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thisavrou_log2016-03-01 02:40 pm
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Entry tags:
- *intro log,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mass effect: nihlus kryik,
- mcu: natasha romanoff,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: liquid snake,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- transformers mtmte: cyclonus,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- undertale: asriel dreemurr,
- undertale: frisk,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( march intro log )
Who: Everyone
When: March 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Ceta
What: The crew finds themselves on the planet of Ceta
Warnings: Potential sci-fi creature death. Please label your content!
When: March 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Ceta
What: The crew finds themselves on the planet of Ceta
Warnings: Potential sci-fi creature death. Please label your content!
I N T R O L O G |
"Arguments on their nature are refuted by those who return to shore, wide-eyed with tales of their savagery."
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[He knows. He's known since David told him. But he's sitting here like it's a fate he can't escape. He's talked to Ocelot as though they were two people.]
I wouldn't think space would be so different.
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[So he knows. Should have expected that; word's got to travel quickly. Sup, Miller, at least Liquid's not impersonating you at the moment.]
If it helps, I've been dead three, four years now. Been terrorizing Ocelot, pretty much. Not the one here, the one there. My time.
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[But he chose his side. He supposes he's paying for it. Miller? Miller's just dead. He guesses he got off easy, in the long run.]
What state is he in, now? He's the last one of us, the motherbase staff, isn't he?
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[That's one way to describe possession, right?]
But now? Ah... I'm not sure. He's down an arm, at least, that much I can tell you. Unfortunately, that seemed to be the eject button, and I came out here.
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[How the hell did someone get possessed by a grafted arm, anyway? Well, Kaz would still keep quiet about his own hidden prosthetics.]
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Still going without, then? I always found it strange that my fa-- er. He had one and you didn't.
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I hear that I changed the situation later. I guess after I realized I lost everything, that stopped mattering.
Guess I'm pretty good at being bitter too. [He says as if he doesn't know that.]
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That's what I heard too. I didn't exactly pay you a visit or anything. [Ocelot had insisted on doing the job, and he wasn't invested enough to tell him no.]
Bitter's something I know very well. It's reasonable.
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You know... the strangest thing about Big Boss is that his legend is what keeps him alive. It's not that he's the greatest soldier... no. He would be dead many times over if he didn't have people that looked at him, saw something great, and dragged him from the wreckage.
I guess that catches up to him, too. When he loses too many people.
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The legend... I've had that hanging over my head since I was a child. Basically 'good luck living up to your father's legend when you're meant to be the leftovers in the first place.' Wouldn't recommend living a life like that.
I'm guessing he has better luck even when it does catch up to him.
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My father was a high ranking officer under General McArthur. No living legend. But when he became a drill sergeant, the other officers remembered him.
It's the only reason I found out my last name. He had an affair with a teenage prostitute while he was living in Yokosuka. She had a child that looked like a foreigner. Ainoko, that's what people used to look at me as. Impurity. It wasn't until one of the soldiers recognized a picture I had of him that I learned how to contact him.
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[Liquid really didn't know Kaz all that much in his lifetime. A brief stint on Mother Base and a little bit of help from Ocelot had been his main resources for his impersonation. He'd just been good enough with improvisation that he'd managed to fool his brother.]
I never thought I'd even be able to meet my father until much later. Imagine my surprise when he's walking his way through my village. Of course, knowing what I know now, it was all a farce, but... Well, when your plan is to kill him someday and then it turns out he's apparently there today, you take what chances you can get.
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After I left America?
[He holds his fingers in a gun shape to his temple, and simulates the suicide that took his father with a "pow" sound and tipping his head. Then straightens back up.]
I decided to be Kazuhira again.
[He listens to how "Big Boss" had walked into that village. Remembers his order to not kill a single child, not even their leader.]
How did you feel about what ended up happening to him?
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Names. Always comes down to them, doesn't it? You took yours back. I threw mine out in the rubbish where it belonged.
[He finishes up his drink and goes for another one, just to have something. He's not getting drunk anytime soon, not with what he's still having, but he's not really interested in doing so anyway.]
How did I feel? Livid. I... I wanted to kill him. My biggest goal in life, and there it was, stolen from me by my brother. I was supposed to destroy my father, and his legacy. It was to be my revenge.
I suppose it's what spurred me on to do more with myself. I'd been... well, not completely useless, but the early nineties weren't all that great for me and I sort of just coasted through the rest of the decade, simmering quietly. And then I got that news. So, I made a decision. If I couldn't destroy my father, I could still go on to surpass him. There was still a legacy to destroy. And then? Tretij and I joined FOXHOUND.
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[Literally, and reprehensibly.]
[But as he listens to Liquid talk, he realizes through his ramblings that he is too drunk to really understand that much crazy.]
[He ends up asking something that stands out for him.] Tretij kept his name? Or was his name just for you?
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[He can't exactly relate.]
[But all the things he says make perfect sense to him. Not crazy at all, nope. He looks into his drink.]
He went by Psycho Mantis, when we were in FOXHOUND, but I figured you'd be more familiar with his old one. That wasn't his real name either. Now that... that was just for me. [Mostly just because he'd found it out through their connection, at first anyway, but like hell he was going to give it up to anyone.]
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[They shouldn't have had to live like that. Even if this man kills him, he's still the boy that hid from the world in Africa.]
...I really don't understand this possession through an arm thing, but I guess it makes as much sense as anything else that's happened. [From sad drunken pondering to bewildered drunken pondering in a heartbeat.]
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I don't really understand it all that much either. My best guess is it gave me something to keep me grounded. It was familiar, it was mine, and when I was able to get control of that, it allowed me to work on the rest of Ocelot too. When he cut it off, there I went.
[Seems like a good guess to him, anyway, but he'll probably never really know.]