Cúrre (
hownkai) wrote in
thisavrou_log2016-05-01 09:04 pm
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
Entry tags:
- *event,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- mushishi: ginko,
- npc | ben,
- npc | thán,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: luke skywalker,
- star wars: rey,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- undertale: frisk,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( may event log )
Who: Everyone
When: May 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Amissis-Re
What: The crew finds themselves visiting the very barren planet of Amissis-Re.
Warnings:None, but please label your content!
When: May 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Amissis-Re
What: The crew finds themselves visiting the very barren planet of Amissis-Re.
Warnings:None, but please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"the trees rustle in the evening when we stand uneasy before our own thoughts."
|
no subject
I suppose he had more reason to--since he knew his mother.
[After some more pushing through the undergrowth, they reach the lakeshore. It's a smaller space than Leia remembered...but then, she was a smaller girl when she last came here. The meadow grass is still thick and fragrant, shaded from much of the sun by the trees. The ground drops off sharply into large rocks, their edges softened over decades by the lake's still, mirror-like water. From here, there's no view of the palace and hardly any sound from the city beyond it.
Leia takes a seat on the grass, near the edge of the lake, without concern for the possibility of grass stains.]
Don't tell Bail [though my father feels more natural, it becomes confusing] that this is where I disappear to when I'm a little girl.
no subject
[ Kenobi follows her example, lowering himself down into the soft grass. Growing up on Coruscant, he relied on the gardens at the temple to give him a sense of the wonder of nature, but it's never compared to the real thing.
He takes a deep breath. The smells available to him are like a feast for his senses. The air is sweet with water and grass and all of the natural aromas not afforded to them through recirculated air. ]
It's quite pleasant. What would you do when you disappeared to this place?
no subject
[Now that she's here again, she can remember it with startling clarity: holonovels, teaching herself to turn cartwheels and walk on her hands, wading into the lake with her dress bunched up at her waist. Every sound and scent is the same, crystallized into a single perfect day; the only changed thing is her.]
Princesses, you see, have very busy schedules. I remember--I asked Father once if princesses ever got to think of themselves. Sometimes, he said. Of others, always.
no subject
He feels how she misses her father — one of her fathers — and Kenobi feels the agreement acknowledged in the heaviness of his heart. He misses Bail, too. Their shared experiences were few and far between, but those they'd had were striking examples of humility and acceptance on both their parts.
Obi-Wan smiles and watches Leia's fidgeting, entranced by the manipulation, certain of its ritual reaching back as far as this place. ]
Did you know what he truly meant? [ He pauses before clarifying. ] Did you know then it was not a choice but who you are that makes you put others first? I can't imagine Bail didn't already understand that.
no subject
[How old had she been? Ten, twelve? That was before the Imperial Senate--before the Rebel Alliance. She'd known her father did dangerous things in the name of galactic freedom, but she'd had no idea just what that entailed. It had been impossible, then, to know just what lengths she'd go to for others.]
I think it can be a choice. People can learn to care for something more than themselves. [Hasn't Han done that? She knows, in her heart, that his interest in the rebellion is twined inextricably with his interest in her, but the things he's done for her have had galaxy-wide consequences.] But for me, it never was.
[Tossing the now-frayed blade of grass over the edge of the meadow, into the lake, she glances Obi-Wan's way.] Nor for you, I'm guessing.
no subject
He wonders what happened to her earlier insistence. Did she truly believe there's always a choice, or did that only apply to others? If so, it would hardly be the first form of commonality shared between them. ]
It's never been a choice I've wanted to make. I worry often that it is a choice I may have to make. [ He scrunches his nose a little. ] But I suggest no more grim thoughts for this auspicious occasion.
[ Abruptly, he stands, his hand offered down to her. ]
Time is short and there's much to see. Where to now?
no subject
She pulls herself up with Obi-Wan's help and dusts off her clothing. The thought of grass stains doesn't worry her, but there's no reason to let bits of meadow plants cling unnecessarily.]
I'm sure we can find something to see in the palace. [It's home to her, after all. This time, Leia cuts across a slender path between the trees and the water, just wide enough to walk single-file.] Did you visit Alderaan often in your time?
no subject
[ Following behind her, he thinks back and envisions Master Jinn's ease, which was in direct contrast to his own unease at the time. ]
Twice, the delivery of supplies did not matched the revised manifest. On two separate occasions. [ You can almost see the tightly wound young man he once was reflected in this older, more collected Kenobi. ]
In retrospect, I suspect it was Qui-Gon's doing. He relished in my discomfort over such things.
no subject
Some kind of test, do you think?
[Or just your master having a little fun? Either way, she'll have to make up for those missed opportunities to see Alderaan. The spires of the palace stretch up before them, growing larger and larger as they approach it.]
no subject
[ The agitation quickly falls away and he shakes his head, fond despite his assertions. He follows the line of the spires and then once more finds his eyes drawn to the sky. ]
Ultimately, I think it prepared me well, but it was difficult to understand at the time.
[ He needed that patience to handle Anakin, he thinks. Sometimes he wonders if Qui-Gon knew as much, even before he know of Anakin's existence. ]