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thisavrou_log2016-05-01 09:04 pm
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Entry tags:
- *event,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- mushishi: ginko,
- npc | ben,
- npc | thán,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- star wars: luke skywalker,
- star wars: rey,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- undertale: frisk,
- undertale: mettaton,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( may event log )
Who: Everyone
When: May 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Amissis-Re
What: The crew finds themselves visiting the very barren planet of Amissis-Re.
Warnings:None, but please label your content!
When: May 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Amissis-Re
What: The crew finds themselves visiting the very barren planet of Amissis-Re.
Warnings:None, but please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"the trees rustle in the evening when we stand uneasy before our own thoughts."
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That giddy expression gives Asriel an odd sense of delight, and that's surprising too. It wasn't like he never wanted to try getting along with Sans - Flowey didn't, but he did. But with everything he's done to both Sans and his brother, talking and laughing like this kind of felt like he was...
Lying to him? Tricking him? Sans would hate him if he knew who he was really talking to, right?
But the laughter coming from the skeleton makes him oddly happy, and he laughs nervously - it's genuine too. It's the kind of laugh of someone slowly trying to lower their guard, and Asriel feels the urge to continue.
"Well... um! Mom really seams to know a lot of good jokes? Hehe."
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"Heh, no kidding she does." For a moment, Sans looks a little wistful. Maybe even a little sad? It's hard to tell, when your face only seems to make one expression. "Your Mom's the best, you really lucked with her, kid."
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The thought travels through his mind as Sans settles against the grass, and when Asriel stops giggling, it's replaced by a calm smile. While Asriel isn't fully aware of Sans and Toriel's feelings about each other, it isn't hard to pick up that they seem happier around each other.
"I'm... really glad she's here."
In so many ways he can't actually describe. He almost catches himself adding "but she really should living on the surface" before stopping himself.
"It feels like it's been so long since I saw her. When she first arrived, I mean."
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It's an earnest sentiment. Sans winds his finger bones through the grass, letting blades poke up between his metacarpals as he listens to Asriel continue. He's a good kid. Sans can see a lot of Toriel herself in him, not to mention a lot of their king. If thinking about that makes him feel a little guilty, it doesn't show in his voice.
"Yeah?"
He has an idea as to why, but asking directly isn't Sans' style. Instead, he tilts his skull to the side, patiently urging Asriel to continue.
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Asriel stutters, finding it difficult to keep going. He hadn't really talked to anyone about how he felt about being "alive" again and reunited with his family. It made him happy, sure, but it was also a painful reminder of all the things he'd missed. How he couldn't take part in growing up, eating his mother's cooking, watching the flowers grow in the garden...
So much he could've had, so much he lost, and he had no one to blame but himself for losing it all. Even though he can go curl up next to Toriel right now, there's a sense of sadness there. It wasn't the same. It could never be the same. And even though he could laugh, play, and even sometimes forget a little... things could never go back to how they were.
He could never be the sweet, gentle Asriel everyone thinks he was. He could pretend, maybe even some days, he could even try believing it a little. But deep down, he knows how rotten he really is.
The smile on Asriel's face twitches for a moment, but as much as he wants to bail on this conversation, he keeps talking.
"I've been away for a while, haven't I? So I guess... to me, it feels like a long time."
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There's a sympathy to his voice, lower than usual as he chews on Asriel's incredibly diplomatic way of putting it. Every monster knew the story, after all. Every monster could recite how the human ward fell tragically ill, and how their brother the Prince acted to complete their final request to see the flowers from their village.
Every monster knew what became of the Prince when he stepped through the barrier. It was the foundation of their King's war. It was why they no longer had a Queen.
From Asriel's perspective, it was why his parents were no longer together, whether he knew it or not. The thought makes Sans feel oddly guilty.
"Y'know, for what it's worth? I think it was really brave, what you did, going through the barrier like that to give your sibling some peace."
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The story wasn't lost on Asriel. It surprised him the first time he heard it, stirring up some lost feeling that Asriel couldn't grasp at as a flower... and by whichever number of resets it was, he remembers laughing. Mocking it.
That's how you choose to remember me? You idiots.
They left out the part where the death was planned, and that the noble "sacrifice" was originally meant to be a plan to collect six human souls. A plan that almost ended in the death of several human villagers.
Asriel bites his lower lip, tears springing to his eyes before he can stop them. He quickly starts rubbing his eyes with the sleeves of his shirt.
"U-um... thank you."
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"Hey, hey, kid, I didn't mean--I didn't mean to stir up bad feelings or anything. I know it couldn't be easy." His voice is higher than usual, and much faster. With a cracking laugh, his grin widens. "Wanna hear a joke?"