towards them is downright predatory. She flicks her wrists at the men and mentally shoves them into the darkest parts of their minds. It's not the sort of thing one emerges unscathed from.
She could do worse, but she'd have to stick around and Billy needs to get out of here immediately.]
You can take their clothes if you want. Or my jacket. [If he stays with her, they'll probably be okay, but Billy deserves better than to be ogled like a thing by the entire planet.] I haven't looked for anyone else. Just you and Pietro and Peter.
hah, no worries!
[Even if it's failing, sort of, but--
Either way, he tries to clear his head, giving a nod.]
Let me just grab pants at least.
[He doesn't want to wear their clothes, but-- he'd also rather not have to run around mostly naked either. The chain make his movements a little difficult, but not impossible-- especially... after whatever she did to them.
He should be worried about it, right?
But he's not at the moment. Other things to focus on.]
How are they? Are they okay? I didn't see them...
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[She reaches out with a glowing hand and focuses on the chains. They look normal enough, if apparently immune to electricity. Better that than the other way around - Anakin's shackles had done a number on her even though she hadn't really touched them.
Fortunately it burns away as easily as the Ultron sentries.] Better?
I can feel that they're alive, but it's...hard to find them on a planet like this.
[Too much intensity of emotion. It's physically like trying to hear a whisper in a room where everyone is yelling.]
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[He gives her a brief, appreciative smile. Whatever irritation there is from his cuffs isn't too horrible, thankfully, and it gives him freedom to finish dressing.]
And don't worry. We'll find them, okay? Wherever they are.
[Billy doesn't leave people behind after all.]
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aftermath
Small favors that at least the people he cared about came back alive.]
I was hoping I'd find you.
[It's been a few days since Peter's come back to the ship, a few days since he's heard that Billy was back. He's waited the appropriate amount of time to satisfy the directions to rest, long enough that his bruises are gone and there was little to give away what he'd been up to on the outpost.
When he finally had these conversations, he wanted to focus on the other person, not give any reason for the questions to come back on him.]
I guess I should be apologizing for not coming to talk to you sooner.
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[He jerks at first, when he hears talking he hadn't exactly been expecting, but he hopes the smile he gives is apology enough.]
Hey.
[It's honestly good to see him again. Out of cryo, walking around-- he's glad that his family is still here, still alive. It's just-- a relief, honestly. Something to keep pushing on for.
And maybe he shouldn't, but it's the first time he's even got to talk with Peter since he's been back, and he's relatively in one piece from the looks of it... Well, Billy is at least going to attempt to go in for a brief hug. If he's anything like the Pietro he knows, if he's anything like Tommy, he expects dodging or complaints, but Billy isn't above showing his affection, especially after the outpost an the entire ordeal.]
Don't apologize. How are you doing? Okay?
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Hey, no. I really should have been looking for you earlier.
[He grew up with a little sister clinging to him at every opportunity, physical affection from family isn't unusual. But he wasn't expecting it from Billy and it makes him stiffen a moment, give an awkward laugh when Billy pulls back.
His expression pulls tight, shaking his head. He's glad he waited for the bruises to disappear before doing this, even if he knew he should have come sooner.]
Me? I'm fine. I came back in one piece right? I was more worried about you. I didn't see you, you know, at that place or when I came back. Kind of wanted to make sure you were in one piece too.
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[Mostly because facing anyone is still a little hard-- and it's mostly Billy's fault. Still, he's not about to dump that on Peter.]
Sorry-- you got out of cryo and pretty much ended up in a terrible spot, huh?
[He shrugs his shoulders.]
We all got separated down there, I guess. We all ended up in something different. I'm in one piece mostly, nothing permanent. I mean-- except for an annoying tattoo. You're sure you're okay?
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[He shrugs, smiles sheepishly.]
I had a little time before things got weird. And it's not like it was- Wanda and River came quick enough, so. Just some bruised joints and shit. Nothing that can't be healed, you know?
[Another shrug. He doesn't want to treat what happened like a big deal.]
Mostly? [He latches on that, eyebrows raised.] What's mostly? I mean, the ink has to suck. Maybe you could get someone to cover it up with something, you know, that you want. But, sure it's not more than that?
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[That actually gets him to give a bit of a smile, even if it's followed by a disapproving shake of his head. He's got to sort of set an example, right?]
I'm glad they found you, Peter. None of that-- was good. [And even if it heals physically-- well, it sort of sticks with you, right? Or at least, it is in his case.]
I guess I could cover it up... I was going to see if I could use magic, but... [He gives a bit of a grin, running with a more pleasant topic for the moment... slightly more pleasant, anyway.] Think I'm the tattoo type?
[He shrugs his shoulders though, he can only dodge so much.] Yeah-- sorry. I'm fine. Whatever bruises and scraps I had healed mostly.
[He is-- rather disappointed in himself though, in ways he can't really say. He should have been stronger. He's got all this power, this magic, and he feels more like a burden on others than much else--
Still, that's not something he wants to dump on his sort-of uncle. Or anyone for that matter.]
So you're free? We could hang out for a bit or something...
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[He smiles tightly, shakes his head. It was awful in ways he doesn't know how to unpack. He's clinging to the idea that others had it worse, had more to be upset about. A few beatings should be nothing next to what someone like J, like Billy had been through.]
I know. But it's over now.
I think you could rock a little ink. [He's glad for the subject change, smile turning a little more real.] Make yourself look all tough, like some kind of rock star. Best part is, your mom here can't even yell at you about it.
Don't apologize about it. [It comes out quiet. He's never been good at this kind of thing, emotional things that matter. Billy's already seen how Peter reacts to anything upsetting, by yelling and fighting and letting anger override everything else. He knows he can't do that now. There's no fight left in him anyway and this isn't the kind of problem he can punch. This isn't the kind of thing to run away from.
He nods.]
Sounds good to me. I've got nothing on my plate right now. Where'd you like to go?
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[It's something he clings to, that at least they're mostly safe. That nothing has been as bad as where he's come from yet-- mostly. This whole experience was on a different level. He'd never been subjected to being a thing in that light before but--
He shakes his head and lets out a laugh.]
You're right. I should live a little while I don't have to hear the 'William Kaplan, what were you thinking?... yet at least. [Since they'll get home eventually... even if he's not sure how to feel about that.
He nudges at Peter. He knows he's not great at emotional things, yes. Billy isn't terribly amazing at them either.
And maybe they just need to hang out a bit.]
I don't know... something distracting though? We might both need that kind of thing.
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