Cúrre (
hownkai) wrote in
thisavrou_log2016-02-01 11:09 am
( february intro log )
Who: Everyone
When: February 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Emiri
What: The crew finds themselves on the planet of Emiri
Warnings: Mentions of a corpse. Please label your content!
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When: February 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Emiri
What: The crew finds themselves on the planet of Emiri
Warnings: Mentions of a corpse. Please label your content!
I N T R O L O G |
"There will be no prison which can hold our movement down."
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...I let him go.
[He's almost ashamed to admit it, because he didn't really feel any better. Not worse. But not better. Just that he didn't kill someone else in front of his pacifist cousin.]
Second time I had a chance for revenge, I went for it.
I don't know, I cam out feeling a lot of the same. I guess I am lucky in that I am not really a paranoid guy, just when someone I trust fucks me over, I am not too forgiving. I give everyone a fair chance first.
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[ Even if Niko had eventually done the deed, which is what he seems to be implying. It turns out that Snake's theory had been right: it usually doesn't change much, getting revenge. Forgiveness isn't always easy either, though. There are definitely people in Snake's life who he could never forgive, although the list probably isn't as long as some would think. ]
A second chance is one thing. But when you deliberately ruin someone's life...
[ Snake trails off and shakes his head. Killing is not a sport, it's not something anyone should enjoy, but there are times when it's necessary. The way he sees it, better he dirty his hands than someone else. They're already covered in blood. And Niko probably feels the same way. There was never another chance for either of them. ]
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Even if that person was a complete assholee.
[He glances over at Snake, mouth pursing up a little. He has that sort of understanding that comes with a man that's had to do things he regrets.]
Do you still do it? ... You know, when we're not moving big boxes and shit? Back home? Or did you get out?
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As for Snake, that was never even an option, so at Niko's question he shakes his head. ]
There's no such thing as getting out for someone like me. The difference is that I'm fighting for my own ideals now, rather than carrying out someone else's orders for their agenda.
[ It might seem like a small distinction to someone who hasn't been in Snake's shoes, but for him it's huge. ]
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[Seems like a simple wish, doesn't it? Sounds like Snake has everything going the way he wants. Niko's almost envious.]
The only reason I've been okay with this job is that it gives me more control over when I want to fight. On the other ship I was on? There was no choice.
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At the mention of Niko's previous ship, Snake goes to sit down on a supply crate and eyes him, curious not just because of the potential information but because he's gotten close enough to Niko to genuinely want to know more about him.
That's always a strange feeling. ]
What did they force you to do?
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[There's absolute revulsion there, disgust he can't hide.] Had a system worked out where if you refused them, then they take your planet to destroy. If you resisted them, then they take your planet to destroy. You do not do what they want well enough? They torture you, maybe kill you to make a point. You kill yourself, you're breaking contract, they get your world. Your best luck was to die by accident.
But to tell you the truth, it just looked like a lot of what I already knew, except on the scale of whole worlds.
They had destroyed two places by the time I was brought here. In comparison, this isn't so bad. But even if we didn't have a choice... There are five of that crew on this ship now. I hope they don't come looking.
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Five of them are here? The Moira is definitely an upgrade, but Niko's probably right to be paranoid. ] What were you told when you were transferred? Or was it sudden the way that my arrival was?
[ If the captains here had taken Niko away from that situation, then Snake could understand why he might feel indebted to them -- or at least not dislike them as much as Snake does. ]
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I am getting a little tired of being monitored against my will. I look forward to being free again. Maybe then I can get a better idea of how I want to use my skills.
[Then he shifts the subject, not wanting to dwell too much on the Nehada, the feeling of hopelessness he had. Because, to be honest, this is the most hopeful conversation he had in a long time. That maybe his violence, his ability to wreck things, wasn't entirely a force for terror.]
What's your real name, by the way? I have to think you have one.
...Mine is Nikola. Niko is a nickname. It means "nobody". Is okay, I like it. And some people call me "Nicky" or "NB". I'm good with those, too. But my real name is Nikola.
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[ Even if their antics on Emiri might have gotten the locals worked up, the captains of the Moira hadn't had much to say about it. They can still make use of their skillsets here.
At the question about his name, Snake's gaze dips down to where his hands are clutched together in his lap. It's probably more of a shock that Niko didn't ask before now. He deserves to know, especially since he offers more insight into his own name. ]
My real name is David, but... a lot of the time, Snake feels more like my actual name. [ He shrugs and then glances up, a wry smile appearing on his face. ] You don't mind that your name means "nobody"?
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[Though Niko's got a bad habit of asserting himself even when he shouldn't. He doesn't know how many interrogations he's gotten out of by being a smart-ass.]
My brother, when he was alive? He was a very smart guy and read a lot of books. So when I was being called "Niko" as sort of a mean joke, he pulled me aside and told me there was a normal man once who blinded a cyclops. When this big pissed off cyclops yells to know who did this to him? The guy says, "Nobody did." So then the cyclops runs off to tell all his asshole friends that Nobody blinded him.
And it's kind of true. I take down pretty important people. One after another after another. Men that thought they would be unbeatable. But they keep saying some dumb immigrant or peasant asshole did it. But it was just me. [He thumbs at himself.]
[A nobody.] And if you want to piss on some big man's grave, that is the way to do it.
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It makes sense, though. If people forget about you, if they can't even remember your name, it makes it that much easier to get the job done. The best thing is to be underestimated.
After a pause, Snake bows his head and makes an admittance: ] I'm kind of jealous, actually. Where I'm from, people know my name. [ A beat. ] My codename, anyway. They think I'm some kind of legend. Makes the whole stealth thing a little more difficult.
[ It's not something Snake usually talks about, since the whole idea is enough to make him uncomfortable. Kids like Meryl and Raiden, they believed in his legend, and he can't figure out if he's done right by them or not. Still, it had been appropriate to bring it up here. ]
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I always hated it. I mean... it is pretty obvious sometimes that it bothers me, that I don't like when people look down on me. But sometimes I wonder what real respect would feel like. I guess in ideas as well as how good I can kill people.
I can see how it would make things pretty shitty when people have made everything to expect for you. [That's something like English.]
You seem like a pretty normal guy to me.
[Normal to a Balkan psychopath.]
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It's refreshing.
That last comment from Niko causes Snake to cross his arms over his chest and shrug. He's never been one to brag, so if that's how he comes across to the other man, then he won't complain. ]
It probably depends on your definition, but yeah.
[ He may have taken down a tank and a helicopter on foot, but who cares about that? ]
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You like beer and darts and music and things. That is normal. You maybe like fighting, but you don't like to kill people. I think that is pretty fair.
Kill normal people, anyway.
[He thumps Snake on the back roughly and appreciatively.] Hey. I think I had a full day for now. Let's fuck off early and go get something to drink. I think I could use something strong and a friend so I don't look like an asshole for drinking alone.
[Actually he hates drinking alone. Reminds him of his father too much.]
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Snake has spent most of his life wondering if that's really true. If he really didn't like it, he would probably stop doing it, but he finds himself with someone else's blood on his hands time and time again. He shouldn't let Liquid's taunting get to him, but it's hard not to.
That thump on his back jerks him out of his thoughts. The suggestion isn't one that Snake can argue with. It's not like they're doing much here anyway, and he doubts any other bodies are going to be delivered to their doorstep. Hopefully.
They're going to have to deal with whatever is going on down on Emiri eventually, but that can probably wait until tomorrow. He and Niko are just two people among this whole crew, after all. It doesn't have to all be on their shoulders. ]
Sounds good to me. [ He starts for the door that will take them to the rest of the ship. It's definitely better not to drink alone -- he's done far too much of that in his life. ]