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hownkai) wrote in
thisavrou_log2016-02-15 11:56 pm
( february event log )
Who: Everyone
When: February 16th and on
Where: Throughout the Moira
What: After an exhausting month and a half, the crew tries to relax.
Warnings: Please label accordingly!
( OOC: Please label any material with content warnings. All events are dated for those that need them, but you don’t have to wait until those dates OOCly to do the prompts. For questions, go here! )
When: February 16th and on
Where: Throughout the Moira
What: After an exhausting month and a half, the crew tries to relax.
Warnings: Please label accordingly!
E V E N T |
"Sometimes, the thing that brings us together also pulls us apart. "
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Well, 'air' isn't exactly accurate here. In the middle of space, rather. He holds his hands out immediately, ready to catch her once she's spun around completely, arms reaching out so she can grab him too.
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It feels absolutely ridiculous, but she lets herself spin around twice just because that's part of the fun, the fact that she could just keep spinning and spinning.
Then she reaches for Bruce and stops herself, grinning widely.
"That was fun. You wanna try it?"
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His hands hold onto her forearms when she reaches out for him, his own weight shifting a little and almost getting dragged along there, but luckily he manages to stop her instead.
"No, I..."
He trails off, watching the expression of sheer delight in her face, and feeling like he's been thrown for about twenty loops of his own already, what with the way his insides twist a little, and his heart beats just a hint faster. The slowly creeping awareness has his grin dying down into a more contained smile, his eyes dropping as he looks away and shakes his head.
Yep. He's screwed. Great.
"I'm okay, actually."
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But it only lasts for a second or so, because then his eyes drop and the connection fades and Trish writes the whole thing off as just one of those random thoughts you have sometimes.
Sure, she likes Bruce, she definitely enjoys flirting with him and making him all flustered, but it's not as if they both haven't got anything better to do than getting all tangled up in emotions. They're trying to crew a damn spaceship after all!
So what is up with this feeling of disappointment that falls over her elation like a wet blanket?
"Okay... so, you think you've gotten your dose of spacewalking for today...?"
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It's a nice comfort, even if he knows it's futile to think of it in scientific terms. But he does know it's just the beginning of something that's not going to work out, that could never work out - not with what he is, where they are, and how quickly they could vanish from the ship from one day to the next.
So, he'll end that before it even has the chance to begin. He'll uproot those feelings before they even try to weave their way into his heart.
"We can go back, if you want to."
Honestly, he'd gladly stay out here all day, if he could. As scary as outer space might be, Bruce can't remember the last time he's felt this light and free.
But a part of him also knows that this is a kind of freedom he can't allow himself - and he's not just talking about the spacewalking.
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She's not actually consciously processing this at this exact moment of course, but it's the conclusion she'll come to later when she's tossing and turning in bed because she can't stop thinking about that moment.
Said conclusion will not really help her get to sleep.
For the moment, however, it's still easy to smile at Bruce, holding on to him still because there's no particular reason to let go.
"You like it out here, don't you?"
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Makes it easier to deal with, despite the fact that an irrational part of him feels a little sad too. But it's better like this, he knows.
He smiles sheepishly at her, easing into a more friendly attitude - he hopes -, not showing any signs that he'll try to let her go.
"That easy to tell, huh?"
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"Your face is pretty easy to read."
It's not really hard to know how Bruce is feeling a lot of the time, if you're paying attention. At least Trish doesn't think it is. He doesn't exactly hide it, it's just that he's always controling his feelings, even when he doesn't have to.
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(If he thought it through properly, he'd realize it's not that easy. He did it with Betty, sure, but distancing himself physically helped a lot too - and even despite everything having managed, he's wearing her necklace even now. Although he can always argue that what he felt for Betty once was much stronger, something much more difficult to let go and move past, something that would of course leave a more lasting mark - while this is barely the beginnings of a crush.)
"Is it? I must be out of practice, then."
Said jokingly. He does contain his emotions a lot, and hide certain feelings behind others, but he knows that for the most part, he's never had to do that around Trish before. That's likely to change now, though.
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His face is easy to read, yes, but that doesn't mean there is always something to read, apart from the sadness that seems to cling to him too much of the time.
Not that she can blame him. He's got so many heavy burdens to bear, and he seems to be trying to do it alone. She can sort of related to that, in a way. Needing to handle your shit on your own.
She's just not very good at letting the people she cares about do that.
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The answer comes before he even thinks twice on it, and the surprise shows in his face too. Still, he smiles softly, lips pressing into a thin line as he looks away for a moment. He gets reminded of the lanterns just then - it was almost as if he had completely forgotten about the ceremony, and the reason why they were out here in the first place - and he uses that as an excuse, admiring the display of the floating lights instead.
"They might go on forever."
Not sure if it's a nice sentiment, or just depressing. Maybe somewhere between the two.
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The numbers would be too painfully huge. Not to mention the fact that the thought of the lanterns just sailing on forever and ever itself is also far too vast for any human mind to truly be able to grasp it. The human brain was never meant to handle infinity, she would definitely agree with Bruce on that.
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And he's speaking of literal numbers here, actual equations to figure it out - and that would still be a guess, an estimate based on what of this universe is known to them. They could never know for sure.
But that's nice. Some things are best not being known or completely understood. Much of life is a mystery, after all, and though Bruce enjoys unravelling some of those mysteries, sometimes it's nice to just sit there watch in wonder and amazement, let the universe marvel him.
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Trish wrinkles her nose, not sure how she feels about it herself. Sure, rationally speaking she knows that no one can know everything. It's just not possible.
But then there is that inner control freak who still likes to give it a try.
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He's smiling again, when he looks at her, particularly amused at the expression she pulls. Not that it surprises him much - Trish seems like the kind of person who, given the chance, would want to know everything about everything, even if that might overwhelm her more than she could possibly imagine.
"Everything is a mystery. Life, the universe... if I knew everything there is to know, there'd be no point to life. It's good, not knowing something, or not understanding it even though you know it exists. Sometimes it's just about feeling things, instead of having to pick them apart, and--" He pauses, shaking his head a little. "I don't know. I like the wonder. I like the thought of some things just... sweeping me off my feet. Don't you?"
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And yet there is always that other side of her too. The one that recklessly throws itself out there, puts itself in danger for people she cares about.
The side of her that craves connection.
Love.
"Getting swept off your feet sounds a lot like falling on your ass."
She does get his point, really. She can appreciate the beauty in great mysteries, the poetry of the picture he paints with his words.
She's just being contrary because she enjoys bickering with him.
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"A guy says something poetic and you just have to ruin it like that, don't you?"
Not that she's wrong, but she's being a lot more literal than he was. Still, if literal is where she's going...
"We're not falling on our asses now."
He waves his legs around, a motion slowed when floating in outer space, meaning to convey that they're very much off their feet right now.
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Okay no, Jessica would probably be making gagging noises about her hanging around in space being cutesy with some guy but whatever.
"That's just because there's nowhere to land, which isn't very reassuring."
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"Look on the bright side: if there's nowhere to land, then you can't fall."
He arches his eyebrows, shooting her a cheeky little smile as he lifts his shoulders.
"But we can always go back inside, if you want. That way you can fall on your ass and fully enjoy the effects of a stabilized gravity field."
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Okay he really is being alarmingly cute right now. Not that she wasn't always aware of the fact that Bruce is an adorable dork, but well... she's kind of even more aware now.
Might have something to do with the way he looked at her for just that brief moment. Sometimes subtle things can shift how you see the whole world.
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"Well, I guess I could try."
Delivered in a way that's almost as if he just said 'if I must...'.
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Man, just sort of hanging freely in space makes it hard to adopt a sassy posture. She has to settle for just giving him a very sassy look.
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The sass is plenty noticeable in her voice and expression anyway, though it only amuses Bruce.
"I'm just kidding. You're not a burden, I promise. I mean, I still wouldn't advise you to fall on me, but..."
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Come on, you can't just leave her hanging like that!
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It was kind of implied there, alright.
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