☄ REBEL REBEL [There's a jolt that runs through this man as he gets the ping on his MID. A hard beat of his heart that nearly hurts as he hears a voice and for a long instant he thinks that voice might be telling him that he came back, that he's actually alive and that heart-attack in the Training Sim Room didn't matter. That Solid Snake doesn't have to wear that guilt and and Kaz can finally say he's sorry. To tell him to go spend time with that asshole wildcat. Do something so his world becomes less of a disaster.]
[But he looks at the name and there's the worst mixed mess of emotions. The joy at someone he's needed around, that he's missed. And morbidly realizing that it means John is still dead and having the hope of correcting his failures sucked out of him. That there's a pile of ridiculous folded up boxes and a crate of furbies in the cargo bay still that are sans a childish dictator to own them. That peace was for nothing.]
[Snake's here, though. "Ahab." That's what matters.]
I'm moving cabins, so I'll meet you in the recreational area.
Ocelot has DD if you want him.
[Might as well let him know where the dog went to. It'll probably be hard realizing that Snake doesn't remember anything. But when is that ever new?]
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[There's a jolt that runs through this man as he gets the ping on his MID. A hard beat of his heart that nearly hurts as he hears a voice and for a long instant he thinks that voice might be telling him that he came back, that he's actually alive and that heart-attack in the Training Sim Room didn't matter. That Solid Snake doesn't have to wear that guilt and and Kaz can finally say he's sorry. To tell him to go spend time with that asshole wildcat. Do something so his world becomes less of a disaster.]
[But he looks at the name and there's the worst mixed mess of emotions. The joy at someone he's needed around, that he's missed. And morbidly realizing that it means John is still dead and having the hope of correcting his failures sucked out of him. That there's a pile of ridiculous folded up boxes and a crate of furbies in the cargo bay still that are sans a childish dictator to own them. That peace was for nothing.]
[Snake's here, though. "Ahab." That's what matters.]
I'm moving cabins, so I'll meet you in the recreational area.
Ocelot has DD if you want him.
[Might as well let him know where the dog went to. It'll probably be hard realizing that Snake doesn't remember anything. But when is that ever new?]