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Entry tags:
- *event,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- mushishi: ginko,
- npc | ben,
- npc | thán,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: luke skywalker,
- star wars: rey,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- undertale: frisk,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( may event log )
Who: Everyone
When: May 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Amissis-Re
What: The crew finds themselves visiting the very barren planet of Amissis-Re.
Warnings:None, but please label your content!
When: May 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Amissis-Re
What: The crew finds themselves visiting the very barren planet of Amissis-Re.
Warnings:None, but please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"the trees rustle in the evening when we stand uneasy before our own thoughts."
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[This is the first anyone's said anything of the sort to her, and it startles her enough that she pauses in putting his shirts into her bag. She stares up at him with wide eyes, a little alarmed that something's trapped and she's too dense to realize.
Eventually though, she does stuff the clothes into the bag, and her mouth draws into a tight line. ]
Is it something we need to focus on freeing?
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Absolutely not. I don't know much about it, but it's something that should stay trapped. It eats energy. There used to be four captains... it killed one of them.
[He shrugs, then adds,]
I'll try to find out more, but people don't really discuss this sort of thing as much as I'd like.
What have I told you about the last ship I was on?
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If it's shittier than where we are now, I can't blame you for not talking about it.
[She's much more concerned about the fact that one of the captains was killed by something that eats energy and no one's ever mentioned that to the new arrivals.]
Why? Was there something that ate energy on that ship? There's people on the Moira with powers, ones I don't understand. But I know they must take a lot of energy to have and use. It's like a buffet for something that killed one of the captains.
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I don't know if it ate energy. I've never had that impression... although people on that ship also had powers.
[He heads towards the door, back to the hall, then sighs.]
It... he... had free run of the ship, and he was very concerned with isolating people and then getting them to do things for him... I don't think he could act on his own. Probably irrelevant to our current situation, except with regard to my happiness.
[That word comes out rueful this time. There's another door a little down the hall.]
Do we want some sweatpants?
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[She lamely responds, shrugging. She won't turn down sweatpants, because the ship can be chilly. And sweatpants are warm. She likes being warm, so the logic says to allow him to grab them some. Besides, she wants to focus on what he's just talked about rather than clothes.]
What did that thing on the other ship do to you?
[She sounds a little protective, even if it's already over and done with and she can't do shit to help him.]
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As he and Cassandra continue to talk, he clears each room, and they hit the drawers, finding men's casual wear in smaller sizes in one room and larger sizes in the other, along with some business wear.]
Well. Among other things, he trapped me in a dark maze for what I thought was about a year and attempted to brainwash me into helping him. Long on promises, short on answers. [All of that comes out flatly. His tone only livens a little as he continues.] I'm fairly sure that he was originally the captain of the ship, but he was human... I was never able to fully establish what caused the change in him, or how he was able to do these things.
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[She suggests it softly, trying not to feel anger toward a situation she can't control. It's already passed, and he's safe on the Moira. They may not be fully safe here, but that doesn't mean it's not anything that can't be easily handled.]
He could've been there a long time, long enough to create some kind of change. Maybe he was grooming you to take his place. Or be his second in command.
[Because nothing says avoiding feelings of horror by awkward attempts at humor.]
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I don't think so. I wasn't the only person he trapped, and --
[Tucked under some folded sweatpants in Matsuda's drawer is a gravure idol book: a pretty, smiling woman in very little clothing peers up at them. L snorts and rolls his eyes.]
This might be worth something on the Moira.
[But the humorous digression is gone as soon as he picks up his conversational thread.]
In any case, his ex-wife was on the ship, and he'd previously prompted someone to severely injure her. The impression I had was that he wanted foot soldiers. It wasn't very long ago, so I....
[He trails off and shrugs, looking sober and helpless. He'd still been having nightmares during his first weeks on the Moira -- walk as far as you want, there's no light, no food, no water, nothing but the tapping and the voice -- and he doesn't know what's happened to anyone else who went into the halls when he did in the time since he was pulled away.]
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Mostly because it's a shitty time to discuss anything but what he's talking about.]
Hey.
[Gently, she gives him a nudge with her hip.]
Whatever he was planning, he can't get you here. If he tries, I'll take him down myself. And if you can't sleep at night? [She understands how that feels, since she has such awful nightmares that she prefers not to sleep if she can help it.]
I can't either, so we can stay up together.
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What makes you think I slept at night before that?
But in all honesty, I'm not worried about anything on the lines of him turning up here. I'm relatively certain that the Moira isn't even in the same universe, and I strongly suspect that he was tied to the other ship. It's only --
[He moves towards the door.]
Guns and food are both downstairs.
You can build a life, yes. I had... I was. I'm not convinced it was a very good one, but it was mine. I'll try here, but... if you can be ripped out at any point, and so can anyone else, how many times do you have to rebuild it? The situation seems terribly unstable.
[He sounds relatively unemotional about all of this, partly by design, partly by nature, partly because investment of that kind is draining in the way he'd always suspected it would be... but even so, a little bit of sadness and exhaustion have both crept into his tone. He's left someone behind, but only in a way that's indicated to him that he'd gotten more attached than he'd realized.]
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[The look she gives him says she's not about to let him do that, no matter how exhausting it is to start all over again on a new ship.]
There's no point in trying to survive if that's all you're going to do.
[Despite the plentiful horrible things that have happened to her, she's a survivalist at heart. She fights to survive because she has hope somewhere inside of her that she can have a decent life. And so far, being on the Moira is the closest she's come in years. She still longs for the people she left behind back on Earth, but is starting to think of the life she's making for herself on the ship as home. That concept is important to her, but she understands that it may not be for everyone else.]
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No. I really don't think doing nothing would be very like me. Although depression is always a risk for anyone in extreme circumstances.
[He says that clinically, as though he doesn't have that kind of response to extreme setbacks, or to chronic bafflement.
Was this his life -- the life he created for himself, where he was most active and effective? The alien feeling might fade if he were able to stay here for days, but with only maybe another two hours or so left, it just feels like he's walking through the accurate set of a film based on his old life. It doesn't have as much to do with him anymore as he'd like.
Maybe he'd get comfortable again on his return... the fact that people on the Tranquility reported not remembering their time there after returning to their original homes for a while makes it seem more likely, although it's hard to say how the Moira might tie into that. Or maybe it will never seem right again.
Still, it's always hard to shake the feeling that circumstances have forced him into a diminished role. He shouldn't be the observed, or the acted-upon: he should be the observer and the actor. Being in a headquarters he'd built for himself at his most active and powerful redoubles that feeling.]
How would you say that you're building a life?
[There's no slyness in that, although he does read more of her network communications than he lets on.]
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[The answer is slightly snapped, and she gives a shrug of her shoulders. She has to remind herself that he has yet to prove that he's out to get her, and that she trusts him just about more than anyone else here. So she can at least give him a half assed answer.]
Meeting people, I guess? I'm working, and finding people who like being around me. It's a hell of a nice change.
[She doesn't want to even begin to touch the depression topic, because it's something she suffered from the entire time she was trapped by Tobias. She refuses to ever get back to that mental point in her life again, so it's best to just not even think about it.
Luckily, the elevator dings and they're on their new floor, and she motions for him to lead the way so she can follow along after him.]
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Food before guns.
[He leads them both to another door set into the wall nearer to the console, which opens to reveal a corridor. As they move down it, they pass a few more doors... a server room, something else. Eventually they reach a largeish industrial kitchen, clean and seemingly empty. As they walk, he asks,]
How do you find the intelligence work?
[This is an environment where he can ask that sort of question, and even if others were around, it might not be out of place. Although it's not something he would ask in front of Light or Misa, for the sake of Cassandra's safety.]