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( february intro log )
Who: Everyone
When: February 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Emiri
What: The crew finds themselves on the planet of Emiri
Warnings: Mentions of a corpse. Please label your content!
( ooc; This plot is spread out over the first half of the month of February, and follows the order of the prompts listed above. Feel free to take as much time as you need to with your characters and use the info above for posts/logs at your discretion. For questions, go here. Please comment to activity check to receive new ranks (if applicable)! )
When: February 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Emiri
What: The crew finds themselves on the planet of Emiri
Warnings: Mentions of a corpse. Please label your content!
I N T R O L O G |
"There will be no prison which can hold our movement down."
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"M...mnn."
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Sans had to hold onto that.
"I dunno what's going on. Things are different here. Between you and me, I think there are some, ah... determined individuals aboard that might outclass you." Not that Sans knew about Chara yet; there were plenty of others coming to mind. "Whatever it is, I need you to tell me what you remember. I'm only workin' with one timeline's worth of memories over here. I know we don't really know each other, or hell maybe we do, but can you help a guy out?"
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Hearing that there are other determined humans around the ship is worrying, of course, but Frisk is confident they can hold if not the timeline then at least their own memories. It's not much, but it's something at least.
It takes a moment, but they nod in response, trying to swallow down the thick feeling in their throat. "O...okay," they finally manage with a tiny, meek voice.
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Sans's voice is low, trying to sound more comforting than the odd sort of detachment he feels. This is... bizarre. Just looking at the kid like this, it's enough to make Sans feel several different emotions at once. He was used to deja vu. It happened all the time. He could ignore it. This? Having hard and fast memories there as point of reference?
Wrestling with them was exhausting.
"Whenever you're ready, I guess." Sans looked around their surroundings before letting go of their hands, standing to his feet. "... Well, maybe not here. C'mon. I know a shortcut."
He held out his hand, browbone raised.
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Another quiet nod, and Frisk places their hand in the skeleton's own with a wobbly, tired smile that speaks of far more trust than they should have in a monster that had been mere seconds away from killing them in cold blood. While that nervousness and fear is still there, something else is blooming again beneath, a warmth that never, ever seems to die no matter what Frisk is put through.
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"Figure we'll get more privacy this way." He took a breath, taking stock of the sky. It never got old, peering out through that inky blackness. Sans had no wishes to make, but he was grateful to the stars all the same. "Whenever you're ready."
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Their stomach is in knots as they settle down cross-legged next to Sans, wanting to lean against his side as they would when star-gazing back home but not daring to here. Their heart is still thumping, and Frisk scrubs at their eyes to try and dry their tears. It's hard at first, to try and decide where to start, but...maybe the beginning is the best. Sans wanted to know all of it, and...they don't have anything to hide behind anymore. He's already said as much.
"I...I woke up in the Ruins. That's always where it starts. I wake up, and Flowey is there. He talks to me, tries to--" Frisk's breath hitches for a moment, and they bite their lip. "He tries to hurt me, but Mom always shows up to scare him off. She guides me through the Ruins, an' I explore for a bit...she's always so scared when I have to leave. But...I have to go if I'm gonna free everyone."
They hadn't wanted to leave, that first time. Toriel is so kind, so patient, but the nagging feeling in the back of Frisk's mind had become so insistent. They had to move onward, press forward. They have a duty.
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It didn't make any sense, but somehow, Sans knew they were referring to the woman behind the door. Sans felt his chest ache. Did she survive after all?
"Go on," he managed, voice even.
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"Toriel...she tries to make me fight her. To prove I'm strong enough to make it through to the castle. It...it always takes a while, to make her back down again. An' then I leave, and...I meet you."
Frisk glances over shyly, both hands scrunched up in the fabric of their pants. "I...I'm not pretending to like Papyrus' puzzles, you know? They're really fun! And he worked so hard on all of them, too. You both...you always make me laugh. I don't know what I would have done if you both weren't there for me."
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"And then you free us, don't you?" Sans asked, though it wasn't really a question. He didn't remember it, but the pattern of this story felt as worn and well traveled as the path through Waterfall. "And then you bring us all back."
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"I-it's not me! I don't want to do it over again, I want to stay! But it...s-something else RESETS it all. I try so hard to hold on, t-to keep us there, but..."
Fat, hot tears are rolling down their cheeks, and the sobs start in earnest. There's no possible way Sans will ever believe them, but they have to try! "B-but I can't! I'm trying, I'm trying so hard but I don't know what to do! I don't know what I'm doing wrong!"
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The soft, hitching sobs were enough to bring that same realization back tenfold. Only instead of the cold lack of feeling, Sans found himself actually guilty. It wasn't pleasant.
"Hey, hey... take a breath." His voice was equal parts encouraging and awkward. Carefully, he put a bony hand to their back and rubbed in slow circles. They were trembling. "I don't think you're lying."
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Breaking down into a wailing cry, Frisk turns and grabs a hold of Sans's coat with the kind of desperation only a small child can really show. They cling on tightly, burying their face against it and crying out all their tired grief, the hurt and pain the cycle has heaped onto their small shoulders.
this kills the man
But the moment passed, and muscle memory kicked in. Drawing his other arm around the child, Sans held them close with a heaving sigh.
"It's gonna be okay, kiddo." He wasn't sure how much he believed it, but he found himself hoping it was true for Frisk's sake. For all of their sakes, really. "You're okay."
i can't
Monsters really are weird, but it's the sort of weird that always saves Frisk when it comes down to it.
Their crying goes on for a while, but eventually sob turn to hiccups, then sniffles and finally a tired, quiet silence. By this point they've wormed themselves completely into Sans's lap, curled up in a tight ball. They feel drained, tired, but somehow a little better for having let it all out. After a few moments Frisk lifts their head to look up at him, not even sure what to say anymore.
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If he closed his eyes and really gave himself over to the sensation, his mind even began to supply context. They weren't on the floor of a ship millions of miles from home, but rather in a house under the stars -- real stars. And while Sans rubbed their back through a nightmare, it was with a reminder that the worst was over now. They were safe, and it was all thanks to Frisk.
Of course, the flash of memory was gone before Sans could appreciate it. Looking back down at the curled up child in his lap, Sans rose to his feet -- child and all. They were easy to carry, especially with their arms looped around his neck like a particularly stubborn limpet.
"C'mon, kid. Let's get you back to bed." His voice was soft, bouncing around the large observatory with each word. "What deck are you on?"
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They close their eyes and lean their cheek against Sans's shoulder, snuggling close and relaxing completely in his hold. "'M on Nomo deck...um, number 5." Their lips quick up a little further with a conspiratorial pride. "I got a top bunk."
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With Frisk snuggled close like this and his mind already buzzing, Sans opted to take the long way for once. Feet clicking through the long mostly sleepy hallways, what surprised him most was how natural this felt. Sure, he'd looked out for his brother since Pap was a baby bone, but Sans was a kid then too. This felt different, and yet somehow drawn from the same place. The kid felt like family, and yet all Sans could see when he looked at him was the creature from that long hallway.
It didn't sit well with him.
"Here we are," Sans muttered finally, creaking the door open. Frisk's weight around his neck remained steady as he shifted the child from one arm to the other. "You still with me, bud?"
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Frisk is starting to drift off when Sans speaks up again, making them mumble and blink their eyes open again. They shift a little, waiting to either be carried in or let down to get into bed themself. (Or maybe Sans will float them in, they like it when he does that.) "...mm-hmm."
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Depositing Frisk gently-ish into bed, there was a half second of tug for him to do... something. Say goodnight, tuck them in, check for humans under the bed, any number of things he used to do for Papyrus when he was small. It was a weird impulse, and one Sans dismissed quickly. They may have reached an understanding, but he was nowhere near ready to start treating this kid like family.
No matter how deep the sensation of it ran.
Heaving a sigh, he climbed back down the ladder. Kids, timelines, alternate futures, alternate pasts... he had a lot to think about.
Better sleep on it.
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"...love you, Sans."