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march event log
Who: Everyone
When: March 17th and on
Where: The Moira and Ceta; various locations
What: Communication, mercenaries, and scraplets
Warnings: Please label accordingly!
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When: March 17th and on
Where: The Moira and Ceta; various locations
What: Communication, mercenaries, and scraplets
Warnings: Please label accordingly!
E V E N T |
"The best way to protect something is to set it free."
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Pretty recent past, but...okay.
[ He won't try to keep
AlphChurch from talking to him if the guy wants to try setting everything aside and. You know, talk to him. Even if he doesn't feel like he's getting the full truth out of that "totally over it" thing.But Wash doesn't get long to dwell on that as Church goes on, leaving him stiffening slightly as he stares at the other armoured figure. Forget it? Everything he's been told, just... forget it? He can't do that. He wants to know where he stands with the two, and he wants to know what happens in the future. Maybe then he can fix things when he gets to those points.
But even less can he forget what Tex accidentally triggered on him. The floods of memories and thoughts... Those, he wishes he could forget, especially as they get more vivid and more affecting of him in reality. ]
I don't think I can. It's all too important. I'd rather know than be oblivious as to why you two are so...weird around me.
[ Even if he hasn't technically met Church yet. Though he does have his memories, so it feels like he does know him on a really weird level. ]
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We're not weird, dude. We're just fuckin' pissed 'cause you killed us.
[ okay, nope. that's not positive progress, church. back it up.
he sighs as much as a robot without lungs can sigh and turns once again so he's facing wash. it's still weird talking to him like this. wash looks and sounds exactly like the wash he knows, but he's not; he's a completely different person from a completely different timeline, and taking out his anger on him is petty and childish.
even if he is petty and childish. that's beside the point. ]
Okay, no, you didn't actually kill us. If anything, I'm the one that killed us, so what happened wasn't your fault. [ a pause. ] Well, it was sort of your fault, but I still played a big part in the whole goddamned thing. You totally wouldn't have done shit without me.
[ this is going well. ]
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Unsure of what to say there, he's glad when Church turns around to face him, clearly about to say something else. And judging by the sigh, it'll be less harsh. Obviously, he's trying to hold himself back here, and while Wash is grateful, he's also still kind of confused as to why the guy is even talking to him in the first place if he's still that pissed. ]
...You're both awfully back and forth about this whole thing.
[ One minute it's his fault, the next it's not because technically he hasn't been there yet, then one of them is pissed at him, the next second they're not... It's confusing, and he already has a headache. ]
If it wasn't entirely my fault, why have you been blaming just me this whole time? --No, nevermind. Don't answer that. [ He shakes his head and glances away from Church for a moment. It's probably easier to keep all the blame on someone else for something like this. ] ...What really happened, anyway? I mean, was Maine really stealing all the AIs? And I... What, I was trying to stop him and somehow found you? That's what I gathered from Tex... And that I used an EMP and that's...how you both died.
[ It's still a lot to think about. Not just that he destroyed who knows how many of the fragments, but that Maine was doing things like that. Do things really go that wrong? He knows... He knows now that Freelancer isn't everything he thought it was, but from all the very small hints he's getting, things don't end well. It has him worried about what he's going to be going back to. Afraid, even. Not just for himself, but for all his friends too.
Wash shakes his head again, drawing himself back to the present moment, finally glancing back in Church's direction. ]
We both must have had reasons for what we did.
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because at the end of the day, no matter how much bullshit he spews, he likes wash. he never would've agreed to his plan with the emp if he didn't. and now he's reopened a giant can of worms that could possibly do him more harm than good.
great. perfect. but it's too late now. ]
All right. Okay. Look. Listen. [ his armor clinks as he shifts his weight and tightly folds his arms across his chest, curling his hands into fists against his biceps. ] What happened to Maine wasn't really his fault, no matter how much of a fucking murderous dick he was. Sigma fucked him up good. I was in the guy's head for like five seconds before you blew up the emp, and what I saw in there was way worse than any bullshit I saw while in yours.
But you, dude. You were the catalyst for Freelancer falling the fuck apart. The Meta might've sped shit up, but when you got stuck with Epsilon, everything spiraled out of control from there.
[ he takes a non-existent breath and tilts his head, his faceplate glinting. ]
What you did at Command? With the emp? With offing me and Tex? That was a giant fuck you to the Director, and I don't know if it worked, honestly, I wish I could tell you it did. But you had your reasons, and they weren't all bad ones.
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Maine... He got messed up by Sigma? So, it wasn't only headaches that he ended up with because of his AI. For a moment, Wash feels some amount of guilt, like he thinks that somehow if he'd pressed Maine for some more information about his side effects, maybe the situation could have been resolved. But he knows that's ridiculous.
The Director wouldn't have done anything. They were all basically experiments to him, after all.
Shaking his head again to clear it and to try to brush some of the shock off, he's still having some trouble swallowing the last bit of information that he's given. ]
Me? I end Freelancer, and...mostly on purpose?
[ He can't see himself having the guts to give the Director any kind of "fuck you", but to truly be the one to destroy the whole Project? That's especially hard to believe. Not that he doubts what Church is saying; he has no reason to do that. Besides, with the "insight" he's gotten since Epsilon's memories got dislodged, he knows the truth about Project Freelancer.
So maybe it's not as hard to believe as he thinks? ]
...That makes more sense, then. Knowing more of the details, I mean. I didn't know what happened to Maine, or to me that ended up with us against one another. And Tex didn't mention taking down Freelancer, either.
I guess maybe I should be glad to know I get some amount of revenge in the future. [ Though he's never really been one for revenge, exactly. But for everything the Project did and will do? He can see some possibility of seeking it out. ] I just hate to know that it destroys you and Tex and Maine.